MAMA's Soul Secret

Misspeaking

Shaina insists on forcing Joon to tell her about her, as Shaina really can't stem her curiosity let alone the Darel man and the woman in the toilet both saying something that could threaten her life and Joon's.

As her curiosity grows, Shaina continues to disturb Joon's sleep by pulling his blanket or pinching him and even tickling him.

Joon, who continues to be disturbed, suddenly rises from his sleep and throws a blanket to overlap Shaina's body with a sharp eye.

"I can do more than you've ever imagined" Joon said, grinning at Shaina's shivering eyes in horror at such treatment.

"I-I'm not afraid" Shaina muttered.

Joon takes off Shaina's pajama button and positions himself right above Shaina.

"It's up to you, after all I-I have nothing to lose, this is not my body" Shaina said, beginning to tremble.

Joon stops the action and chuckles to see Shaina scared to death, Joon again lies his body next to Shaina to his original place.

"You said not to be afraid, but to tremble..." Said Joon chuckling.

Shaina bumps Joon with a pillow many times even though he continues to be laughed at.

"It sucks! It sucks! That Mr. Darel Vigor doesn't like you, you're such a bitch, you know!" Shaina Braggar.

Joon holds Shaina's hand to stop Shaina from hitting him, then he holds Shaina's body and lays her in his arms, looking at her lovingly and landing a sweet kiss on her forehead made Shaina speechless while staring at that handsome figure under the light of the lamp.

"Just fall asleep while looking at me before bed so as not to think about others" muttered Joon who patted Shaina on the shoulder.

"Why am I thinking of you? You're such a bitch!" Shaina grunts, though she does not move anymore while in the warm embrace of the man.

Shaina smiles as she can feel Joon's heartbeat so she keeps putting his palm on Joon's chest. On the other hand, Joon is turned upside down and the sweet smile fades because something is starting to roll in his mind, about Darel and the people in his past.

The night is getting late, but none of them close their eyes, though both do not move from the previous position, Joon set his gaze to the wall but his mind has gone far away that is out of nowhere, but she could still feel the warmth of Shaina's breath hitting her neck and her fingers dancing gently on her chest.

"Why haven't you slept?" Joon asked to break the silence of the night in the room which was only illuminated by the dim light of the night light.

Shaina blinked and closed her eyes, as if she had been asleep since then, making Joon chuckle, because he knew Shaina had not fallen asleep like him.

"Are you worried about something?" Added Joon.

Shaina re-opened her eyes because she was caught pretending to be asleep.

"Are you sure we'll get married after Elif's born? Because I think men are difficult to commit especially at a young age" Sudi Shaina hesitantly.

"I wasn't interested in marriage before, I never even thought about getting married, but you wouldn't want us to keep going?" Joon.

"If asked if I want to do this now, I don't want to do this but...".

"I promise after you give birth we'll get married, this is my first promise of my life" Joon said, gently peeping back Shaina's forehead.

Shaina should be happy to hear it but she herself is also confused to have to believe it or not with Joon's words, so Shaina also does not want to refute him. "I also don't know what to do with my life that somehow became Helena, and live with you who don't want to share stories with me" Shaina murmured.

Joon is speechless, digesting every word of Shaina.

Shaina raised her face to look at Joon's eyes which also set their sights on her, staring fixedly at the beautiful bead without a word being said and just a smile that can explain it.

****

Starting the day by being behind the stove every morning, preparing breakfast for everything is already an inseparable habit of Shaina's life, although more and more days feel heavy and easily tired not to mention the free numbness that sometimes attacks him does not also reduce his gratitude especially now he always gets more attention from the most desired person and children's.

Shaina can only smile in front of the egg frying pan, imagining that she and Joon are actually real husband and wife, surely he is very happy because he has been with Joon for months not even though he got an act of violence that can hurt him or threaten his life even though he is a stranger and has not known each other, he said, although Joon initially came home unconscious due to the influence of liquor, but it was a long time ago and he no longer found Joon doing strange things except bothering him.

Joon really describes the figure he always hoped for in his prayer first, a figure who is able to appreciate and love him.

"Oh Allah, may in my real life we meet again and he also recognize me" said Shaina.

THE CUP!

A sudden friendly kiss lands on Shaina's shoulder and the act is none other than Joon suddenly appearing from behind, draping his hands around Shaina's waist and landing the kiss as a good morning greeting.

"Don't daydream early in the morning" chirped Joon who is still reluctant to let go of his embrace.

"Who is daydreaming? Unhand me!" Killah Shaina's.

"It feels like just yesterday we met, but why can't I be far from you anymore, what in your cooking did you put a magnet in and give it to me?" Joon muttered.

Shaina releases Joon's hand from him to escape the warm embrace.

"What are you talking about? Move, I need to wash my hands!" Sosor Shaina's.

"I'm telling you the truth, to the point that I'm running out of the house, if it's true you're cooking a magnet please cook a lot so you never run away from me" Joon stands by leaning against the sink table near Shaina as he blushes his lips like a whining child.

Shaina raises her eyebrows while glancing at Joon who appears to be whining asking for something.

"May I wish you wouldn't go back to where you came from?" Jun muttered that looked hesitant.

Shaina was silent in silence, and stopped doing her activities, she turned to the man, looking at him blankly and incomprehensibly.

"You're afraid that if my soul returns you'll lose Miss Helena, right?" Shaina.

Joon moved out of his place to get closer to Shaina, "that's not what I meant" Joon said.

Shaina was on her toes, "don't worry that we'll get married soon and you won't part with Miss Helena again, I support you with Miss Helena so that the children have complete affection" she said.

"Shaina, you're misunderstanding".

"Miss Helena is indeed very beautiful, I was envious when I looked at her".

"Shaina, it's not what you think it is" Joon said.

Shaina is back, "just relax, I'll help you stay close to her and I also hope to be home soon, I also miss my family and my life but if I may be given a minute to see Elif's face so that I can feel perfect to be a mother" Shaina said, he unconsciously shed his tears.

Joon wants to stop Shaina, but Shaina leaves Joon in the kitchen, plus Shaina's fried eggs have previously smelled bad, forcing him to turn off the stove and stop chasing Shaina. Joon is unceasingly grumpy, regretting his wrong words.