MAMA's Soul Secret

I Miss U

After drying his hair, the tired Joon immediately rested his body on the bed but something stuck to his back, he got back up from the bed and revealed a blanket that looked like someone was under it.

"Shaina?" Joon blinked in shock knowing Shaina was under his blanket.

Joon crawled to his bed to sleep next to Shaina because he had previously only been lying down regardless of his sleeping position.

Joon smiles back at Shaina sleeping in her bed, slowly approaches and whispers, "open your eyes otherwise you know what happened, baby? Moreover, you alone climbed into my bed".

Shaina opens her eyes and smiles broadly at Joon who knows he is pretending to be asleep. As Joon gets closer, Shaina shifts his body back and front quickly catching him otherwise he can fall.

Joon raised his chin as a signal he was asking.

"The children's room is cramped if I sleep on the floor, I'm afraid they'll step on me when they go to the bathroom, and last night Alice just fell on me when she was going to poop" shaina's story is added with hand gestures.

"really? But you're okay, right?" Joon is shocked to hear Shaina's story, "we have to go to the hospital to make sure Elif is okay" Joon moves out of his place.

Shaina chuckles and prevents Joon, "i'm fine because I was quick to avoid him and Elif is still blushing even he is very active" Shaina said.

Suddenly Joon became sad, he stroked Shaina's stomach, "sorry yes Elif, Papa is too selfish to ignore my little elf, Papa promises not to roar with Mama again, Elif papa's fine yes we meet later" a sweet kiss landed on Shaina's stomach.

"Joon, stop it amused..." Shaina giggles.

Joon laughs to see Shaina pushing her away, "Joon put on a shirt there! You can catch a cold" Shaina just realized since Joon only uses trousers and does not use nails.

"No, who told you to go into my room so you have to accept the consequences" Cetus Joon grinned as he winked at Shaina.

Joon lies back next to the bolster as a separation between them, though this does not reduce making Shaina's heart pound more forcefully as if wanting to break through her chest cavity.

Shaina looked at the ceiling of the room "Joon, I'm sorry for making you angry" she said.

"It's not your fault but I'm the one who's too selfish and won't listen to your explanation" Joon said, turning to Shaina.

Hearing that thin sigh expands on Shaina's face, but her smile dims when she sees Joon who looks like he is thinking about something.

"Joon, who was that talking to you?" Shaina asks, hoping Joon is honest with her.

Joon turns back to Shaina, "are you jealous?" Joon replies along with his sweet smile.

Shaina pinches Joon in annoyance until Joon laughs out loud, which further adds to Shaina's annoyance.

"Joon! I'm seriously not kidding!" timpal Shaina, he turned his back and turned to Joon.

Joon takes a deep breath and persuades Shaina not to sulk like a child.

"So it was my friends who told me that tomorrow I could go back to work" he said, but Shaina still did not believe the answer given.

Shaina turns back to Joon and looks at him seriously, "What about Darrell and Miss Rossie? Are they good or bad?" Tukas Shaina's.

Joon gasps and goes silent, he is suddenly silent and has no answer to Shaina's question, because he actually doesn't want Shaina to really know about Darrell, he was worried that if Shaina knew everything then she would always be anxious.

"Joon, they're bad guys, right? They're not gonna hurt us, are they?" Shaina continued to insist that Joon explain with more reasonable reasons.

Joon kisses Shaina's forehead, "you can't be afraid, I won't let anyone touch you" Joon pats Shaina on the shoulder.

"Joon, I know they are evil and from now on I will be careful not to easily trust strangers" Shaina said.

Joon stroked Shaina's hair and then got up to sit down and the same thing Shaina did.

"Shaina, I have a bad past, I like to get drunk, change girlfriends and..." Joon begins to tell his past from his relationship with Darrell, Aunt Rossie, his family even about his expulsion by his own parents due to his own folly in the past, all told without cover up except about him who was born from a family of influential people.

Shaina is silent her eyes become sad along with Joon who looks weakened and teary eyes when telling about the people who are unfortunately lost one by one, making it seem helpless.

Joon seems to hold back the dam of his tears, a sense of regret about him who used to always do everything at will without caring about others.

"Am I not so bad that I don't even deserve to have anything?" Joon said to Shaina.

Shaina clasps Joon's hand and wipes his tears to strengthen Joon.

"Joon, don't talk like that, you already regret it and learn from your mistakes, I'm sure you'll get your happiness better" Shaina said.

"Thank you" Joon said.

"But Joon, please don't repeat your mistakes and live with gusto!!!" Imbuh Shaina, complete with a hand gesture to encourage Joon.

Joon smiles with his gentle gaze, his hands touching Shaina's cheeks, two pairs of eyes back together uncontrollably hypnotized in the night's martyrdom, so that even a friendly kiss is inevitable.

"I miss you my witch..." Desas Joon's.

The cup!

