
After hearing Reno's answer, Siska became curious when Reno's first wife conceived Nadia.
" When Anisa's mother became pregnant with Nadia, Mas not rasain cravings kayak gini? " ask Siska curiously.
" No. When Anisa was pregnant with Nadia, even Anisa who felt all that starting from nausea and cravings also " replied Reno.
Reno recalls the beautiful and bitter memories of Anisa's pregnancy with Nadia, and Anisa leaves her for good.
" In the past, Anisa who likes the same star fruit until finally Mas planted the tree in the backyard. There was one incident Anisa asked Mas to eat this star fruit and in one bite only Mas was not strong because it was so cool and Mas wonder why Anisa could eat the star fruit wuluh was ordinary. Mas was always worried that every Anisa eating the fruit was afraid of him and Nadia in a dangerous state especially when the content was very weak. So Mas always be aware of what he eats and Anisa often sulks because Mas forbid this meal. But Mas like when he saw it, he looks more beautiful when it's a snack like that and that's what makes Mas also more love him. That's a good memory before she left Mas for good" said Reno recounted Anisa's pregnancy while pregnant with Nadia which he unknowingly made Siska's heart hurt.
Siska just smiled wryly hearing that. He can't deny that his heart was hurt when Reno praised Anisa and said she loved him. Siska has tried sincerely and breastplate occupy Reno's heart together with Anisa but still her heart is not that strong. Especially with his mood state that easily changed to make him now feel more sick than before.
" It hurts God, my heart is not that strong" Siska said in her heart.
" Hmm, it's so different Mas same fit I'm pregnant" said Siska smiling.
Siska tried to cover up what she felt from Reno, as she felt it was not Reno's fault. Naturally, Reno looks happy to tell good memories with people who might always be loved.
" Mas will also always look after you just as Mas took care of Anisa first" said Reno rubbed the head of Siska who was not wearing the hijab.
Siska just smiled in response to that. He was actually happy Reno said as but his heart already felt pain first.
" If so I go to the room first yes, Mas "siska said to Reno.
" Yes Dear. This was done just to the room " replied Reno.
Siska nodded her head and left the kitchen.
Siska went to the room only to pick up her instant hijab and then came out again. He decided to go to the park to calm his mind. He does not want to be bad for the womb because there are too many thoughts.
Siska chose to sit on a bench that was there and under a large tree so that the terrace was very cool there.
" Mas Reno still loves you very much Ma'am, maybe his love is much greater than my love. It's not wrong if I'm envious, ma'am. Not that I want to rival or expel Sister Anisa from the heart of Mas Reno, but honestly my heart hurts Ma'am every time Mas Reno muji Mbak Anisa or every say love to Mbak Anisa "said Siska softly as if Anisa can hear it.
Siska wiped the tears on her cheek, she did not want to cry actually but her tears just fell down.
Suddenly he felt his stomach cramp although not as bad as yesterday. Siska tried to endure the pain and tried to calm down.
" Sorry Mother yes, dear" said Siska rubbed her stomach by enduring the pain.
It didn't escape Reno's vision. Reno who was looking for the whereabouts of Siska was immediately panicked when she saw Siska who was rubbing her stomach with a face that endured the pain.
" Dear, what's wrong with you? Your stomach hurts again? " ask Reno in panic.
" No Mas, just a little cramp" replied Siska did not want Reno to worry.
" Dear Abaghfirullah, we go to the hospital right now" said Reno even more panicked.
Siska asked Reno to sit next to her and rubbed her stomach and leaned her head against Reno's chest. Sure enough that way his stomach does not feel cramping anymore.
" We go into the house" Reno told Siska.
" I still want to be here, Mas "reject Siska.
Reno was silent looking at Siska's face looking straight ahead and it seemed that Siska was looking at the flowers that were blooming in the garden.
" Dear, are you all right? " ask Reno to Siska.
Reno felt Siska was different after they told her in the kitchen earlier.
" I'm fine, Mas "answered Siska.
Reno tries to figure out for himself what caused Siska to be different and he recalls when he told her about Anisa and maybe Siska changed because of it and he accidentally hurt Siska without her noticing.
" Dear "call Reno after a long time they are both silent.
" Yes Mas "answered Siska without looking at Reno.
" I'm sorry if Mas's story about Anisa hurt your heart. I didn't realize that and didn't mean to hurt you" Reno told Siska.
Hearing that Siska immediately lifted her head from Reno's chest and looked at Reno's face.
" Why do you apologize, you are not wrong" Siska said.
" I'm just a sensitive feeling so I feel a little bad, but I don't know how. I realize I can't have your heart as the only "Siska continued smiling.
That smile made Reno feel even more guilty, Reno pulled Siska into her arms.
" I'm sorry, honey. Mas can not make Anisa out of the heart of Mas, he will be on one side of the heart of Mas. But you can have the heart and body of everything, everything for you Dear " said Reno and then kissed Siska's forehead.
" I'm not asking you to remove Anisa's mother from your heart, Mas. We can occupy your hearts together "answered Siska trying to be heartened and chested back to receive it.
Siska returned Reno's embrace and permeated the comfort of the embrace under a tree that protected their bodies from the scorching sunlight that afternoon.
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