MAMA's Soul Secret

Sacked

Tired, that was the only thing Shaina felt at the moment, aches spread all over her body, making her reluctant to get out of the messy bed, her eyes swollen from crying all night.

When the sound of the bathroom door opening, Shaina quickly flanked the blanket and gripped it firmly, pretending to close her eyes.

Joon came out of the bathroom, walked to the side of the bed that was still inhabited by Shaina, he quoted a torn shirt lying just on the floor of the room and then put it on the table, after that he turned towards his wardrobe and went back towards the bed.

A T-shirt of hers was placed on the bed in lieu of the one she had torn last night, then she approached Shaina, pulling another blanket to cover her body.

"Sorry..." Whisper to Shaina.

The cold scent of mint brushes over Shaina's ears, water droplets from Joon's still wet hair dripping down Shaina's cheeks with eyes still closed and not responding to Joon's sentence, except for the sound of her stuffing that jerked her body.

Implied by Joon's sad and anxious look at the woman sobbing, Joon comes out to make room for Shaina, who he knows is now only pretending to be asleep.

After Joon leaves, Shaina opens her eyes with tears streaming down her cheeks, she still can't believe Joon's angry actions last night just because he was close to Darrell.

It still comes to light in Shaina's memory, how ferocious Joon is that forced her to make love to him, but when that shackled desire is unleashed, Shaina who can't fight it, is, Joon undoes his intention and releases Shaina from her cloak, to the point that she does not sleep in the room and instead sleeps in the living room.

Will his love defeat his anger makes Joon not until the heart takes away the trust of the woman whose love is over him.

Even if Joon can't control himself last night then he not only hurts Shaina but Elif, the baby they've been waiting for all this time.

Regret after regret continues to haunt Joon, his hands clenched tightly as if he wanted to hurt himself. However, the burst of cooking oil on the stove disperse his daydream which requires Joon to stop being immersed in his thoughts but he must return to staring at the real world, again busy preparing breakfast before the others wake up.

Shaina unexpectedly walks into the kitchen, her puffy eyes that catch Joon's most attention.

Shaina's cold attitude that chirps Joon makes him uncomfortable, because usually Shaina's babble always reverberates in his ears.

"Sorry" the same sentence came back out from the mouth of the handsome young man even though the pink apron was attached to him.

Shaina turns to the fridge to pick up the ingredients she needs, but not once does she turn to Joon, even as if he thinks he's not with her.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have treated you that way" Joon revealed what was going on in his heart.

Shaina turned to him for a moment, "what's the apology for? You're not wrong, it's true I'm a whore who can sleep with any man like you, aren't you?" shaina.

"I'm really sorry, you're not like that, I'm afraid of being too emotional for Darrell, he's a baj*ngan who's always snatching whatever I have, my parents, my position, my home, my home, now the kids and you"

PLAKKK!!!

A hard slap is slapped Shaina on Joon's cheek that makes Joon speechless.

"What do you think of me? You think I'm an item or a toy that can change hands with anyone? You always say love me and I don't say the same thing as you, but have you ever thought? why do I always see you? talk good about you? or do anything with you?" Shaina's papar stared intently at Joon.

"That's because I love you too! I've always wanted to be with you even though you're not next to you, our love is different, you like words of love like people out there whereas I want action and reassurance, she said, I don't need sweet promises!" Shaina expresses her feelings with sobbing, occasionally wiping away her tears.

"Shaina's... I don't know if you..." Joon muttered.

"I've misjudged you, I'm sorry to love you! After having me you drop me, I doubt we can be together later, I hope Miss Helena comes back soon so I can disappear from you and forget about you". Shaina said, he left the kitchen. Leaving Joon the pecking.

In front of the dining table a very quiet atmosphere was felt, no one started a conversation both Shaina and Joon, they enjoyed breakfast with silence, even Shaina who usually serves Joon is no longer visible.

Alfan and Alice refuse to go to school with Joon again, fearing that Joon will hurt them, because last night they overheard Shaina's conversation with Joon, they also find out that Shaina keeps crying all night until they cry too.

