Marrying Nadia's Father

101. Not Wanting Them

During the trip home from Reno and Siska hospitals just be quiet and busy with their respective minds. Until their house is still silent, even Siska directly get out of the car without waiting for Reno to open the car door as usual. Reno only breathed heavily because she understood what Siska was feeling right now. Reno immediately followed Siska after putting the car into the garage.

While opening the room door, Reno could see Siska sitting on her back with a trembling body. Reno knew that Siska was crying and went straight to her.

" Dear "call Reno to sit next to Siska.

Reno held onto both of Siska's shoulders and made Siska face her. Siska's tears that had fallen down her cheeks made Reno's heart ache. Without saying anything else Reno carried Siska into his arms. Sure enough Siska's cry grew louder and shed all her tears in Reno's arms.

" Why do we have to face this big problem. I don't want to lose one of our children, Mas "said Siska after letting go of Reno's embrace.

" I feel the same way as you do, honey. But we have to stay strong because Mas is confident we can get through it "same Reno replied with Siska not wanting to lose any of their children.

Then Reno wiped Siska's tears with both of her thumbs.

" Dear, but are you sure you want to keep our two children? " ask Reno to Siska.

Hearing that somehow Siska even felt if Reno seemed to say if she hesitated and wanted to sacrifice one of their children. Maybe because he's messed up and not okay right now.

" Obviously I'm sure to keep both of our children, Mas. Do you doubt and not believe me? " siska said with a fairly high tone of speech.

Reno was immediately startled and he also never had such intentions. " Dear no, you beat me up first. I don't doubt and believe in you, but I also have my own fears. I'm afraid you're also leaving me because you're trying to keep our two kids like Anisa used to. I don't want you to leave me and I don't want to lose a second time either "Reno replied holding Siska's hand and saying about her fear.

" Just like Sister Anisa, I don't want to lose my son and choose to keep him. I'm also a mother Mas, which mother wants to lose her child. I still want to keep my two children even though my life is at stake" said Siska release both hands from Reno's grasp.

" Yes dear, I understand. But please also understand if Mas does not want to lose you, dear "said Reno so that Siska also understands about his fear.

Siska was very emotional to hear that and thought that if Reno chose to lose one of their children so as not to lose himself when he would not necessarily lose his life.

" Want me to kill one of our children? Is that it, Mas? " siska said very emotionally standing up from her seat.

Reno did not answer because he was also confused as to how, he did not choose one. Maybe if Siska wanted to sacrifice one of them maybe he would support that but now Siska wants to keep both of their children and sacrifice her life.

" You're diem means yes, doesn't it, Mas? " siska snapped disappointed that Reno was silent and did not answer what she meant if what she said was true.

" No, Honey. I have absolutely no such intention "Reno replied because he also had no intention of killing one of their children.

Siska who was already disappointed and chaotic emotions and thoughts could not think clearly anymore.

" Not to worry anymore, Mom. If you don't want me to keep our two children, I can take care of them myself without you" said Siska about to leave in front of Reno but Reno immediately restrained his wrist.

Siska immediately threw out her hand until Reno's hand came off.

" No need, I don't want to take care of my children with people who don't want them " replied Siska.

" I'm the father of them honey, I may not want them" Reni assured Siska that what Siska thought was not true.

Siska just laughed cynically hearing that because Reno just said as if she didn't want it and now says if she wants her child.

" Want them you say? So what was it? You seem to want me to kill one of them. Or you do not want a child from me, yes, yes. You kept Nadia in the womb of Anisa's mother even though Anisa's condition was weaker than mine. But when I want to keep our two children you are like this, Mas "said Siska with a disappointed look.

Somehow it suddenly crossed his mind like because Anisa's state used to be weaker than him but Reno allowed Anisa to keep their child. Siska's heart ached when she thought that it was true that Reno did not want a child of her.

Reno was very surprised by what Siska said and did not expect to think like that.

" Athaghfirullah, dear. Nadia or our children in your womb are both my flesh and blood. I want them and love them. I said that because I don't want to lose you, honey " said Reno in a slightly high tone for Siska to understand.

Siska sat her body on the edge of the bed and grew weeping and confused by everything she had to face now.

" Dear "call Reno because Siska keeps crying and doesn't say anything anymore.

" Go Mas, stay with me alone "get rid of Siska when Reno wants to touch her.

Reno rubbed his face rough and perhaps he should give Siska some time to think and calm her mind.

" All right, I'll be out now. But Mas is not what we think, Mas just don't want to lose you dear "Reno told Siska.

Reno kisses Siska's head first and then he comes out of the room and leaves Siska alone.

After Reno came out of the room, Siska laid her body on the bed and cried back. Maybe that way he will feel relieved and think more clearly.

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