
This morning it was hard to open my eyes, it was still very sleepy.
As I was about to stretch the muscles all over my body, Lamat - Lamat I heard the sound of people mumbling softly but it sounded clearly in my ears.
" Luckily the princess fainted yes well yesterday, so recana we can materialize." it was like the voice of mother, what they were talking about yes, my mummy was curious.
I also pura - pura is still sleeping so that I can hear what their plan really is.
" Yeah good thing he's on hunger strike, the master's eating weapon his name is "saw the voice of the father later
The more curious I became, then a voice came closer.
' Speaking of father and mother "sounds like my brother's voice.
" this, Father and mother again talk about your plan to borrow the Princess' womb to conceive your child has now succeeded " continued the mother's voice.
Deeeer . . .
so surprised I heard it, what exactly are they talking about???
" Huuuussst don't be loud Mom, later the princess heard you know "sister's voice sounded whispering.
" Alah, most princesses are still sleeping too. even if she heard it also does not matter. Sooner or later she will also know that she will soon be pregnant with the child of Angga, your son "say the voice of the father then in a proud tone.
Apaaa . . .
How could I possibly be pregnant with Angga's child when I fainted yesterday???
What have they done to me???
Millions of questions raging in my heart and mind.
Until one occasion, when my body really felt fresh and delicious, I strengthened myself to visit the doctor's room, I knocked on the door of the room that read Dr. Bramantyo.
" Enter "voice that may be the doctor of the name.
" Daughter, how can I help you ???" doctor Bramantyo said standing up to welcome me and then invited me to sit on the chair in front of him.
I began to sit down, I set my breath, I prepared my mind to accept the doctor's explanation sincerely.
" Do you believe me, can I accept your explanation of my family's conversation, that I will get pregnant ??? " i ask who I intentionally point directly at the point.
" Look, mother, yesterday when the mother fainted, the husband of the mother asked us to perform Artificial Insemination to the mother, because the husband and parents of the mother told me that the mother was refusing to get pregnant.
" What is the meaning of Artificial Insemination doc ???" ask me curious
" Look Mom, Artificial insemination is the intentional insertion of cells****** male into the woman's uterus or cervix in order to obtain a pregnancy" explains the doctor with gamlang
I was surprised to hear it.
they really did this to me.
Pashaaan . . .
It turned out to be the beginning of the torment they gave me.
They used me Tampa to think about my condition and my heart.
By taking advantage of my pain they tortured me to the worst.
With a somersault, I slowly walked to my room.
My mind is empty for now.
By walking gontai and limped because it was still limp and added to the explanation of the doctor just now I took my hand to feel my queen's stomach.
In this stomach, there will be a tiny baby that I really don't want.
But I will also be very sinful to waste this blood of my flesh.
After all this is my son with Angga, although we do not get the fruit of our love.
Later this child will grow in my womb, will eat what I eat from my stomach, I will hug and I hold warm in every activity.
I'll keep him, morning, night all day for 9 months and 10 days.
Haasan . . .
What am I supposed to do???
I faintly saw James walking towards me.
He looked smiling, beautiful smile, his eyes looked very warm, until finally I fell unconscious again right in front of the room where I was in care.