Sorry Boss, I Love U

SB 87'S

" I'm sorry sir, Mom, we've done everything we could. But it all depends on the creator. If I may say this is a miracle, actually the Vital sign of Mr. James has stopped, we should have reported the death of Mr. James. But in reality Mr. James can still interact to this day. It's a miracle from God " said a doctor who examined James just now.

It feels weak that this body heard the doctor's explanation just now.

" Was fast you gonna have to go, Boy ??? " my nelangsa said in my heart

" Pity James, please remind him so that he does not feel this kind of pain anymore. Mama's sure she'll love you forever. But for now he really needs your sincerity to let him go. ' whispered the new mama I legitimately became my in-laws by whispering softly and rubbing my back.

For a moment I was aware of what Mom had just said. True what mama said, James has long suffered. Even she forced her happiness despite the fact that she endured immense pain. All for the sake of making me happy all this time. God, I was so selfish.

It turned out that I did not return James' love, care and affection wholeheartedly.

I was just using him for my pleasure and my impingement to go away from Angga and lose our baby.

" God forgive me . ." My arintih once again in the heart

" Right said your mother Princess, please let James go, interject with love and sincere you dear "mommy James whispered expectantly to me.

Then by trying to sincerely I grasped James' hand tightly, I close my lips to kiss my husband's forehead, then my lips moved in his ear.

' Honey I sincerely take you off, go quietly, don't you worry about me. There are a lot of people here who love me. You don't worry, baby, I will always love you ' I whispered softly in her ear.

I felt James's hand clasping tightly onto my fingers, and there was also a groan that sounded slow but heartbreaking to hear.

I saw James starting to die.

I slowly led him to recite the shahadah.

with a single breath of light, James had already left us all.

I can't hear the roar of the sound of crying letting James go this afternoon.

I do not know how long I was unconscious for sure when I woke up I was already in a room that is not foreign even though only last night I had slept here.

This is James's room at his parents' house.

I saw Angga enter this room, and approached me who was still unable to get up from my sleep. I felt my body and joints very limp.

" You've realized princess ??? did you drink ??? " ask Angga in a quiet voice and sound very raucous

" Where is James ??? " quote me with a raucous voice without intending to answer Angga's question just now.

" We've bathed his body, but we're waiting for you to wake up for his funeral. " said Angga still with a soft voice.

I tried to get up to see James' face for the last time,

But my body really cannot be compromised.

Suddenly my body collapsed back but out of place and almost fell out of this rather high bed.

Fortunately, Angga quickly supported my body and did not fall to the floor.

" I carried you to see James huh ??? " said Angga asking permission for me to carry me to the place where James was staying.

All my body was very very limp, until - until to answer Angga's question just now I could not bear, I just signaled to Angga by nodding my head once, I just nodded my head, and the mangoes began to carry me to go to the place where James was staying.

Outside the room there was a mother, mother and melisa waiting for us.

the three of them smiled gently at me, as if they were giving me strength with that smile.