Sorry Boss, I Love U
SB 18'S
" Daughter, here'" call mom, as I'm leaving for college this morning.
" Yes Ma'am "I said by walking to the mother who was sitting in the living room of our house.
I see there are already Father, Brother and Angga.
" What's wrong, they gathered this morning "my grunts in my heart.
" Today you are off from college, we are here to discuss with you "say mother by telling me to sit next to Angga who is separated from other chairs.
" What's the matter Mom, Dad . . . ??? " much confused
" Have sat down, later you will know "Father's heart with his indifferent tone.
I looked at each face - the faces of the figures sitting in this living room, as if looking for answers from the look on their faces.
I could be quiet, because I couldn't find the answer.
" We're all here to ask for your help" explained Mum opening talks between the five of us.
" What help ???" I cut off mother's request.
" You know what your sister's household is all about?? Your sister-in-law wants a child in their household. But because your sister's career is uphill at this time, forced your sister can not yet get pregnant. In other words they have to put off having children immediately. "this mother's explanation makes me even more confused, what does it have to do with me when they decide to have children???
" So put, brother asked for your help, to replace the pregnant sister "said sister who made me really surprised, what does this mean???
" Mr . . . Mean ka . . . What sister ?? " sahutku. I didn't expect to hear that request from my sister.
" We just borrow your uterus for a put, instead of me telling you to be my HONEY "said Tasya then with a tone of speech without burden.
It felt like the world was falling on my head.
For a moment I felt these eyes pitch dark.
My breath seemed to blow.
What exactly does this mean.
I look at each face of the brand here, I hope to find a lie there.
When my gaze, fixed on Angga, looked more misbehaved than the others.
It was like being uncomfortable in his seat.
Angga could only bow his head in - deep.
It was as if she was scared to see me.
" I . . . I hope kam . . . You agree with our request kam . . . we this pad . . on you yes put " sahut Angga stammered when he realized I had looked at him long enough to ask for a real answer.
" You do not need to marry SAH with Angga, you and Angga are married enough betel to avoid Sin. Your sister and her husband only borrow your uterus, later let me explain the same doctor "sahut mother lightly.
Oh my God,
Very easily mother reveals the true purpose of this family gathering event.
Mother . . . Don't you know how I feel, Mom.
We are the same - women ???
Brother . . . Don't you know my pent-up feelings for your husband's Angga ???
Don't you imagine how I felt when I received this news???
You're all my closest family, you're my parents and my brother.
My mother, who had been nine months in my house, kept me in your warm womb, so heartily asked me to conceive the child of my sister and the man I once loved, even to this day I still love Angga.
A million words raged in my heart and mind.
When I saw Dad, as if I were asking for a defense from him, all I got was a careless look that was so indifferent to me.
God, what a cruel fate this is for me.
What a mistake I've been doing to this family.
Less is enough sacrifice and
my patience all this time for my family???
From childhood to adulthood, my life was only to succumb from big brother, to this very moment.
My god . . .
my screams are in this heart
