Sorry Boss, I Love U
SB 57'S
When I woke up, I was in a room I didn't know.
" It's not our rented house "my grunts watered down in the day.
When I looked up there was a complete infusion stick with a hose and an infusion ampoule there, then it felt tight around my hood and there was cool air around my nose. It turns out to be true my guess.this is the oxygen hose that was wedged in both my nostrils.
Why am I in the hospital ???
That's my question and my guess. Because I didn't find anyone I could ask for an explanation.
Then I gasped in shock, because I accidentally felt my distended stomach
"Aaaaaakh why does my stomach become flat ??? " the raging question in my heart.
Spontaneous I also want to get up and find out what happened to the child in my womb.
" Aaaaaaakh . . . . !!" my screams held the pain in my stomach as I tried to just sit.
it felt like a cramp, then it hurt to my Mis V, "What really happened ??? " a thousand questions raged in my heart.
For a moment I was flasback on the incident I was riding an angkot, which arrived - suddenly broke down in the middle of the road and then there was a sedan car that drove fast and hit the angkot I was riding.
There were some passengers there too, spontaneously we screamed as loud as possible because we were shocked by the incident. Until finally my eyes became blurred and gradually became pitch-black, with a very painful feeling - very painful.
" Sa . . . baby, ka . . . . You've realized "welcome James when you get into my room
in the wheel chair was in a hurry to immediately approach me when I saw it was awakened.
" Why am I boy, why is my stomach so flat like this ??? is my child born ??? " a chance James came along and I just strapped him in with a few questions.
" Be . . This is how dear "said James in stammering, as he was perplexed.
" His child was born a boy or a girl ??? " ask me enthusiastically.
" Our dear boy "said, and then I saw James's eyes glazed over.
" Thank God, where is he now ??? " i'm getting more enthusiastic.
" Quick say boy, where our son "say me in a rude tone because James was too convoluted to answer, whereas I, I can't wait to see my baby.
James clasped my hand suddenly, then he kissed my hands with his tears already starting to spill on both hands he kissed.
" Patience, dear, I beg you to accept with sincerity what happened "said by restraining her sobs.
What does James mean, why ??? what the hell is going on.
Suddenly I felt an unpleasant feeling.
" Our child . . . . . Our child was born prematurely, and in . . . . " james said he was cut off because he couldn't hold back his urge anymore, because I saw he was starting to have trouble breathing in because he was sobbing.
" wet boy . . . ??? " i said limp as if I knew what he would say after that.
My tears can't be shed anymore.
I hugged James, as if I had given him the strength to be patient over this incident.
I saw James was devastated by this incident.
I have to be patient and sincere in accepting this reality.
The baby candidate in my womb had to give up on his destiny which was only able to survive in my womb for 7 months.
I was bleeding heavily, in the wake of the angkot accident.
The doctor tried to save the baby in my womb, but fate said something else. My stomach got a great shock back then.
The Khalik asked for it without him being able to be born into this world safely.
" I'm sorry, Put, if only I hadn't been late to pick you up, if only my phone hadn't died from a stroke maybe you and our baby would have survived " james said with a roar - a roar regretting what happened to me
the tighter I hugged James, the more he hit than I did.
He really loves the child in my womb, even though this is not his flesh and blood.
