Marriage Ends in Love.

CHAPTER 52 YOUR PATIENCE IS AS VAST AS THE OCEAN MAS

Mas Tama looked shocked and looked at me. Like I was looking for the right words to tell me.

"Don't listen to Ran's words.... My ex is not Ayla.." mas Tama tried to explain.

"It's appropriate that you usually include guests that your ex-boyfriend in the house while your wife does not have a mas... And just the two of them. Because you don't care what other people say... Not even your own wife's feelings you think about... I wonder what you do when your ex-boyfriend cries sobbing stating his heart wrenching. You hug her or you give her a handkerchief? I regret opening my heart to you....." I was quick to cut the words of mas Tama because I was tired enough to withstand disappointment and maybe a word of jealousy. I don't know how many times I took a breath to finish my words.

"You know that that afternoon Aisha came here Ran???" Looks worried face on the face of mas Tama.

"Owh.... Like her you are obsessed with the name that smells Ay"

"You're jealous Ran....?" Mas Tama asked with a smile.

"Ran.. istighfar Ran. I know you won't easily believe a word without proof. Now you're going with the mas"

I followed Mas Tama because she held my hand towards the upper room. Tama quickly opened several folders on the laptop that was already on. And seen CCTV Folder and Tama mas choose the date 2 days ago and 4 pm. Seen from a video there are 4 people in the guest room, 2 women in hijab and one middle-aged man and mas Tama.

Seen from a video that the woman sitting on the sofa near the entrance like lowering her head and crying sobbing. And another woman approached the crying woman like trying to calm the crying woman. It looks mas Tama did not budge from his seat other than when the three people came out and left the house mas Tama seen escorting the guest to the exit.

"Mas didn't touch her, and I think you know what answer I gave the woman and I didn't bring her in alone. So we are not alone when the wife is not there" Now mas Tama looks at me still with a state of half bent his body.

"Mas glad you're jealous Ran. That's his sign you're starting to open your heart to a. Means mas began to be in your heart even though you still have a hard time admitting it" Mas Tama tightly grasped my hand.

"So she's a different Ay from the one who called last night?" ask me who is still focused on seeing CCTV videos from the laptop screen mas Tama.

"Actually when we eat satay mas want to tell the same story about the arrival of Aisha, but there is a beautiful woman who is thinking about the mass then her husband said massalu do not need to be remembered, no need to discuss if it makes you sad" Looks both eyebrows mas Tama down and up, of course, the intention to mock me.

"I don't think that mas Tama is sad because he remembers his late mother mas Tama...." I said slowly and bowed.

"It's okay mas not angry Ran. mas just not calm afraid if the attitude and behavior mas hurt his wife mas. Now you're not upset anymore? not angry anymore?"

I shake my head. And because I felt embarrassed because from yesterday I was busy with my own thoughts I shifted the subject.

"I want to go to the kitchen first yes mas.see vegetables and rice is still enough not for dinner" I was just about to stand up but Tama held my shoulder with both hands until I returned to my original position.

I felt ashamed, but at least I learned that the theory of a household would be very easy to pronounce but difficult to practice in reality.

"You know. I understand your attitude like that. It turned out that the woman wanted to be considered a queen, wanted to be noticed, heard dear, praised and loved by her husband"

"And promise me that we will not tell about our household including sensitive matters such as our room affairs one of them to anyone including his mother mas"

Mas Tama was confused and frowned.

"Did I ever tell my mother that?"

"Mas don't remember telling mom about the bolsters? in the morning, my mother apologized to me. I'm ashamed of you... Promise from now on I'll be the friend of the story and we'll sit together if there's any problems or discomfort between us mas".

"Hhhmmm....... I know now its beginning. All turned out to be sourced from the bolster. Mas so remember after that night tomorrow - tomorrow until now you build a wall of China ushered us. You misunderstand me again, dear......."

Mas Tama already pulled me into his arms.

"You know what I said to mom when we were going home to the ghost show?"

I was silent in the arms of Tama there was this warm heartbeat that I had been wanting to hear for a week but because my ego and my annoyance overcame my heart which said I missed the scent this body, I miss this heartbeat, I miss this roar of breath.

"Mas called mom asking not to be ready to roll on mom. Because mas said mas Tama has hurt you for one week at your house, mas Tama just hugged the bolster while asleep".

"When mas Tama is looking for an excuse so that the bolster no longer bothers the mas to hug the wife mas but if the mas talk to you would definitely be considered a disavowal. You're crying Ran.... Crying is.... At least from today you should not cry anymore because of the misunderstanding between us. I love you Ran.... I'm sorry I can't understand your heart as deep as this ocean....." Mas Tama kissed my forehead and my head was flat

"And thank you for your ocean-wide Patience in facing your wife......" I was still crying and holding my arms. I feel lucky because during this week my husband was so patient, so gentle. No angry words, never raised his voice with all the new behavior I realized I was this childish attitude that even thought negatively to my husband.

Either because we both missed the activities one week ago or because we were lulled in the atmosphere of mas Tama gave her kisses and carried me towards the bed. I was already in this bed when Mas Tama named**one hand tried to unbutton my blazer and I held it with my hand because I was sure it would end up with a hot activity this afternoon.

"I haven't had a bath yet." said I slowly looked at his face which was now right in front of me without any distance.

"We're gonna take a shower after this activity sweetheart......" Mas Tama's eyes were full of excitement staring at me and Back continued his activities in every inch of my body.