Not Suited to Exposure

Not Suited to Exposure
The Real



I walked the three of them together with Andin and Liona to the toilet. My class will be working out after this and we'll have to change clothes.


On the way I saw Rael on the futsal court playing the ball. I narrowed my eyes. I'm sure I didn't see it wrong. The guy who played the ball with Rael was a delinquent who fought with him yesterday.


That's questionable. Why are they so close?


"Lo don't know?" chirps Andin. "They are sohiban."


"Rael's gang is a school.*******the same jerk can't possibly not be victorious. Except ******* same alim and jerk same nerd. It won't be anything" continued Andin.


"Apaan deh" said Liona with Andin language. Andin shook his shoulder.


"Cowok memenan that is. Sometimes berantemnya. But once a fight, get along very quickly. If it's a girl, fight. Once in a fight, it'll be a century."


I approve of Liona's words. Evidently with two men who yesterday just hit each other, now already playing together on the sidelines.


Long time I looked into the field, then I realized so accidentally saw Malika on the sidelines. I turned my eyes and cleared my throat.


"Look ah," I said and walked up to Andin and Liona to the toilet.


"So, now your enemy is Malika, or Sheva?" asked Liona while reflecting.


"Stop asked me about it" I said annoyed as I was about to enter one of the cubicles.


Liona rolled her eyes and turned to look at me. "Gue just wants to ngetes. It turns out you really can't move on and pretend you don't care."


I was at a loss for words until my mouth was about to say but not a single word was uttered.


"But we're the same, I haven't been able to move on, either" Liona continued. "Gue don't know, Ian who at that time mutusin I still need to chat. Nanyain's been eating, studying, saying don't wander, don't get weird." Liona shook her shoulders.


That's Liona. But not with me. After the break up, there was not a single chat from Rael.


"Should I cheerrs for you guys?" chirps Andin. "Sorry-sorry to say, like I'm the only one who's not easily trapped in the past."


"That's the email that*****," ketus Liona.


Is correct. Andin was dating. But the last boyfriend he decided a year ago. The reason for that was because he wasn't really serious about being in a relationship. That's why he's so relaxed.


"Btw, if Malika's opponent might win lo, he's tired-letoy how. But if it's Sheva, you won't win, I guarantee you. The body is big," said Andin.


"There will be nothing. There are no opponents," I replied annoyed.


"Lo can't give it up, right?" ask Liona.


Liona's Oath.


I gave him a plot. Before saying, I heard voices from outside. Suddenly Liona had already pushed me into one of the rooms followed by Andin.


So, we crammed in that one little room.


I put up a poker face.


The vow. The behavior of my two best friends makes me have the desire to kill both of them.


"Sheva," Liona whispered without a sound.


I rolled my eyeballs and sighed. Rather than eavesdropping, I would rather sit on a closet watching Andin and Liona busy sticking their ears on the door.


But the sound outside was so loud that I couldn't help but hear it.


"Gue didn't know, but from what I heard, it was Echa's proposal" a voice said. "Lo can complain if you don't agree. Yesterday's defeat wasn't entirely your fault."


Then I heard the tap turn on and then turn off shortly after.


"So. It's entirely my fault" said the voice I know as Sheva's voice.


"But this is our last game. You don't have to be dishonorably exiled from the team. You also have to join the volleyball force this year. It's just a small matter."


"Gue said no," Sheva said.


"Clearned? Who's angry now? Lo."


I stood up and touched the shoulders of my two friends. "We're going to be late at Mr. Todi's hour" I whispered as I felt this action was not right.


"Sst."


I let out a breath.


"Lo who tries to destroy people, the ancur itself. I told you, you don't have to beg for attention like that. If he likes the lo kayak you say, he'll shoot, sooner or later."


I'm sculpting.


"Unless he never liked you."


I blinked. They brought trouble yesterday. Again I feel this eavesdropping action is outrageous, but there is an urge to listen further. Considering they brought my problems.


"How result? Even though they broke up, but what? He didn't shoot, did he? Raelnya not caught. Temen lo also said."


I clenched both my hands. My lips I close them. I heard that someone entered the toilet until they did not continue their conversation.


"They're gone" Andin said after a few seconds.


Liona leaned against the door and looked at me. "From the beginning I didn't like him. Well, wake you up?"


I just shut up. Still thinking about Sheva's conversation.


"Lo couldn't have fought Sheva. But I can do it," continued Liona. "Gue also once had uneg-uneg with him."


I let out a breath.


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Two hours of exercise outside, my face started to feel hot. There was a pain in my throat and my legs were limp. I go to the toilet and wash my face. There were red spots on my cheeks and it was burning.


Damnit. I didn't bring the sunblock.


I entered one of the rooms and immediately changed clothes there. I did get permission early because of my condition. It always has been, and my sports teacher fortunately understands my situation.


I'll be back in class soon. I just wanted to close my eyes and sleep for a while.


Maybe out of focus or out of nowhere, something was holding my legs up until I almost fell forward.


Scant.


Almost because my left arm was pulled from behind so I didn't fall.


The grip left a warm feeling as my hand was released. I blinked and was stunned not knowing what to say.


I looked down and found my shoelaces unraveling. I sighed and crouched down to tie him up strong. From that position, I glanced upwards but he did not move.


Did I just go?


Or should I thank you while smiling?


I got up and straightened my body. Before saying thank you, Rael handed me a bottle of minerals. "Let's make it clear."


Maybe it should be. There should be no more misunderstandings and we accept each other.


If we understand each other, we don't have to feel awkward anymore. As 'friends'.


I received the mineral bottle that Rael offered.


We sat in the hallway seat of my class. It's impossible inside, even if my class is empty, it's still not safe.


Rael leaned against his body. Shut up for a moment and breathe. "Gue doesn't know where to start" he said.


Same. I don't know what to say either.


"Gue was a school with Sheva from Junior High but we never dropped out. I just knew he was a volleyball player at school" Rael said. I listened well.


"Ten grade, we're in class. The kids made a show last night before the breakup. Smoothly. Tomorrow the boys get together on the indoor basketball court and we have a little game."


"TODS. Classic emang.  But I was an easy target. No one chooses truth, he says guys have to be brave."


"Dare for me, say like the ten girls I saw first."


I laughed in my heart with the corners of my lips twitching.


"Lo inget when I dragged you from the classroom fitting Bu Azma?" ask Rael.


Hugely. Very impregnated.


"Because when I say like, you're not one of those ten people. It's not what, I can't cheat. My kids dribble until the mission is over. I feel guilty for the same."


I glanced at. "One of them is Sheva?" my many.


"Malika too."


I round my eyes. "Lo's dating Malika isn't it because of that?"


"Because of that."


What's?!


"We broke up one month. Malika nyamperin me and say that she also likes me. I'm confused. I also miss the same lo. So, well we're dating."


I closed my eyes. "wait. Lo kel same me? You broke me up because of sprains?"


Rael looked back at me.


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