Shaina who had been lying down raised her head to give her sweet kiss on the lips of Joon who was in front of her. Not long after Joon replied to her with a hotter one.

*****

The half-conscious Joon feels that something is squeezing him on both sides of his sleep. Slowly he opened his still blurry eyes, two little children's heads overstretched his arms, and a smile appeared on his lips as he found Alice and Alfan doing so.

The two children fell asleep while hugging her, even Shaina was still sleeping in her sleep next to Alfan.

Suddenly Alice squirms and almost falls out of bed but Joon can catch her, but the action wakes the others up.

"Mama..." Alfan muttered, rubbing his eyes.

"Dear, Mama's here" Shaina grabbed Alfan and wiped his eyes.

Joon throws a glance at Shaina who is still confused by the existence of the twins between them.

"When are you sleeping here?" Joon asks Alfan and Alice, who still seem to be afraid of him.

"Last night" said Alfan.

Shaina shrugged and played her forehead while looking at Joon.

"We're sorry if uncle doesn't like it, then we're out" Alice moved from her seat.

Joon intercepts the two and holds Alice and Alfan back to bed.

"Who said uncle doesn't like it? and why did you come into my room?" Ask Joon with a jutek expression.

"Joon" called Shaina who was confused to see Joon looking angry at the children.

Shhhhh!!

Joon puts his index finger on his lips while winking at Shaina.

"Alfan misses Uncle, wants to play again with Uncle Joon like before" said Alfan.

"Yes, Alice also wants to be carried again by her uncle, anyway we really miss uncle, we want us to be like before" continued Alice who cried.

Joon smiles and hugs them, "uncle apologizes yes, uncle is very evil" Joon said.

"Uncle is not evil said Mama but Uncle is tired again, uncle became upset" said Alice.

Joon hugs Alice and Alfan, he returns to bed with them.

"Alfan dear uncle"

"Alice too" said the twins and Joon said the same thing to them.

Shaina looks up to those who love each other. The opportunity is not missed by Shaina, he teases Joon who craves like a child because of lack of attention.

As a result of Shaina's temptation, joon becomes Alfan and Alice's moons, so the sound of laughter booms in Joon's room early in the morning.

Shaina's cooking routine returned before the day began, her spiky hair looked towering, her cooking skills began to increase, so engrossed with cooking utensils that she did not realize a pair of eyes were watching her.

Then clutching her waist, "seriously cook her up" Joon said, hugging Shaina and giving a warm kiss on Shaina's neck.

"Joon, what are you doing? Will the kids see how?" Shaina.

Joon twists Shaina's body and releases the fist in Shaina's hand, holding her up to the storage cabinet.

"They're still sleeping" Joon whispered in Shaina's ear and exchanged a glance, "thank you that you always say good things to the kids, they can take me back" he continued.

Shaina smiled, "i didn't do anything, they did because I love you" Shaina said.

Joon caresses Shaina's head, "God didn't wrongly send you for me, you're my sweet witch" Joon replied.

Shaina pursed her lips and smiled broadly, "you're talking this way there's a need, right?" Dengus Shaina's.

"I don't mean anything but. If you don't mind me I don't mind" Joon chuckled.

Shaina hugged Joon's neck while shaking his head, "no more, last night I was just carried away and you forgave the opportunity, iiiihhh! You're such a bitch!" Shaina pinches Joon's cheek.

Joon laughs at that and kisses Shaina's hand. They cook together, in between the busyness, Shaina glares at Joon.

"Joon, what if giving birth hurts?" Ask Shaina.

Joon turns his face to Shaina, "are you scared?" The reply.

"Yes" he said, "I think it's only a few days away".

Joon approaches, "you haven't given birth yet but Helena has, so this time it should be smooth too, you shouldn't be afraid huh?" Joon.

"But Joon, problems can come at any time and should never have given birth then it will be smooth to the second time, many people out there who have given birth but they also end-"

Joon quickly shut Shaina's mouth, "don't talk like that, rest assured everything will be fine" Joon said, staring fixedly at Shaina's eyes.

Shadowed by the fear of childbirth not only in the natural Shaina, but Joon also has long been worried about it, too, so Joon is determined to take the decision to return to take care of his father's company only for the children and Shaina.

In order for her to finance their needs, she is not short of money if Shaina experiences unexpected problems later when she gives birth, Joon gets information from various sources if at the time of childbirth there can be two possibilities that their lives are at stake between life and death.

Therefore, the, Joon doesn't want to just rely on his salary as a barista that is far from enough that it is not able to finance the delivery of Shaina who may need surgery or other unexpected handling during childbirth later.

Joon's precious days are back, Alice and Alfan go back to school with Joon even though they only take the city bus, even they do not refuse to be escorted by Darrell who came early in the morning with his usual goal, as usual, that is to seek the attention of children and Shaina, certainly makes Joon ignored by all.