When Joon tries to persuade the kids to go with him at the same time Darrell shows up, as usual, to take the kids to school, and Joon gets back left behind even this time Shaina also cheats on him.

Darel secretly smiles satisfied to see that Shaina no longer looks friendly with Joon, considering that Joon almost beat himself in front of Shaina last night.

STIRRUP!!!

A cup of coffee slipped out of Joon's hand and fell to the floor, quickly Joon cleaned it so as not to harm the others with the shards of the cup, finished cleaning the floor, Joon got up.

A BRUUKKK!

And from the fall of the tool has also invited all pairs of eyes to aim at it, to the origin of the sound of the loud throbbing. No exception to the cafe owner.

"What the fuck is this Joon? You're ruining my stuff!" Spray his boss when he saw Joon was quoting from the floor about the tool.

"Sorry boss, I didn't do it on purpose" Joon said.

"I'm sorry you said, I noticed that for a week your work was just rusakin my stuff!" The man ruffled his waist, no matter the people who started to notice him scolding his men in front of the crowd.

"I'm not-" Joon said

"It's okay? Already entered late, his work is not becus if you do not want to work, ifNGG!"

"Not so" Joon is still a whimper to disguise his feelings that are uncomfortable for others to see.

"You're going home saNA!" Tell boss.

Joon blinked in surprise, "home?" Ask.

"Yes go home, go home and don't work anymore, I don't need a troublemaker in my place!!" Continue his boss.

Joon is left behind and grunts annoyed at his boss, scratching his eyebrows, as if he does not believe what he has just been with, but he realizes it is not a joke, he was really angry in front of the crowd.

Joon immediately opens the apron proposing on his body and hurls it in the face of the cafe owner, "troublemaker?" Joon's on his back, "Take this! Who do you think you are that can yell at me?" Lontar Joon surprised everyone.

"Joon, stop this" Harris said, trying to calm her down.

"Continue? Good. I'll stop everything! I'm sick of always living under the feet of people like this!!" Joon doesn't care anymore about the words he sees, from friends to customers.

"Joona... Please calm down" Harris held Joon but his hands were on the ledge quickly.

"You don't have to bother driving me away! I myself am out of this damned place!!" Joon.

Just as Joon was about to get out of the cafe, the cafe owner's father blocked his path.

"Pacify yourself" Kosim told Joon.

"Quiet down? Why is everyone always telling me this? Blame me as if I were guilty! I'm sick of living under my feet like this, so give me my life back!! Joon.

Mr. Kosim smiled, "i can't fulfill that wish because only you have to do it, I believe you can do it" the middle-aged man smiled happily at Joon.

Joon clucked irritably with one hand on his waist, his eyes sidetracked in various directions that he himself did not know what he was looking at.

"Go and think about it, the door of this cafe is always open for you" said the man.

Mr. Kosim's son came to them, "why would papi talk like that to this troublemaker?" Ask Joon's boss.

Mr. Kosim did not answer the question, he smiled to see the confused Joon himself, "go away, there is no time to wait, be who you really are" continued the old man.

*****

HAHA....!

In different places Darrell's laughter echoed among the many people present at the special event, people dressed neatly with sexy women and always willing to dance and not even hesitate to do more than that with the men at a party event that is specially prepared for Darrell, he said, the people they respect the most.

"This is a new party... hahaha...!" Lontar Darrell's.

From the artist, super models, children of officials or other upper circles dissolved in the atmosphere of the festive party, and wine glasses with the best quality always faithfully decorate their hands.

"You're the most handsome baby, soon you'll be the sole owner of Calista groups, CEO of the largest company, I love you dear..." Whispered Gladys, his hand stroking the chest of Darrell's field by sitting on the lap of the burly man, occasionally kissing affectionately even in front of everyone.

Darel smiled faintly and turned his attention back to the bottle of wine, "Joon, your time is over" he muttered which followed his evil smile.