Marriage Ends in Love.

Chapter I WAS MARRIED

How not to break this heart when we have to come to the marriage of our ex who has been in a relationship dating for approximately 5 years. From the time of white gray to almost wisudah it turns out we are only the guardian of the soul mate of others.

Lampung, October 23, 2020.

Inevitably I had to spend my weekly salary from the ATK store, to buy clothes and gifts for my ex who got married today. Because I don't want to be embarrassed in front of Ardi and his wife if they don't look beautiful and bring mediocre gifts.

It was not believed if finally Mas Ardi married Melinda, my old organization friend when I was in High School. Where as far as I know they are only 5 months near, while I have been almost 5 years of being her lover mas Ardi.

Now it must bear the title of JOMBLO. But I admit Meilinda is prettier than me, more precise she's good at self-care. Understand that his family people are different from me who for college must reach out to his own pocket and must be good at organizing submissions from Mak e.

BIP BIP I saw my phone turned out Rudi sent a message.

"So we're going to your ex's?"

I retaliated.

"So dong boy, don't forget the dandan cool let me ga shy 😁😁"

Rudi sent a message back.

"Who told me to be a woman so it's 😂"

I took a deep breath as I read the message from Rudi.

"😤 I wait another 15 minutes Fear of being able to disperse the event!"

As if Rudi kept teasing me the message back made me grumble inwardly

"OK my girlfriend 😁."

"Your review tomorrow if you are confused to find a formula for your thesis I will not help you let alone take you to the book Yeni your killer lecturer."

I murmured in my heart because yesterday we had just shared the names of lecturers because next semester already had to submit thesis titles.

I was forced to ask for help from my best friend Rudi who was cool enough for the appearance business to invite me to the wedding mas Ardi. Understandably I am from childhood already accustomed to having male friends. But that doesn't mean I don't have a girl friend.

"Connor"

"Can it be polite anyway? embarrassed to see neighbors and boarding mothers"

I glared and went straight up to his bike without waiting for his approval.

35 Minutes later.

Today the ijab and its reception are held at the women's home. I prefer to come to Melinda's house because I have made sure my defense will collapse if present at the event ngunduh mas Ardi's ghost.

Because I can be sure I will meet his extended family, especially his mother and older sister Ardy. I admit 5 years in a relationship with Mas Ardy I often go to his family's house just to chat or deliver his mother's cake order for his family.

So that my relationship is so close to the Ardi family. During the relationship we prefer to visit a relative's house or his house rather than going here and there is not clear. Unlike me who can not take Ardy mas to my brother because all the families in the village. I'm in town from High School used to cost.

"Congratulations Mas hopefully mawadah warahmah ya"

I said while giving her the gift I had wrapped as beautifully as possible.

Then I greeted Melinda and went straight off the stage to pick up some food with Rudi.

Actually I was lazy to attend the wedding mas Ardi but my friends forced so inevitably I had to leave considering this invitation from the mas mother Ardi. Because Ardi's mother brought him to where I work.

"I'm going to the stall for a second, right?" Rudi said while smiling idly

"What do you want to buy?"

"Tissue fearing someone has run over Kwwkkwkw"

Rudi laughed while embracing me.

I don't know my friend this one has been considered like a sister who I always make a place to tell what my problems are and there are 3 other friends one of them is my woman named Lilik who have chubby cheeks. Sometimes my closeness with Rudi makes Ardi feel jealous and once said to me.

"Rudi likes you, you're like a man dating, you don't like it when you're with him"

Reveal Ardi mas when picking you up home from college because often when Ardi mas comes late Rudi must still wait for me to be picked up by mas Ardi.

It didn't take long after the dinner from the event I said goodbye but when I came home I met my mother and father Mas Ardi who was going to get out of the tent to the car like they were going home. I unconsciously shed tears when I met her mother Mas Ardi.

"Patiently Ran, mother prays easily2an you can be better than the mother's child" do not hesitate to stop by the house if you are again in the mother's area"

Said Ardi's mother holding me tight and I saw her shedding tears just like me. But I can only smile.

"Aamiin. Thank you, greetings to Lena"

"Yes, take care of Kirana son yes want her son good 2 even though he is not a match with the mother's son but for how many years he is close to the mother's child, I'm sure she's a good girl and a good kid"

Said Ardi's mother while looking at Rudi.

I just wanted to straighten out but mas Ardi's mother hurriedly said goodbye because I knew from the beginning her father mas Ardi did not like me because he said my appearance did not show graceful like women in general.

On the way home Rudi said to me.

"Hopefully you get better huh boy"

Rudi said to me.

My friends used to call me boy because my appearance was always wearing jeans or basic pants and a shirt or shirt even though my hair is long I prefer to pigtail it and never once did I wear a skirt on campus.

Not to mention some of the usual cosmetic tools will be very thick to decorate the faces of the female students were never on my face. I've always been faithful with my baby powder and Lip gloss .

But all this time mas Ardi is comfortable and there is no comment or protest about my appearance which is what is not like most women.

I once asked what Ardi likes about me. He answered and I don't think the answer was far-fetched.

"You are a woman who has principles, independent, kind, clever and beautiful enough your long and straight black hair and sharp nose to be true beauty even without cosmetic polish though. I love the simplicity in you Ran"

Ah it feels strange to remember the beautiful things with the ex when the ex is sitting friendly on the lap with his partner now.