
"Your team is not yet one month we are married many times you make me disappointed. And today you receive a female guest and you take her into the house when your wife is not around. Can't you talk on the porch with the woman. And you easily say love her while you're my husband......" I was crying all over at Kerang Mas Beach.
Even the color of this hand is still so real mas....
One hour I tried to monologue with my heart. One hour I neutralized the contents of my head and heart that both felt hot and wanted to break. The roar of the waves on the beach of Kerang Mas seems to be a witness to my tears and sadness today.
After I cried enough and felt calm, I decided to go home. Whatever my status is still his wife and I do not want to make Mak e embarrassed as if I am not educated, leave the house without a husband. I'll shut up and not discuss what happened. I'll see if he's a good husband then he'll definitely tell me what happened this afternoon.
When I wanted to find an ojek there were two hands that covered my eyes. From his hand, I can confirm that this is a woman's hand.
"Who...."
"Let's guess.." her voice.
"Lilik...."
"hehe.. know you Ran. must be kangen yes with this friend of yours. Where's Tama?"
"There's parking. That's why I'm waiting to be in a hurry" I replied and saw Tyo approaching and carrying coconut ice and black plastic cantons.
"You didn't lie, did you???" Lilik put his face forward looking fixed in my eyes.
"Ih... what the hell is Lik..... already want marriage is still dating..... patient one more month right halal?" I changed the subject because of course my best friend saw my eyes.
"There is a parking lot, I want to go home already here. If you know, we made a deal..."I lied hoping Lilik's suspicions faded because my best friend would keep asking if there was anything I was hiding.
It was seen Tyo walking towards Gasebo who just witnessed my complaints and tears. But Lilik was still standing near me. When I was about to go Lilik pulled my hand.
"For his long time a constant friend Ran's. Even if it is you, I am married. Tell me if there is a problem. My shoulder and this ear will still be your friend when you have a problem.... I'm waiting for your story Ran... You can't lie to me, Ran.... And, may you be happy my friend.... And you don't regret marrying a Tama mas without love" Lilik hugged me and Lilik's last sentence whispered to me made my net again blush. I nodded my head and quickly walked towards the parking lot.
Almost 25 minutes I arrived at the workshop and luckily the motorbike I left was just finished being repaired and wanted to be delivered to the house. Along with my arrival finally the workshop owner undoes his intentions.
"Assalamualaikum.." said I slowly entered the living room whose door was open. It turned out that mas Tama was in the upper room because he heard me answering my greetings from the upper room.
I went to the kitchen to arrange my groceries into the refrigerator and arrange the satay that I bought at the intersection of the three-way mas Tama house earlier because I can make sure my mood for cooking this afternoon is gone.
"Loh Ran.... buy satay Pak Dadang?" you go for a walk first, right? kan pak Dadang at the usual crossroads mangkal" Mas Tama suddenly sat on the bench of the dining table and saw the satay I was arranging on the plate.
"Yes mas, I was around and from the smell was good so I bought satay for this afternoon is nothing, right?"
"Ga nothing. origin wife mas happy mas also happy. You know Ran.. almarhumah mother is also very happy with satay. if you used to come home from ngantar goods it must be by-by his satay...." Mas Tama looked down at the satay in front of him.
"That's mas.... If it makes you sad, then not talking about the mass then it is the best does not mean we forget the mass, right?" I who now sit facing this satay is thinking I should definitely with the spirit of spending this menu but with this mood I do not have appetite but surely mas Tama will be suspicious.
"You're right..... We will not talk about the future....Ran.... You're crying?" Search mas Tama probably see my eyes are still puffy.
"So right home I don't wear a helmet continues to flicker.this was me directly wash face even more sore so I soak in the tub of his eyes let out the dirt that goes so like crying out...." I'm back to giving. I look forward to your honesty. The honesty that made these tears flow unstoppable.
We spent satay together and then prepared to take a bath because magrib was soon. Still waiting for you to tell me who was here this afternoon and what happened... I look forward to your honesty.... My mind in my heart after the prayer of magrib.