
Suddenly there was a heartache that had been buried long enough now as if gaping in my heart. The woman who used to snatch my first love and boyfriend who we had been in touch for 5 years is now in front of me for the first time after that time she deliberately added me through her social media account by showing affection in his profile picture.
Mas Tama clasped my hand as she saw me stunned at the brown haired woman who was beside me. I realized that I was the one who just remembered. While now I am in reality where God gives a man who was captured by Melinda better even very much better than Ardi mas.
Almost a year I married mas Tama she was not changed, still meek, patient, wise and always made me fall in love with her many times. Either because our relationship used to end without seeing each other or what until I could feel pain when I remember Ardi. I tried to calm down and looked back at the cashier in front of me.
"Roman...." Malinda called to me with a voice that sounded soft and spoiled. I don't know why I'm disgusted and my hair is goosebumps. As if he called his best friend only.when one High School he was always indifferent to anyone who was not as level as his.
I looked towards him but still put on a relaxed face.
"Can you please?" her question slightly advanced her face towards me.
"What help?" I asked briefly and still looked at her.
"This is how my credit card is blocked and I forgot to bring money and debit cards. I'll have Ardi transfer to your account later"
I felt that this woman in front of me really had no self-respect. How could she ask for my help while she used to casually and sinlessly snatch my girlfriend who she obviously knew we had been dating for a long time. Ah... I do not want to remember the mass but seeing this woman inevitably I feel pain that long I do not feel and I remember.
I looked at Tama and saw Tama staring at me.
"As much as you love, the card was just help save it and fill it in for the task of spending it's your duty dear...." Mas Tama kissed my hand. I'm a little weird because all I know is that Tama's not the kind of husband who likes to spread intimacy in public. And now he is casually showing off his affection in front of the cashier and Melinda.
"Yes already mbak, all Melinda costs mbaknya yes mbak" said I to the cashier.
"Good mbak"
Melinda looked at me intensely from the reflection of the glass in front of us and glanced her eyes at Mas Tama. Hopefully this time he doesn't take back mine. Then if that happens I won't be as stupid as I used to be and as weak as I used to be. Retreat patiently, give what we have in a long time.
"Ehm..ehm.." I intended to resuscitate Melinda's glance at my husband.
"Oh yes Ran. I asked for your account number and contact or your husband let me transfer later" Melinda looked a little clumsy because I felt I found her eyes glancing towards mas Tama.
"No need, just consider this a gift from me
My gratitude to you is because if you were not present in the past then maybe at this time I would not be a lucky and happy woman for marrying my husband. A man who is good at caring for love, loyal, not demanding and loving with all my shortcomings not only my strengths even make me perfect because he perfected my shortcomings. And the husband is so perfect for me that is not perfect" I took a debit card mas Tama and stood purposely I held the hand of mas Tama and walked towards the exit.
Yes, when I lost Ardi I was not perfect in terms of appearance, and beauty, I never do the treatment do not right for the treatment to the salon or spa as it is today to buy cosmetics or scincare I am not interested because the money there is only I focus on tuition and fees living in the city. I realized Mak e and Mas Hardi are not bear people for me to throw money for things that are not the main purpose of my life. But now mas Tama accepts me for who I am. Even now I look different because often kesalon even some skin and facial care on my makeup sideboard look complete because my in-laws always buy me that.
Mas Tama seemed to understand what I meant by moving his hand to my waist and tightening it. I saw from the glass lobby how the look of the woman's face that looks beautiful, sexy shows her upset face either because of my words or the attitude of mas Tama who hugged me intensely in front of her.
"Don't expect you to take mine again with your beauty and sexiness. This time I made sure I wouldn't be heartbroken a second time" my inner self as I walked out of the spa lobby