Sorry Boss, I Love U

SB 51S

" Boy . . Is this really you ??? " ask me while shouting as if excited by approaching the man sitting in the wheelchair.

I can hardly believe I was made for him, that he was James my best friend back in High School.

" Yes it's me princes" James replied with his trademark accent when we were SMUs.

I looked at James's face on his two legs, which were only knee-length, I really could not believe it.

" What happened to you Boy ??? " ask me in a raucous voice and my tears fall by themselves.

" Already . . . . . . later in the discussion, cook we just met after a long time have to haru blue this is the "true again by entertaining me.

" Where then, am I accepted to be a paperboy in your place ??? " question me also want to divert our conversation which brings this sadness.

" You seriously want to be a paperboy here??? " ask James with curiosity.

" I'm serious Boy, I need to eat and it costs me for the birth of my son "my mouth by stroking - elus my distended stomach which I deliberately showed proudly to James.

I saw James scrutinizing my stomach closely, and then he looked me in the face looking for a definitive answer there.

" Yes, I'm a thousand times serious Boy" replied me with my eyes slightly glaring at James for him to believe.

" Okay, okay . . . Previously we looked for a place to talk about it further yes.I am still curious about your story. " sahut James by inviting me to a cafe not far from the intersection where James scavenged for sustenance.

" So that's your story, so you can get here" James said after listening to the story I've been through at length.

I only replied with a nod of my head and could not stem my tears.

As if back I was a flasback on the events of the past when I was with Angga.

" I'm sorry, put, for forcing you to remember the incident that broke your heart, back. "said James then by grasping my fingers.

It feels warm James's fingers I feel.

" Ti . . not what boy "sahutku with a whim.

ask James later.

" I'm going to be a single parent, I'm going to keep this baby James, I have to be able to, I have to be strong to raise this child, despite having to be alone "so firmly said.

" Can I help you raise that child in your womb?? " asked James then in a soft voice and his hands clasped tightly together.

" Mak . . Do you mean Boy ??? I really don't understand what he's really saying.

" I was in an accident when you married Bang Angga, my intention to come to your marriage first. I was hoping to cancel your marriage back then, because frankly I didn't want you to marry Bang Angga. I like you princess, I just want me to be able to marry you back then.

It turned out that I was in a single accident by hitting the sidewalk near your house so I had to lose both of my legs "the long James story that left me so stunned I could hardly believe the story.

" Not only did I lose both legs, my parents threw me away, but they weren't my biological parents. I was taken by them from the orphanage, because they did not have children yet, while the parents of Bang Angga who married her later had been bounty'i son, namely Bang Angga. They were ashamed to have a disabled child like me. " James continued telling me that made me stunned again for the second time.

" I was dumped in a rehabilitation center, at first I was desperate and wanted to end my life right then and there, but then I realized. I will prove to them that this abandoned child can live a prosperous life "said James again with his puffy eyes and his face bowed deeply - deeply.

" James . . . "my mouth could no longer continue the sentence, as if - my neck would be suffocated.

I clasped his fingers tightly which felt cold.

" There's something else I haven't told you, put " said James later which intrigued me.

" Tell me everything Boy, so that your chest tightness is lost "please entertain me to James who I know very well, he will not easily tell his personal problems.

" I no longer have any possessions at this time and also . .. . and also . . . " sahut with stammering and tears have been rushing to wet the cheeks with the rare sideburns.

" Tell the boy "my mouth by still tightly clenching his fingers.

" I .. . I'm not perfect anymore as a man, besides being paralyzed I was impotent as a result of the accident. I can no longer afford to have a descendant of the "sawed put James again with a sob and kiss my hand later.

I couldn't hear the story either, getting up from my seat to get to him and I hugged James from behind, and my tears couldn't hold me anymore