Sorry Boss, I Love U
SB 79'S
Almost three days we stayed at the house of Angga's mother, James's legs also no progress in his health. Indeed, doctors have stated that the infection in James's legs has spread.
And James's heart condition is still the same as his last checkup.
We are in wanti - will by the doctor so that James does not get news or events - events that trigger his heart condition to worsen further.
I remember what happened when we were in our rented house.
Not infrequently James often held his chest with a pale face. I often find him too. But when I ask "Why "he always says it's okay - just a little pain.
I also believe in his words immediately.
Aaaah . . . stupid me.
Seeing my husband who was in pain at that time I was not sensitive.
The more days James' body looks thinner.
But he still looks cheerful once and still often teases me and sometimes Angga mama is also a victim of his ignorance.
" Dear, do you think you live in the early hours ??? " ask James one morning when we just woke up from our sleep last night.
" I'm afraid Boy, as long as there is you on my side I will feel at home "my mouth by leaning on his shoulder.
" I'm sorry baby, maybe you can't freely stay here, unlike in our own rented house "said James again by gently stroking my hair.
" I feel comfortable, my mother also loves me like a child herself. I think my mother's affection for me will change when I am not married to Angga anymore " I said again, still leaning in James' arms.
" That's what I'm afraid of. Ak . . I'm afraid you still love Bang Angga as you used to" James said in a lethargic voice.
" What . . . What do you mean Boy, I don't mean so to Angga. That feeling was already shattered by the time he threw us away first " I said with a little emotion and immediately sat down to avoid James.
" Listen yes dear, it is only you that I love at this time and until any time.you are my only husband in this world.
I don't like you saying that to me Boy. "I said with still holding emotions because of James's words.
" Yes . . . . good . . . I won't discuss it again, I'm sorry yes My Princes, I believe I'm the only man in your life, yes . .. " james said trying to grab me.
I finally got the romantic treatment, and also I do not have to sulk too long, because I can no longer think about the pain suffered by James.
" Dear . . . Let's have breakfast first yes, you guys are satisfied right hug - his embrace this morning "sounds mama's voice from behind the door by knocking slowly the door leaf.
" Oh my God . . May you not hear what we said, boy ??? I don't want to hurt her feelings." I said by running to open the door to the room we occupied.
" Definitely will not hear, we also talk not loudly kok "sahut James quietly
" Good morning mam "welcome me to mama after opening her door to this room.
" Morning is also dear. "say mama by hugging my body and then tucking my forehead.
Mama also walked to where James was still sitting leaning on the couch in this room.
then she also kissed James warmly.
" Let's have breakfast soon, today you Cak Up will love me" said the mother as if to remember me and James, as if,
" Geez until I forget mam, good thing mama ngingetin. Thank you mam " said me by hugging my mom as a sign of gratitude.
" Yes my dear "said mama by back peeling my forehead.
