
I was so tired my body heard the doctor's explanation just now.
Angga grabbed me and found me a seat before I was invited to see James' current condition.
He deliberately invited me to sit in a park in this hospital to just calm me down with the news.
" Try you drink this first put" said Angga with out of nowhere he was holding a bottle of mineral water and a loaf of bread in his hand.
I looked at Angga's face for some time before I received the water and bread.
I don't know what I'm looking for from that handsome face and that gallant body.
" Aaaaaaaah . . "my sigh when I find nothing there
I also received mineral water from the hands of Angga, I opened the lid and immediately I drank a few sips until finally I did not feel the mineral water in the bottle I finished drinking.
But my throat still feels dry and suffocating.
" This bread you eat first, I saw your body tremble from earlier. Surely you are hungry and also not appetite.
But we must be strong princess, rather James can also be strong for the sake of his illness "lit Angga at length.
I did not feel my tears began to fall one by one, until then it became heavy and I also felt very tight in my chest.
Angga with his feet patted me gently on my shoulders, as if giving me strength through his palm gently patting my shoulder.
Then came the voice of Angga's phone.
He walked a little away from my seat, just taking his call.
" My mother will come here to accompany you. I didn't dare call your mother. So I took the initiative to call Mama here and she has arrived. I'll pick up mom first in the parking lot. I hope you stay seated here huh " Angga said by explaining it to me.
I just nodded, I was confused how ??
What do I have to do ???
Maybe Angga was right, I needed a friend to share the grief.
" Dear . . ." arrived - a voice greeted me, a woman's voice that sounded soft and won my soul.
Yes, it was the voice of Angga's mother's mother.
He immediately hugged me and kissed my face with affection, as my tears just fell down my cheeks.
"Cry dear, if it can lighten the burden on your heart. mama will accompany you here" said mama softly.
I was crying - in my mom's arms for a while.
" Naah is satisfied right, now is the time for you to meet your husband, he must be looking for you right ??? you take care of your heart before you meet him, you have to be strong for him, baby. later after you get out of James' room, you can cry on your mother's shoulder again " order mom by then tipping my forehead and wiping my tears with her palm.
" Come baby, don't make your husband worry, you've been dead a long time " mama's message then to me with your hand holding my hand so that I immediately rise from my seat to go to James's hospital room.
I tried to smile and hold this mixed feeling in my heart.
Mama and Angga helped get me to walk to James' room.
" James has moved to the inpatient room, so he is not in the ICU anymore" Angga explained to me