
" Daughter, this afternoon mama is going to the mall for shopping do you want to come ?? " mama asked me this afternoon as we relaxed on the front porch of Angga's house.
" Can you ?? " i answered by asking my mother
" Could be. mama who invites you dear "sahut mama by poking my nose.
" Well, I'm coming to the mall later in the afternoon" I replied with a sign of agreement.
I caught a glimpse of Angga looking at me with a strange look, because my answer just now.
Why try?? it is not wrong if I walk to the mall to just look - look and accompany his mother.
" Well, let's take a nap. Later around 04.00 we leave, baby "take mom to come inside and take a break.
I followed my mother's steps, walking right next to her. Mama earlier drove me to the front door of the room I occupied.
" Rest baby, mama will wake you up for us to walk - the road yes "mama's message by not forgetting to kiss my forehead before he leaves me to go to his place to rest this afternoon.
I lay my body in the room belongs to Angga, I did not think I get a lot of love from Mama Angga. He was very dear to me, a pure affection I felt.
Moms
The mother who held me and raised me never treated me like that all this time.
Ah no . . .
It's not worth it that I compare - compare my own mother with her mother Angga.
When I turned around to sleep on my left side as recommended by my obstetrician, suddenly this bedroom opened and went in Angga immediately closed the door of the room.
" You want to take my mom to the mall. Will you not be tired, walking - the road inside the spacious mall ??? " he asked with a worried tone.
" If you are tired of the road, stop "my mouth is indifferent
" What about the baby if you're tired ?? " he said again still with his worried voice
" then I'll come along, I'll take care of you later "said by starting to lay her body on the sofa where she slept last night.
" Are you more worried about who ?? me or the baby in my womb anyway ??? " i was curious to lie down facing him.
" Two - both "said by covering his eyes with his left arm.
" I think you're more worried about the child in my womb, because the one you've been dreaming of "my answer still lies facing him.
" Just the same, you and the baby in your womb that I'm so worried about. Because you both live in one body "sawhatannya later with still in his original sleeping position
" If I die, will you regret my death ??? " i asked by turning my body by lying on my back looking at the sky - the sky of this room with my mind glaring far away
" Go to sleep, remember your promise to accompany your mom shopping later "saidut then that I had the lyrics still remain on her back with her arms still covering her eyes.
" Yes already, indeed you only want my womb to be able to give your successor. I know, I also do not deserve to ask it all because actually I know the answer.you only love Mr. Tasya. Heeeem . . . It's a shame for my life, to love someone who really just wants to use my body "just slowly. I'm sure he won't hear it.
I don't feel like I'm dripping my tears.
it hurts so much in this heart.
God wants me to end it all, but honestly I'm not willing to go far from his side either.
I woke up because I felt a very soft caress around my stomach, is it possible that this is the time when the baby in my womb can move because it has been inflated RUH at the age of four months.
According to my calculations, it is still lacking to enter in the four months of my pregnancy.
Then what is this caress???
I opened my eyes slowly, a person with a familiar voice sitting on the edge of the bed saying
" Healthy is always the father's whiz. Father is always faithfully waiting for you to be born in this world "that voice sounds very soft, it seems only in the direction of himself.