
One month has passed. But there is still no word from the evacuation team of the plane victims who fell on a mountain in the Java area.
Support from the closest people keeps coming. Even my mother-in-law has been living with me for a month.
My friends also took turns every day to come and give me moral support. Because until even one month after the fateful accident there have been no survivors.
But Kirana still hopes for a miracle. Kirana always prayed day and night. I never despair. Although his body is now thinner, his eyes are more concave.
Today I went back to the evacuation office of the victims of the ill-fated plane. But the answer from the team is still the same. Kirana was only asked to provide a sample of her toothbrush, and a family of bladder that DNA and hair tests could take.
Kirana went to the evacuation office with Mr. Narso. His father-in-law. Setiba there looks so crowded. Some people even cried hysterically because they accepted the fact that a family member had been found and declared dead.
I can't see that sight. I shed tears as I felt the grief of a family member who had just lost.
Although my heart is grateful because the news was found the victim died it was not mas Tama. It is not my heart to be happy for the suffering of others namu. I so wish my husband survived this accident.
My father-in-law is undergoing a DNA test in a room. I looked into a hall where there were recently discovered items by Tina SARS in the vicinity of the crash.
I was glued to a brown pantofel shoe. I walked up to the shoe and grabbed it with my right hand. I hugged those shoes. I cried with sobbing.
"Mas..... Mas Tama.... You must have survived"
I sat on the floor, as if my body was so weak. Instantly my mind imagined that Tama was not safe.
I don't know why my head feels so heavy. My vision is blurring. And I felt so heavy that I collapsed in the middle of the newly discovered items of the SARS team.
"Brugh"
When I opened my eyes. I saw both my in-laws and Hardi's mas. I had a headache that made it hard for me to wake up.
"Rest Ran. You must not think too much and move first."
My mother-in-law held my shoulder which was just about to try to sit on this yukura bed. 120x200.
My mother-in-law gave me a drink through a straw. And hold my forehead for a while.
"Mom knows you feel lost, you feel sad. But you must remember. The soul mate, the sustenance, the death is already in God predestined on us. When the soul mate comes, we may be various, as well as the sustenance that comes. But if we want to come then we can be ready but for those who experience must feel happy. Because he's back to meet his creator Ran"
My mother-in-law held my hand. His other one hand gently caressed my forehead.
I frowned at me.
"What news is it, ma'am?" I asked softly and it was as if my tears had been drained for a month. I wanted to cry again but my eyes were unable to produce the warm liquid that used to accompany my days during this one month.
"Calm down Ran. Tama is still a victim who has not been found. And for the news that I want to tell you is happy news. You have to be strong from today, you have to be patient. For her who's in your womb"
The one hand that was holding my hand now moved to my stomach.
"You mean I'm pregnant?"
My voice is blocked.