
Ezra had been at home for a few days, but he hardly ever met Sania. When he came to Sania's house he was always not there and Ezra had to go home with a disappointed face.
Sania peeked behind the window of her room her chest was claustrophobic looking at Ezra who was like that. Guilt also arises in his heart, he wonders if all this time he has made Ezra too dependent on him.
Ezra even rejects his family just to be with Sania.
I can't keep making it like that. I have to be strict with him.
The next day Ezra returns to Sania's house. This time the house was open. Ezra with a cheerful face called out the name Sania.
" Sani's sister."
" Yes." Sania answered from inside her room.
" Sister anywhere. Why can't I see you for a few days?."
" I'm busy Ezra. You think I can keep meeting you at all times."
Sania said not looking at Ezra, she was still busy with her clothes that she was cleaning in a big suitcase. Ezra looked at that.
" Sister, where are you going? will it be long?." Ezra went into Sania's room and sat down on the side of her bed.
" yes. I'm going to America to go to school there."
" WHAT? why didn't you tell me?."
Ezra raised his voice Sania who was behind him was silent.
Sania tried to maintain her expression even though in her heart she was also very unbearable.
" Is that what's important? I said it or not, nothing's gonna change."
" Sister, why are you being like this? did I make a mistake with you?."
Sania's defense began to waver hearing Ezra with her voice trembling withstanding the cries. He was a little sorry for being cold to the gentle child. Sania sat down before Ezra, who lowered his head.
" No, you didn't do anything wrong. I'm sorry for continuing to delay telling you this."
" Sister lied to me. Brother said we'd keep together."
Ezra begins to shed tears, making Sania's heart ache.
Sania got up and folded her hands.
" Ezra, did I ever teach you to be this kind of whiny kid? Don't make me regret taking care of you from childhood."
Sania turned to face the wall while biting her lips. Ezra got up from his seat to get closer to Sania.
" No, I'm sorry. I just don't know what to do if you don't exist."
" You're a big boy, it's time you thought about your own life don't keep depending on me because I have my own life. Even if you whine like this I won't change my mind."
" What has to be like this, isn't brother thinking about my feelings."
" I thought you were the one who would always support my decision. But you only think of yourself I'm so disappointed in you, Ezra."
" All right I understand. But please don't be mad at me."
" How can I not be angry, if you act like this you will make me difficult and not calm to leave you."
" I'll be fine, I promise."
" Not until you promise to go back to your family."
" What? why should I go back?."
" You don't think I knew all this time your mother always asked you to come back but you always refused because of me, right?. I feel bad because of that, so if you want me to calmly get out of here, please go home to your mother."
Ezra was pensive enough to hear that.
" Will it make you happy if I go back to them?."
" Yes, I'll be very happy and grateful if you'd like to comply with my request."
Ezra left Sania's house feeling disappointed and hurt every now and then she wiped her falling tears. So did Sania when Ezra left her she was not strong enough to hold both legs. He sat down on the floor of his room crying, remembering the cruel words he said to Ezra.
But it was all for their good especially Ezra so Sania would try to understand even if in the end Ezra would hate her.
" I'm sorry, Ezra.forgive me.."