Not Suited to Exposure

Fight Again

Messed up.

I still look like a zombie even though it's been compressed all night.

I let out a breath. The figure reflected in the mirror looks terrible as well as appalling. I immediately exited the room and stepped into the next room.

"Sister," called me to Brother Alma after entering his room without knocking.

Alma looks angry. But instead of spraying me for entering his room without permission, he yelled at my apparition.

"Why your face?!"

I let out a listless breath. I know my look is terrible.

"May I ask for help?" my many. He did not answer and just looked at me with a look that said 'away from me. Lo nyeremin's".

"Help me make up."

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"Rooks."

I looked at Liona lazily. The girl narrowed her eyes at me. "Lo dandan?"

I blinked. "Tremendous fatigue?"

Liona pulled herself. "Nor. But if you're careful there's something different about it."

I looked at him flat. "Lo want everyone to know that I cry bombay all night?"

Liona patted my shoulder with her head shaking in a made-up concern. "Do you know we're the same?"

I'm glaring. Irritatedly I leaned against my body without saying anything.

"So I'm the only one who has to give spirit?" chirps Andin.

"No need" I replied. Andin also acted no less indifferent.

I took a deep breath. My heart was calm this morning. Not as bad as yesterday. Even if it still feels, I will try to handle it myself. It hurts, but its fine.

We should never have turned it back. I shouldn't have agreed and got back together. Now, the pain is completely attacking me for my own fault.

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Me, Andin and Liona.

The three stood in front of the siomay stand. Both of them flank me standing in the middle. There is nothing wrong because we are used to the three. The one who felt that something strange was myself.

"So today we are both your bodyguards" Liona said with an amused smile.

"We will protect you. Both from enemies and allies who betray," said Andin no less amused. Then the two salih high five ria in front of me with giggles.

I put on a flat face. With a pan filled with siomay bowls, I turned towards the freezer on the left. Andin and Liona followed me, flanking me again like before.

I put my wobble on the side table of the freezer. Ignoring my two best friends who had been making fun of me to grab a cold bottle of tea.

"Eh Aloona, you didn't fight yesterday, were you a betrayed ally?" ask Liona.

"There was never an ally. All enemies" I replied.

Damnit. What the hell am I saying?

Andin and Liona cried out for me. "Wooooooow." and they giggled again causing a right crossroad to appear on my forehead.

I closed the freezer hard. "Stop making fun of me" I said annoyed.

They pretended to be surprised and sorry. "Why are you angry?" ask Andin. "Silence sister, brother is here." Andin patted his chest and then patted my shoulder and then took my siomay baking sheet.

"Follow brother deck. You will be lost."

Oh my God, I'm so pissed. Andin has led us to the table. While Liona was busy whispering 'fighting sister' to me with clenched hands.

I clenched my lips tightly and sighed. It was my fault to have friends like them. Instead of entertaining, they made fun of me.

I sighed and intended to pay for our order at Liona's company. Before a single hand splash landed on the stand table where I was about to pay, making me jump and hold my breath in shock.

Not too loud, but it was quite surprising. I turned to the side and found a delinquent male figure standing beside me with a face looking forward.

I cleared my throat slowly and spent money to pay for my order.

"Abis nyiram I, now pretend not to know," he said.

I wasn't looking at him. Just looking ahead waiting for change. "Gue is not nyiram lo. I'm fucking my guy."

I heard him chuckle at my words. "Lo wowok? Not an ex?"

Damnit. The news spread very quickly.

I clenched my lips for a moment and looked at him. "Yes really. But you told me right away, technically he was still my guy."

The corner of his lips twitched to smile. The kind of mocking smile that looks really annoying. "Wouldn't you like a girlfriend?"

I fell silent with my eyebrows clutched in a sign of dislike for his words. But in my heart I also wondered, is it true what he said?

"Gue was a doubt, the girlfriend was lo, or the girl I was disturbing."

My chest felt tight so I took a lot of breaths and looked at him. "Same. I also hesitated, so I broke up" I replied. "Now what? You want to go back to my nyiram?"

He raised his eyebrows. "Where is it? If it's watered, baby. It's pretty."

I'm not ge-er in the least. See the special expression of******** on his face it.

While she grinned, I threw away my gaze and pulled Liona's hand to immediately leave from there.

"Eh wait a minute." that delinquent held my other hand. "No decision yet, right?"

I cringe in annoyance. "So what's your decision? Not much style," I said trying to pull my hand.

"Lo can't wait."

I clenched my lips and pulled firmly on my hand which he still held. But it was painful because he kept it.

"What a hold-hold!" Liona came to help until the man's grip was released. "Not knowing either. No need for SKSD."

The man raised his hand in submission. I took a breath and drew Liona's hand again to take another direction.

But the guy was stubborn and didn't let us go.

Damnit. It hurts to know.

I want to scream in front of his face. Before someone firmly gripped her shoulder and pushed her until the hooded guy pulled back.

"Lo don't look for me."

I pulled my body back. Then I realized the whole attention was shifting here. More precisely to two guys who throw sharp glances and hate each other.

One person I didn't know, who didn't accept I was flush at the time.

One more ex-girlfriend I just decided yesterday.

I quietly pulled Liona's hand and slipped between the tables. I don't want to care anymore.

But, wait. Isn't it all because of me?

I stopped and turned to look at the two men.

No. gabe. No. gabe.

It's about Malika, not me. Aloona. You're a nobody.

My chest is tight again. The pain came again.

I blinked a few times and chose to continue my steps, trying to ignore the lingering feeling in my heart.

But when I heard the noise in the back, I turned around and my heart was pounding.

They're fighting again.

The next thing I knew, I put my foot in that direction.

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