Sorry Boss, I Love U

SB 58'S

I've been living in this hospital for days. James looks more sad than me. When he saw or talked to me, he always held back his cries and always apologized to me.

Many times I always said that it was not her fault.

This has been our destiny, which cannot be avoided.

I hugged warmly the fragile body, just gave him a kink of the events I experienced.

I don't know .. . I should have been the one who was hit by this incident, but it was James who became fragile because of this incident.

I can imagine, How does James feel right now, he who is sentenced will not be able to have any more children, and with his condition that is also paralyzed. The baby in my womb that he really hoped to be his successor later, apparently will never again be born into this world.

" I'm sorry put, I'm sorry . . "it's always that groan I hear from James almost every second.

It was only too late that I heard her moans and regretful words.

" Dear, enough . . . Just don't say those words again. This is our destiny and our child. Already, do not you regret let him calm there "my love with my tears I can no longer bear to see the sadness that appears all over my husband's body.

In his eyes was my face with his joints, as if he was looking for something certain in my eyes.

" I'm sorry, I'm not going to repeat my mistake, baby" he said in a loud voice.

" Yes, I know that in the future I will also be careful. Already yes, now we rearrange our future, not because of this incident, our lives stop here. yes, dear "my mouth with his fingers.

James responded by peeping my hands together and I replied with my sincere smile to make him stronger to get up.

The door of my room knocked on her, and a nurse entered with a white cloth.

" Mother and father, this baby's corpse please immediately be taken and buried, not good if it linger - long in the morgue. Pity the baby "the nurse said by handing the white cloth over to James.

James and I looked at each other for a moment.

" It's been purified, right, sister ?? " ask me with a trembling voice looking at the package.

I didn't think it was white and it was cold when I held it because it had been stored for a few days in the freezer in the morgue of this Hospital.

" Yes Ma'am, we've purified her "said the nurse was brief.

" Yes Ma'am the same, excuse me first "answered the nun and then said goodbye to retreat.

" Don't kiss James, your tears will drip on our child's shroud" I said as I watched James try to kiss our baby's body in his arms, do not hinder his journey to meet his creator.You must be sure he is happy because he met his God who loves him more than us his parents. " I said heartbroken at the behavior of James who still did not let go of our baby.

" I'll hold my cry, so I can kiss her for the first and last time "he said in a voice that was stuck in my throat and sounded very heartbreaking.

With all his might he held back his tears, and began to slowly and long to dye the white shroud.

" Do you want to kiss her too, mother ??? james then said by giving me a call to our first child who was never born into this world.

I grabbed it with my hands shaking violently the shroud pack no more than the 350ml bottle of mineral water, I looked at her with glassy eyes and then I remembered the first incident I had conceived of this lifeless fetus.

Without my consent they made artificial elimination for me until they forced me and Angga to marry betelily. up to some events that make me hope this is not a dream because Angga apparently treats me with compassion, so that finally they want to kill a fetus that is not beedosa and become this evil.

O God, it turns out that you love this sinless baby more, the baby that Ahirnya was created to never be born from my womb.

I have not had time to hug and say goodbye, two hands have taken gently from my hands.

" It should be buried immediately pity this baby "a voice that sounds familiar to my ears.

It turned out that it was true that in my inpatient room there were already some of my neighbors who had come to visit me.

" But I want to hug her "I said to be clear.

" It's a pity, we don't delay to bury her pity "so said James by comforting me.

Finally, I have to break it.

because I couldn't hold back my haru and my broken feelings raged into one in my heart that felt this tight.

" You take care of your wife James, so we will bury this child "signing Mr. Krishna's husband to us.

We are so grateful, our neighbors are so kind and willing to help us in our present distress.