Marriage Ends in Love.

CHAPTER 42 WANTS TO HUG ME.

I just put some of the last things in the red cover. I don't know it feels weird that I and Tama are married but I packed clothes in 2 suitcases. Where the black cover contains the clothes and equipment mas Tama and the maroon color I fill with some of my clothes and hijab bought mas Tama and also some contents of the shipment brought when the ijab yesterday I put it in the suitcase.

The voices of some relatives are still in the living room. But I've asked permission to pack things because tomorrow I'm afraid I don't have time to improve especially if the bride's fairies come in the morning.

Chequek.

Mas Tama came out from behind the door. It does not feel like tomorrow even one Sunday I and mas Tama become husband and wife. So far he has kept his promise. Even for him this part of the body that is halal is only my forehead and hands. I don't blame her because it was my request at the beginning of our application process. But from some of the events we went through I knew that he was a normal guy in general. Then I can make sure every night he struggles not to touch me. Maybe going out of the room and being busy with his tasbih-tasbih is the best way to keep his promise.

"Have Ran finished?" tanya mas Tama saw 2 covers that were in a stacked position now in their own position next to the bed.

"Yes already mas, I only left 3 stel clothes including Koko's clothes and sarong mas"

"Hem... But tomorrow's a makeup girl, right Ran?"

"Yes.karen already said the same Mak Onde asked Mak Onde himself who make up not his assistant"

I became amused to remember the incident after ijab where I would change the traditional Javanese dress with a modern wedding dress and who would help me apply makeup and tidy up the clothes is Tia aka Tio which is assistant Mak Onde. The man who is weak likes but his voice still states that his identity is male but compared to 180 degrees with his behavior and style of speaking.

At that time mas Tama waited in the room and told Tia to leave the room when I would change and said that would help pair the dress. And the most ridiculous look is when Tia wanted to tidy up the makeup on my face mas Tama instead said "Let's just like that Ndak need to be replaced again"

Of course with her silly style Tia sewot and respond to Tama's mas request.

"Yes Ndak can not yet kang mas...... This cook yes wear her modern face dress and wear Prada paes... Just calm down.... I am already interested in the same creature called Woman. but if the same mas I even Thumped how" Tia said while glancing right one eye.

At once mas Tama immediately shuddered and for the next one did not want to be helped to dress his bride and look so possessive. After the sorenya new mas said for the process of ngunduh ghost who make up must be a real woman. He objected although his appearance and behavior like a woman remained his nature of a man and in contact with his wife he objected because it was not a mahram.

Instantly I was shocked to remember the funny incident forgetting that mas Tama was talking to me.

"Ah.... Ndak no mas only keinget mas expression Tama fit again in Tia hehehe.." said I honestly.

"Try if that seduces me like that my wife then it can certainly be flowering our room"

And now Tama is lying next to me.

"Hurry to sleep later the misfortune of his good trip tomorrow Ran almost 4 hours on the way" And now mas Tama has faced towards me and hugged the bolster and the right hand supporting his head.

Almost a week we slept one room, one bed but the bolsters are still loyal to be a wall between me and my husband. I don't know if I'm confused to see my husband's tenderness. Unfortunately, his little concerns made me want to say please take his right if he wants to. But like not wanting to break the promise of mas Tama always put touches on my fingers and my forehead but not on my other limbs.

"Roman...."

"Em. yes mas" I opened my eyes that began to shut Hearing mas Tama calling my name with a slightly shrill and raucous voice.

"May tonight roll it over with you?"

I just kept quiet and closed my eyes again. I want to turn my body so I turn my back on Tama's mas but it's impossible. A wife should not sleep on her husband's back. So I just chose to close my eyes back. I was too embarrassed to say yes or nod my head.

The atmosphere was so quiet and mas Tama did not seem to budge from his position.

That's my husband's stupid. Or he never watched a Korean drama. Why should I ask for my consent. No way he can just get rid of the roll and get closer to me. Yes but he was still loyal to his bolster and I could feel from the sound of his breathing that felt how many times sighing as if there was such a heavy taste.

I don't know if my ego or shyness keeps me from saying yes or just nods my head to the question. But beyond a hunk of my heart there's a sense I want her your touches not just on my forehead and fingers.

One week with her gave a little warm feeling of shame that I did not feel since my relationship with Ardi ended.