Marriage Ends in Love.
CHAPTER 13 IS TOO STUPID IN LOVE
After arriving at the post I leave it to friends rice pecel catfish given a book of kades to friends of one post I see they have not slept because they still have to record the KKN report that will be in sign mr. kades tomorrow.
Then I washed my face and feet and did the prayer isya after that I returned to the front room with the fanfare of my friends who were happy to get souvenirs from pak kades and Rina who still busy teasing me should I leave it back in the room.
Curious about the lyrics of the ambyar song earlier I searched on google the meaning or lyrics of the AMBYAR song that was meant by mas Tama earlier
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#Wis kebacut ambyar, crumple sing neng ati
What ngene iki sing jenenge victim promise
Wis ambyar, I must kepiye
Metu ngendi to meet kowe
#wis kebacut ambyar, tresnaku rough
Seneng karo kowe was wrong and I chose my girlfriend
Wis ambyar, lara sing tak rasakke
Kowe lunga to me neng kene
#is ambyar kebacut, ambyar kaya ngene
Manise your promise jebule mung ono lambe
Wis kebacut ambyar, ambyar kaya ngene
Why kowe tego nyikso I'm rich ngene
#sapa sing ra gela yen digawe kuciwa, ambyar
#wis kebacut ambyar, tresnaku rough
Seneng karo kowe was wrong and I chose my girlfriend
Wis ambyar, lara sing tak rasakke
Kowe lunga to me neng kene
#baby kebacut wis, ambyar kaya ngene
Manise your promise jebule mung ono lambe
Wis kebacut ambyar, ambyar kaya ngene
Why kowe tego nyikso I'm rich ngene
#sapa sing ra gela yen digawe kuciwa, ambyar
It turns out that the essence of this song is a sense of disappointment in PHP on loved ones. I slightly did not accept the statement mas Tama said the ending of our conversation was over. Because we are not in a relationship. I never gave her a sweet promise. But it may be natural if someone is upset again because they are disappointed with the person they love.
Love, ah. I don't know if mas Tama loves me so much but at least his act of eating cabbage from my plate just stated he was comfortable with me. But me? I cannot and will not start a relationship that will interfere with my concentration to compose a thesis that is already in sight.
Hit already showed 10.00 wib we have sat in the car and mas Tama. He's driving the car as requested by Mr. Ujang yesterday.
After 2 hours of travel we have arrived in the city, and mas Tama deliver my friends one-on-one until the front of their house is like a travel driver.
"Well now the last passenger, Mrs Rana in which area she lives? " tanya mas Tama to me after forcing her safety sabu back.
"On jl. Soekarno later there Denis bakery stop there aja mas because my kost and behind the bakery" answered me.
"Well, then leave" said mas Tama steadily driving
"Have you been in that area for a long time Ran?" ask me Tama
"Already from SMA mas," I replied briefly and did not distract me on the phone screen.
"Turn left, Ran?"
"Yes, I'm really going to see you far away from the store"
"Yes right, thanks mas" I said after opening the door and mas Tama came down to the back door to pull out my backpack on the back of his Innova car.
"Together, if I'm in town can we meet?" ask Tama to me
"See if I'm not busy anymore, am I?" answer me
"I wasn't told to stop by?" ask Tama Again
"Ehm at this hour usually kost an deserted mas. children again in college. Not good, sometime? I said with a smile.
"Owh, I understand. I hope our friendship will go well yes. I say goodbye first. assalamualaikum"
I went into my hostel which is fairly small for the size of the city because there is only one room room and immediately became a living room, one bathroom, and so on, yes at least comfortable and safe in addition to the price and the owner of the boarding is very good and tight against guests of the opposite sex.
"Eh Rana, has Ran gone home? how's the KKN?" buk Lusi greeted me as he walked out of the alley.
"Yes, ma'am, thank God it went well and now you can go to college as usual
"Oh yes Ran yesterday there was your friend Ardi he tipped something, for a while yes mom take it home." said Luci's book to me and walked in a hurry to get into the house and then not long out again with a brown box that was sized like a shoe box
"Here he put this" book Susi handed the box to me
"Yesterday buk?" ask me curious
"No, like 2 weeks ago" replied Luci. Mom says you're KKN, now your friend Ran has succeeded. Already using the car" replied Luci with a smile.
"Owh, thank you buk. Sorry to be a hassle. Didn't he order anything, ma'am?" ask me who still hopes for Ardy
"Ga just said please tell it to you" that's all I think is also in a hurry. The style is also cool now Ran" explained buk Lusi back to me.
"Okay buk. I go in first ya buk. once again thank you".
"same-same"
I walked with my backpack and one hand holding the brown box of Ardy's mas
Arriving inside I laid myself on my foam mattress that was the size of only one person and my gaze was fixed on the box. I finally fought my fatigue by opening the box.
There are some things that I once gave to Ardi mas on his birthday, there are shirts, belts, watches, shoes, shoes, and the last leather jacket I gave her when she had her birthday last August.
And there's a piece of blue paper folded and taped over the lid of that brown box.
To: Kirana
The person who hurt you
Palembang, March 1, 2020
Mas hope that when you read this letter your feelings of anger and hate on mas have subsided Na. Out of nowhere you have to start but from the bottom of your heart, I'm sorry to disappoint you, make you angry and definitely hurt.
I've read the letter you sent to Meilinda. And thank you you for still being a strong Kirana, who is polite and far from tempramen.
Honestly, your guess is correct Na. A normal male adult male who at the age of mas already wants more from our relationship. I know it can't be from our relationship.
Mas apologise deeply.you are a good woman.you are an independent woman, patient, kind and strong. Then surely get a soul mate who is as good as you Na. It is not like the self that is far from mature than you, and does not have patience like you in a relationship.
So through this letter mas want to finish our relationship so that there is no memory in you of mas that a loser who left a good woman without a word.
Learning from the experience of receiving your advice Na, insyaallah mas will soon be engaged to Meilinda and married probably at the end of this year.
Mas represents mother, I apologize once again if as long as we are in touch there are words or actions to hurt you. may you be happy and find a man who is worthy and better than me to make you happy.
Sorry to call you in the mail, but no courage to call you and meet you Na.
Ardy.
My hands shook after reading the letter from the Ardi mas and the paper in my hand was wet with my tears.
Ah it feels like my chest is crowded and full.how not 5 years is not a moment, and I regret why mas Ardy had to die me in this way. Can't he break up with me first and just get into a relationship with Meilinda. Ah, maybe it's true said Lilik I was too stupid when it comes to romance.
