Sorry Boss, I Love U
SB 46'S
Very heavy rain arrived - arrived without permission first in almost the morning.
I also looked for a shelter where my body was half soaked.
It felt like my body was shivering with cold, and my body was shaking violently.
With all that happened last night, and I'm late to eat.
" Aduu . . . How is this ???" my groan with a quivering voice, I was so scared, like with my content.
God, please protect us.
My body feels weak, without energy and my eyes are no longer able to hold back to sleep.
Finally I found a place, a spacious store with a canopy on the roof, impatiently and with a perfunctory style I also laid my body there.
It didn't take long for me to fall asleep in the rain earlier this morning.
I don't know how long I've been asleep, which is certain my body feels like something is rocking - shaking it with a loud bang.
" Heeh woke up . . . Wake up, quickly get out of here "the voice of someone I don't know rudely kicked me out of the store's role immediately.
" I'm sorry sir, sorry . . . "I told you that I had my body wake up and immediately went from where I was most comfortable to sleep last night.
" Already . . . hasten to go from here "the loud voice again, it turns out a middle-aged man with a tall body and a slightly distended stomach with a uniform security.
I continued my journey in search of safe shelter and went as far as Angga and Tasya.
On this journey of mine, with much of my mind raging.
Everything is falling apart, my college, my mind, my freedom, now one more pregnancy.
" God, sorry mommy yes son, no . . . . . You are not a burden for mom, you are a gift to make mommy" I said slowly by stroking my stomach. Instantly I also realized my words and Do'a at this time.
I want this child to be born full of blessing, happiness, love from me even though his father no longer wants it.
Again, these tears fell without excuse.
It's heartbreaking, God.
As soon as I shed my tears, I brushed away my sorrow, and my mantab moved my feet to a public transport place that could take me far, far away from this city.
Without a doubt I climbed it, God put me down in a place that became the last foothold for me to live my next life.
Aamyn
Again, I slept on the way to J.
My body feels tired from yesterday night, traveling the journey, which I don't know how many kilo meters I went through.
I hope this time Goddess Fortuna sided with me, bringing good luck and happiness to both of us.
God protect us both.
" Mr . . mbak wake up mbak, this is already in Ahir trip "greet a male voice by poking - poke my left hand.
I spontaneously woke up and rubbed my eyes slowly.
It was dark, and it was raining again.
I also tried to get off, I was afraid that I had to stay on this bus to stay in the shade, because it did not rule out the possibility of people doing evil right.
When I got off the bus, the terminal was still crowded with people passing by. Maybe it's because of this heavy rain.
I tried to find a stall for me to shelter and fill my hungry stomach.
from this morning I did not eat rice at all, just a piece of bread and warm tea when I woke up this morning.
I bought it when I walked to find my destination.
Thankfully, I found a rice vendor's food stall that was still open. I also ordered rice with side dishes and vegetables, do not forget I ordered warm tea so that my stomach is not cold.
" I'm sorry son, we're late to eat again" I said softly by stroking my stomach.
and then I immediately devoured the food delivered by the owner of the stall.
It didn't take long, ahirnya rice and side dishes and vegetables that I have ludes I eat, stay warm tea that still feels hot last time I will drink.
" Still hungry, baby ??? patient yes son, we have to save money, later if you get a job we will eat as much as possible yes want "my message by talking to the prospective baby in my womb.
Slowly - the land I breathe and I drink slowly - the land, with the previous I do'a so that this warm tea can make me and my son full.
