Sorry Boss, I Love U
SB 103'S
" You can also get married again after getting divorced, right??? mama promised to still think of you as Mama's biological child, and your position to be the sister of Angga. Mama and Angga have discussed it and Angga also agreed to divorce from you, Putri. "mama said so gently this time, but felt stuck thousands of spears right in my heart.
My gaze turned to Angga, without speaking a word I sought the truth from Mama's words just now in her eyes.
The swans did not dare to look at me.
He prefers to turn his face away from just confirming or simply rejecting the talk of his mother just now.
" Hus . . Is it true what Mama said just now ??? " me ask with a vibrating voice.
It felt like my body was shaking violently, and my whole joints were weak as well.
Once again I asked Angga the truth of all this with my hands tightly on Angga's fingers.
" Be . . . correct . . . Put . . . "sahut Angga then by making the joints in my body feel very weak.
I used to be very arrogant, rejecting Angga's love since James died.
It is not easy to forgive people who have incised wounds in this heart.
What else is it the person we love and also the person who has planted the seeds of life in my womb.
God . . .
what should I do . . .
Hear the word Divorce . . , Split . . .
I felt scared and couldn't hear it.
I've had two divorces and partings with the people I love and now I have to experience them again.
God . . . I've experienced it not only once.
I could feel how hurt and broken my heart was, as if dying.
God . . .
No . . .
I have to stop this pain and loss.
I won't feel it anymore, because I'm afraid I can't get through it like I used to.
Because maybe when I lose this one more time, there won't be a single person will be by my side because of my arrogance and to my selfishness.
" No . . . I don't want to divorce you. "I said out loud but in a compassionate tone to Angga and Mama.
" What this marriage is doing. It will even make you hurt each other just. " said Mama sneered at my decision.
" No mam, I'll try to fix it "soberly said.
" What way did you fix it ??? not that you ever said that this marriage is a coercion, a fabrication between James and Angga, without love also "said Mama continued to lean on me with her questions.
" I promise you, I will try to love you. I promise "my word by back squeezing Angga's fingers.
" Don't push the princess, because maybe I'm not your soul mate, maybe I'm not the right kind of guy for you. it's possible that James misjudged me because there was only me there at that time "sahut Angga tried to disrupt my stance.
" I don't want to part from you mas" I said with an unstoppable cry that my whole body could no longer bear this burden. I also limp and fell under the bed Angga
Mama and Angga were shocked and tried to help me. But Angga was constrained to his body which had just finished surgery. So only my mom helped me not fall down.
" I beg you both, please forgive my arrogance all this time, please forgive my arrogance all this time.
Don't leave me alone. I love you guys so much, I don't want to lose it for the umpteenth time anymore. Please . . . please don't leave . . . " ahirnya I can not continue my words anymore and I am also really not strong to withstand the burden that stifles this chest.
I also fainted unconscious.
