Not Suited to Exposure

Jealous??

The chicken noodles I was stirring didn't taste better. Just a few mouthfuls, I'm no longer in the mood to eat it. All because of a guy sitting next to me. When he arrived, the man said nothing.

I put down my spoon. "Lo's not just here to watch me eat, is he?" tanyaku.

Rael propped up her cheeks and looked at me. "Abisin. I just said," he said.

I cringe. What the fuck? And why does it feel like I really want to hit the face of that wall with this bowl in front of me?

I scowled and bribed another scoop of this chicken noodle I had ordered. Suddenly I felt nauseous. My mood is ugly, and this chicken noodle is making me want to throw up. But because the guy beside me, who didn't stop looking at me, managed to make me finish the chicken noodles.

Rael smile. "Good," he said patting my head slowly. "Eat chicken noodles."

I glanced at him and put my water down in annoyance. "Lo what the hell are you talking about?"

Rael shakes. "It's not good to talk about household problems in public."

"Giggly!!" Andin and Liona had a deliberate cough. I looked at them flat because of the excessive acting.

Rael throws tissue at my two best friends and drives them away. Without being told, both of them will leave, but my girlfriend looks upset because of the actions of Andin and Liona.

I looked at Rael, as well as her staring at me.

"Why?" tanyakanya.

I'm shaking. "Lo, what the hell are you talking about?"

Rael did not answer. The man looked at me with a more human look. "Kiss?"

My eyes are breaking. "H-huh?!"

Rael brought his face closer. "Say a kiss can bring back the spirit."

I blinked. It happened very quickly. Seconds later I felt something warm in the corner of my left eye.

I reflexively pushed him and got up. With my right hand, I covered my own mouth. My heart was jumping and my face was burning. I heard the culprit chuckling with her merdunya.

Shial—

I tried to calm myself. I glanced around. Most were busy with their affairs, but some were staring at me.

I took a breath and threw my body down again beside Rael. I scowled at her breast uniform and looked at her sharply. "Once again lo reworked, that's my lips flicked," I threatened but he even laughed as if something was funny.

I'm so pissed off. I got up and moved to the front seat where my two best friends were sitting. Rael folded his arms on the table with a straight look at me.

"Gue has to prove how else to let you believe?"

I blinked. "Lo say what the hell?" my many.

Rael fused his brows. "Aloona, I love you. Is that not enough?"

What am I supposed to say? My heart was beating so irregularly that I found it hard to think the right words. While Rael himself was still looking at me with his frown furrowed.

"Malika is none of me. We have no relationship."

So this is about Malika? So Rael knows I'm misunderstanding? And now he's trying to explain it.

I'm sorry, but it's useless.

"If I say, I don't believe what?" askaku.

Rael did not answer. The guy sighed and looked at me for a long time. Actually I can't stand to be stared at all this time, but since I'm upset, I don't want to budge on anything. So I looked back in the eyes with all the courage I had.

A few seconds later, his eyebrows clutched again. This time it was clear dislike was seen on his face. "Don't look at anyone else like this other than me" he said. "Sir?"

I didn't say anything.

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Failed already. Everything I had planned in my head failed completely. I've thought about it for a long time, how this relationship ended quickly and about my freedom from this feeling.

I want to be free.

This relationship is making me tired.

I pressed my face even stronger against Rael's back.

But I'm weak. Just because of a little seduction I'm devastated. I don't know if it's because I'm too stupid or because I love him too much.

I felt Rael holding my hand on her waist. "You rain. Handholds. I want to speed."

I tightened my grip as he asked. The speed of the motor is slowly faster. A few minutes later, we arrived in front of my house. The drizzle began to feel when we arrived.

"Gue didn't stop by. Greetings to aunt Amira."

I'm nodding. Look at him who is still sitting on his bike. Rael looked back at me, then suddenly turned off the engine. The guy pulled my right hand and grabbed it.

"Aloona," he called. His eyes look tired. I just gave him a quick look. Then I heard the guy breathing. "Maybe you never know, but losing you once is the thing I regret the most."

??

Did I not hear wrong? I lifted my eyes again towards him. This time it was longer because I was busy watching his eyes, who knew I could see lies or doubts there.

Rael breathed again.

"Most breaths can make you old quickly" I said. A little familiar with those words. But I forgot.

"Who said?"

"Nobody said?"

"Cowok right?"

I looked at him more softly. "Nobody said," I repeated in a more subtle tone.

But the guy's eyebrows furrowed again showing his dislike. "Don't look at anyone else like that other than me."

Hm. Sounds familiar.

"If there's a problem, don't talk to anyone else. Fuck at me."

"..."

"Don't go to anyone else. Go to me."

"..."

"...do not cry to others. Cry to me."

I blinked. "...are you jealous?" I whispered unconsciously.

"...Aye." Yeah."

Hm? I woke up when Rael whispered back. I'm sure that my voice is very small and Rael can't possibly hear it. Hot face. I was suddenly ashamed of myself. How dare I say that.

I hurriedly reached into my backpack and pulled out his denim jacket that I had not been able to return. I threw it in his face and turned around to run small towards the porch of the house.

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