Marriage Ends in Love.

CHAPTER 45 WORSHIP TOGETHER

My throat was dry and I felt a warm arm now become my pillow. And the roar of someone's breath so close was felt in front of my face.

I tried to open both eyes and how shocked I was because I was in the arms of Tama mas and we slept face to face not to mention one arm that became my pillow and one tightly hugged my waist.

My throat feels so dry but this sturdy arm how to get rid of it without making Tama mas awaken. I slowly moved the arm that was holding me. And I shuffled down from the bed and took a glass of water that was in the nightstand.

I looked back and saw the man who had become my husband sleeping soundly. Somehow this time it was as if he knew what I was thinking when I was about to leave here, tonight he hugged me without asking for permission. But I noticed there was no bolster on this king-size bed.

I went to the table in the corner of the room. Seen a laptop in a closed position and a printer and a photo mas Tama family.

Suddenly I dropped a Staples that was accidentally nudged by my elbow.

"Pilgrimage....." The voice of Rau mas Tama is heard. Like his man was shocked to hear the sound of Staples falling.

"Sorry mas, Rana woke up and could not sleep so look around the desk mas Tama. Sorry if that was presumptuous"

Mas Tama got out of his blanket and drank a glass of water that was on the nightstand and walked towards me. With a bent position, Tama opened and turned on his laptop not how long when his laptop turned on, Tama opened a folder called Kirana. And when the folder was clicked 2 times by mas Tama appeared some photos and recordings I was working on a photocopy of Mr. Agam and was distributing packaged rice at the intersection of red light.

I can't believe it and then Tama opened the photos with a slide.

"The one who should be apologizing. Sorry for stealing your photos. Actually mas already had time to delete your photo when you refuse mas application but..alhamdulilah can be saved when you receive mas because it can be recovered".

"Why not try pedekate mas? why choose to admire behind the camera?"

"Mas knew you had a boyfriend back then. But mas never saw your girlfriend was eating at a restaurant with a woman who is clear from her gesture not just a friend and keep met your girlfriend on the beach and Kemabli Sama people the same is even the position of riding a friendly motor again. So I hope you know for yourself. Aren't good women going to meet good men?"

I can't say anything I'm so moved that this man loves me so sincerely.

Now we looked at the position of the Tama mas still bent next to me and his hand raised my chin. I closed my eyes for quite a while and suddenly Tama let go of her hand and I opened my eyes in shock as to why else she had undo something I was curious about how it felt.

"Why mas.... Afraid to break a promise?" ask me Polos looking into the eyes of Tama looking for answers.

"Hhh.., mas do not want this first kiss done when waking up. I haven't brushed hehe's teeth yet...."

Either out of curiosity or either because I've been tired of compromising with my heart for this one week. But my body seems to be fighting my ego so strongly this week.

"Enough Ran. mas do not want to khilaf.mas fear can not hold back and ask for the right mas that maybe you still can not give"

Suddenly mas Tama pushed my body and took a step back.

I sat in the chair of Mas Tama. And I shed tears. I don't know why these warm grains are dripping and my heart is struggling. I felt ashamed and felt as if I was rejected when I opened my heart.

"Ran... you are sorry.." mas Tama has now sat down crouching before me and wiped the tears on my cheeks.

"Say Ran, a household needs openness, needs communication. We have only been husband for a few days, it takes time to understand each of our characters. You are not a psychic who knows what you think and how you feel... Tell Ran why you're crying...." Mas Tama clasped my hands together and looked at my net full of regret.

"Let's know, I don't know how I feel either. Like I feel like you're playing. You put small touches on me. You gave me love and affection. The material to touch me you must ask my permission first. Didn't you ask me to learn to open my heart....... And when I humble myself by lowering my ego to open my heart, try to accept you by wanting to serve you, wanting to give you your rights as a husband is also my rights as a pending wife. Suddenly you rejected me as if I were a seductress...." I ended my words with an unstoppable sobbing Isaac.

Mas Tama stood up and hugged me. And her hands gently stroked my back.

"Mas sorry Ran.mas apologized..... Mas sorry. You can be angry, you can hit me. Please don't cry. mas can't see women crying"

Mas Tama's hug tightened and now he kissed my forehead. Not long after he broke his embrace from me.

"Do you want to worship together in this room?"

And I nodded my head though many times the nerves in my brain gave orders to refuse but part of my heart and body said another.

Now mas Tama looked at me and returned to doing activities that had been delayed. Gently. yes gently once his lips explore my lips. Until both hands held my waist and neck.

Instantly he carried me and turned off the light switch. Touch after touch was done by mas Tama so soft and when I felt no longer there was a gamis that was on my body mas Tama covered our bodies with a blanket. Touch by touch is behind the blanket. Looks mas Tama kissed my forehead long enough and read a prayer until we tonight enjoy the paradise of the world that people often say.

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Forgive me for still the atmosphere of the author fasting powerless to give the hareudang-hareudang.

awaited updates yes, because after this more to the conflict of the newlyweds and new households. Kan Kirana new little love yet real love 😊😊😊😊