Not Suited to Exposure

Fighht

Rafael Juna King.

What a beautiful name, yet somehow always pisses me off.

This morning, I heard my boyfriend was fighting with an IPS kid. I don't know what the cause is. All I know is, Rael doesn't really like to interfere in other people's business, unless it's troubling her.

Throughout the lesson I thought about the guy, making me cringe. Waiting for when the break will come. I wanted so badly to see him and pull his ear out that he asked for mercy.

Usually, fights like this are caused by female problems. It's not that I'm ge-er. Sure oes. The woman I was thinking of was certainly not me.

Who knows if they are talking about other women. My replacement candidate maybe?

I let out a breath. Reversing my ex makes my feelings no longer the same. Every time, my head was filled with forecasts that would eventually only make me hurt myself. My confidence dropped dramatically and I was always guessing when Rael would decide me or who the woman would be my successor.

Am I impressed to vilify Rael too much?

Just think of it that way. Because Rael is such a jerk and I hate him.

One more thing, let's just say I met him to teach him a lesson, not out of worry.

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I held a milk box in my hand. The milk that Rael used to buy. But maybe because of the problem of the fight earlier, he did not have time to buy it, so I bought this milk for him.

I know Rael doesn't like milk. Therefore I will force him to drink as punishment.

I saw Andre—a friend of Rael was sitting around playing his phone in front of the UKS. I'm here because a friend in Rael's class told me that the person I'm looking for is in the UKS right now.

Andre looked at me and fixed his sitting position. "Lo find Rael?" tanyakanya.

I know him. We were in tenth grade class. "Yes. He's inside, right?"

Andre nodded. I glanced inward through the glass which actually could not give me a clear view.

"Gue can ask?"

I asked Andre to talk. He nodded and ignored his phone. "If I ask Rael, maybe he's going to menggeyel and even make me sprain," I said.

Andre chuckled and nodded as if he understood Rael very much.

I'm proceeding. "Is there a problem is he's with Rivan up to a tonjok-tonjokan?"

Andre sighed while thinking. "Where ya. Not a tonjok-tonjokan either. The Rael who managed to nonjok Rivan. Rivan didn't miss him. I don't know the details, but they talk about my experience. Which I'm horrifying."

A really big men's problem.

But as far as I am concerned, Rael has no problem with his excretions. He counts royal with his friends. His gang was almost spread out from all over the class until the juniors and seniors who had already graduated.

"Sit Lu. Not tired of standing up mute?"

I shook my head at Andre's offer. I just wanted to see Rael and ask him about this. Before that, I wanted to realize my desire to pull his ears because my hands were already very itchy to do that.

"The music scene will be held on Saturday. Photography partake?"

Andre's sudden question stopped me from pressing the doorknob. I looked at him and nodded. "Gue hasn't heard yet. Maybe it's like."

Andre forced a smile. "Oh that. Futsal is not related. Aren't you?" Andre laughed deep in my hearing, laughing coercively. Which makes me want to not laugh either.

"You know song, I don't sing."

"Gue knows" I replied.

"Don't worry, I'm self-conscious about my voice mediocre."

"So. I have no doubt," I replied forcing a laugh.

"O." Oo."

"OK." I sighed. Suddenly I remembered I had to see Rael before the entrance bell rang.

Andre was about to say again, but because I was lazy to hear his unsavory talk, I gave a glimpse of a smile and pushed the door to enter the UKS.

I'm sure my eyes didn't look wrong.

I don't need to be surprised to see my girlfriend in the company of another girl. Didn't I estimate it?

Why does your heart hurt? My head voice.

I pulled one foot back. I slowly closed the door without leaving a sound. The white paint on the door filled my vision and I caught a glimpse of Andre standing looking at me.

I wasn't looking at him. I knew what kind of look he was going to give me.

So this was the reason why he strangely asked such an insignificant question. To buy time, for the sake of his friend—

I quietly took a breath. "Gue go to the toilet first" I said and left without waiting for Andre's answer.

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"Gue pesen my juice first. Guava juice I don't know how to cross it. As for me, I never mihara tuyul tuh," chirped Liona while standing.

Ignored him. The guava juice he was referring to had already moved to my stomach. Yes, the tuyul he was referring to was me.

It was his fault to just shut up when I finished that juice.

"Lo why?" ask Andin next to me.

After going to the toilet, I approached my two friends who were hanging out in the cafeteria. The milk box I brought was still in my hands. Somehow I was only interested in drinking a Pink drink in front of me until it ran out.

"How's rael?"

Andin asked. Can't I answer that my girlfriend is currently accompanied by another girl? I can be lectured especially if it reaches Liona who knows.

"In the UKS again sleep. I'll see you when you wake up" I said with acting. "Eh, the project task we do is your house?"

I plucked a dumpling cracker in Andin's bowl, he didn't mind.

Andin frowned. Maybe confused because I suddenly asked at his house, because his initial plan was in my house. But the girl agreed.

"okay."

Soon Liona came up with a new glass of guava juice. His face is gone. I knew nothing that would make him angry. I know my best friend, Liona is counted royal with her friends despite having a spicy mouth.

"Task projects in my house" Andin told Liona. I'm nodding.

"Whatever. Wherever possible, as long as the refrigerator is full," replied Liona cuek.

"Sorry-sorry to say, the refrigerator I drained yesterday. So all I can offer you is water." Andin replied casually.

Liona. "Oh that. Relax, I will bring a lot of snacks for us. Plus fill your refrigerator that does not have any contents. Oops, that's just cold water like ice cubes."

I shook my head. Started again. But whenever they're like this, it always makes me feel entertained.

While watching these two friends fighting, I saw a girl I knew passing by beside me from behind.

Malika is back, which means she's done with Rael.

I started thinking, if they still like each other, why break up?

Maybe Rael regrets deciding on a girl like Malika. Not like me, Malika's the girl of men's dreams. Why should it be wasted? And Malika why should I come back so soon? He could accompany Rael all day.

I no longer intend to see Rael today anyway. I was like a girl who was disappointed with her lover. No. gabe. I just gave them time. Poor Rael and Malika who may not have met for a long time.

Why do my eyes hurt?

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