Not Suited to Exposure

Fight Again

I've decided to stop caring. I have made my heart so hard not to hurt anymore. But the one thing that pisses me off about myself is that I can't make what I've planned out.

In fact, I still carry my feet running back to the field that I had stopped by. Just because of the commotion and vaguely I heard someone mention my girlfriend's name fighting with someone else.

I hate myself for worrying.

People were already crowded but still I broke through slowly. The next sight made a deep squeak on my forehead. Rael is fighting with a guy whose face is familiar but I don't know who. All I know is that guy's a school delinquent who's been a blacklist of teachers.

What's Rael got to do about fighting this guy?

The next second I understood what they were fighting about. A girl who hurt her both. Nope. More precisely trying to stop Rael.

"Ann*."

I heard Rael's hiss while getting a punch on the right cheek. Next he retaliated with a harder blow.

I closed my eyes. To be sure the two noisily again accompanied by a shout Malika told them to stop. I wonder why his friends these two people just kept silent watching.

But my chest is tight.

Damnit. It felt like something big was squeezing me until I had trouble breathing. My hands clenched. I could not stop my emotions anymore. My eyes caught a glimpse of a student who was picket carrying a bucket and mop near the corridor— who also watched from afar.

I walked up to him and borrowed the bucket without a word. I can't think. My head was hot and suddenly the atmosphere suddenly quiet after my motor work threw the contents of the bucket into the middle of the field.

Exactly on those two people who were fighting.

Succeeds. They're stopping. Their bodies are covered including Malika. He looked at me with a different expression.

I took the bucket to the floor and gave the coldest look I had. More precisely on a guy who was looking at me with a bad breath. I glanced at a wiggly hand holding the back of his uniform and the corner of my lips twitched faintly.

My teeth were chugging softly before my lips trembled open. "Do what ever you want" I cried with a small voice and a cold gaze.

But I made sure Rael heard and caught the meaning. Before I leave with a pias face and emotional turmoil in my chest.

Do what ever you want. But don't ever ask me to care.

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Yesterday's incident affected me. The first time I stepped on the school floor, I had gotten attention and annoying whispers. I put on a flat face and didn't care about anyone.

I have two best friends who are not weak girls like me. Several times today, both Andin and Liona compactly gushed if anyone was caught gossiping about me. Both have the same hard character and spicy mouth. Crashing is not difficult.

I didn't stop them. It may sound evil, but I'm satisfied.

"But Lu, you're really cool. I'm surprised you turned out so brave."

I did not understand Andin's words and focused more on the meatballs in front of me.

"But I like it. I support you" Liona said, then laughed with Andin.

I put down my spoon and looked at my two best friends. "Today you're my bodyguard. I don't want to see Rael."

"Ready," replied Andin and Liona nodded her head.

"Gue is also sprained by your guy. I know Malika is beautiful as an angel." Andin paused just to sneer at his own words. "But she has a boyfriend. I misunderstood you didn't?"

"Gue misunderstood too. Or maybe they never broke up?"

I was stunned to hear Liona's words. In my head began to appear negative speculations that justify Liona's words.

They, Rael and Malika never break up which is why Rael cares so much about the girl.

Then what about me?

I pushed my bowl of meatballs. My appetite suddenly disappeared until Andin and Liona looked at me.

"Sorry," Liona said apologizing.

I'm shaking. "Don't apologize. Maybe it's true." I let out a breath. "Gue to the toilet first."

I came out of the canteen with a disheveled mind. I don't know where I'm going, but I need to calm my mind.

My steps reached the front corridor. Furthermore the silhouette of a familiar adult woman made me stiffen. I didn't have time to escape because the woman had caught me first.

"Aloona."

I let out a breath. It was already a liability, so I approached him and crucified his hand. "What's aunt here again?"

Aunt Sabrina sighed. "Rael fights again. His father arrived and did not want to come. Finally aunt has to be present."

I don't know what to say. Is it possible that Aunt Sabrina didn't know that I also knew about the fight?

"Bringing for what?" I finally pretended.

"It's not clear either. This is why auntie came. You anterin aunty to the BP room huh?"

Aunt Sabrina grunts. "Aunty's age was called BP. Auntie's never young either."

I drew a smile as Aunt Sabrina smiled widely. A smile similar to his only son.

"Yes, come on."

I walked side by side with aunt Sabrina. The mature woman in an elegant style similar to my mother was raving a lot along the way.

I thought of something else myself. I don't want to see Rael anymore. What would the boy think of if he saw me with his mother? He could be acting with me.

We got to the front of the BK room. Aunt Sabrina looked at me with her gentle smile. "When to go home" he said. I smiled without answering.

"Even if you've broken up, our relationship doesn't have to break up either."

Eh?

What does it mean Aunt Sabrina didn't know we were back?

"O-oh that—"

"Ma, uh,"

I straightened my back while throwing my eyes away when I heard a familiar voice.

"Then the mom came? Where's papa?"

"Papa you don't want to come. Kapok."

I heard Rael sigh in relief before Aunt Sabrina said again. "But Papa you're waiting at home. Get ready."

I'm not so focused on what they're talking about. My mind was on what Aunt Sabrina said before. He didn't know we were dating again. What does it mean that he's trying to tell you that Rael still has another girlfriend besides me?

I raised my gaze at Rael and found the guy also looking at me. I looked at him coldly.

Damnit. You jerk, Rael.

The next second I turned my eyes to Aunt Sabrina. "It's okay, aunt. I'm going in" I said and hurriedly withdrew from there.

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While muffling the irritation in my heart, I saw Adrian sitting in the corner of the classroom while remaining silent. His face looked lazily looking forward, towards Bu Sinta who was explaining.

I remembered yesterday's injury and it made me feel bad again. Ten things about the essay that Ma Sinta gave me to do as soon as possible. After that I approached him. Sitting in a chair in front of his desk. The chair was empty because most of the students were sitting in groups and doing chores together.

"Lo don't do the job?" tanyaku carefully.

He glanced at me. "Lo is still?"

Tuh. I let out a breath. "Yes already. Here I help you," I said, taking a notebook located in front of him.

I opened the book and gawked at the clean paper without even a single scribble of pen.

"This is actually your Physics assignment book, right?" tanyaku. He didn't answer so I concluded as 'yes'.

The point is he never did a job. This really makes me shake my head not understanding with this guy in front of me. He was already in the twelfth grade.

Crazy isn't it?

Why did he get to class?

"Lo diktein the answer, I wrote."

He looked at me with raised eyebrows and a flat look. "Gue can still write" he said.

I glanced at his right hand which was still wrapped in gauze. "Yes I know. But your writing must be ugly and unread, so I'm the one who writes. Okay?" I gave her a smile so that her mood was good. He had no expression before sighing.

I take that as an answer yes.

It turned out that Adrian wasn't as stupid as I thought. I was surprised when he dictated his answer along with the process of completing it smoothly.

What kind of man is this man?

It really cannot be judged from the outside.

The bell rings. I checked my phone and found a pile of notifications. From social media to phone calls. I kept my phone again. Yesterday all day I did not touch the rectangular object and activated its silent mode. So I don't know at all about the spam Rael made.

I'm lazy with everything related to him.

Let him do anything until he is tired.

Poor Rael's.

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