Sorry Boss, I Love U
SB 77'S
" Dear, where are you from ??? I'm looking for you baby. "until James insinuates me with questions when I go into his room, then after Mama and Angga behind me.
" I was talking to the doctor and I was looking for food. I felt trembling "my mouth trying to toughen up in front of my husband who was lying helplessly.
" Now that you know my illness, I apologize for keeping it a secret from you, for I was afraid that you would die to me, knowing my true condition " james clasped my hand tightly and kissed her.
I felt my hands wet, I saw James crying very sadly. As much as I could hold my tears, I hugged James' head in my arms and finally my tears spilled there.
" I'll never leave you boy "my mouth with the sobbing I hold so dearly.
" I'm sorry dear . . Sorry for my lies "he said again and I kissed his lips so he would never say sorry again.
" Already . . . . . . You do not feel sad like this dong. Let's try for James' recovery in the future "arrived - arrived Mama Angga patted gently on our shoulders so that we could end this sadness.
Contact me also realized.
It is true what Mama Angga said, there will be no result if we both continue to grieve like this.
Soon I wiped my tears and then I wiped James's tears after that I hugged James once Lagai and I whispered
" Dear, we must be strong.You must strive to heal, for I will always be by your side until whenever it is because I am your wife " I told her that I would try hard for her until then.
" Mom and I will be there for you too. Don't worry James " said Angga who also gave life and healing spirit to James.
We also hugged each other at the same time. We gave each other strength and passion for James.
" Same - same le, bude kangen at all you " said mama Angga by then kissing and hugging James with a sense of regret.
" You don't worry, Bude and your brother will always love you. Bude message, you no longer go far from us, remember it le " continued mama Angga with a little poking James' nose.
We laughed together, too.
trying to overcome our sadness.
And then I, James and Mama Angga were involved in a light-weight conversation to release our feelings of kangen.
" I'm looking for food first huh, you guys are also starving right ??? We will eat the same here. Okay ??? " chir Angga arrived - arrived.
Yes indeed my stomach has been struggling - ink asked for the contents of earlier, but the moaning of my stomach is not comparable to the turmoil of my heart to see the condition of my husband James.
The three of us left in this patient's room.
while Angga was looking for food for the four of us, we continued our separate reunion for almost four years.
Mama Angga was unrelenting - he stopped hugging me and James alternately.
Not only that, he also occasionally kissed my face and hands, saying "mama misses you altogether "
