MAMA's Soul Secret

I'm still alive

"It just so happens that you're here, please accompany me shopping" Marissa said, distracting Joon from Shaina and the kids.

"I can't" Joon said.

"Calm down, I'm not asking for payment, you're just my friend I'm just"

"That's not what I mean" Joon said, as soon as Joon's expression changed, behind his thin smile implied his dislike of Marissa's words.

"Then?" Marissa added.

Marissa was busy looking around at the bag on display, then she fell silent to watch the pensive Joon as he cast his gaze towards Shaina who was riding with the children with their conversation.

"The red one or the tosca?" Marissa asked by taking two different colored bags.

"Joon!" Marissa's exclaim surprised Joon from pensive.

"Well?!" Joon is shocked by Marissa's call.

The woman was so emotional that her tone was high, "Joon! Which good one? Red or tosca?" Marissa.

"Ooh that? Eemm... The blue one suits you better" Joon said, putting on a deathly smile.

Marissa glared at Joon sharply as if looking at his prey while saying, "this tosca is not blue!" Sergeants.

Joon flinched as he watched the bag muttering, "really? But this looks blue".

Marissa has chosen two different handbags over tens of thousands of dollars and has Joon take them to the cashier. While Marissa herself is still busy looking around the others, Marissa's habit is common to Joon.

The employee who served at the payment table asked Joon for a credit card to pay for his girlfriend's bag.

Joon glanced at Shaina who was still faithful sitting quietly waiting for him, then he looked back at the cashier and said, "he paid for himself".

The two servants who served at the cashier's desk seemed to chuckle at her hearing, and it was Joon who felt that he was really very low, even though he did not show it.

"Thank you for bringing it, I paid for it myself because your money must not be enough" said Marissa who came to the cashier's desk.

The two previous servants returned unseen while glancing cynically at Joon who increasingly felt his pride had been dropped, but for him it is not something wrong because it is denigrated by everyone is ordinary including from the woman he loves, which is due to his social status that is not a rich person. Joon leaves the cashier's desk but Marissa calls him back.

"Joon! Where you going?" Ask Marissa.

"Go home" Joon said briefly.

The handsome man walked out of the store and walked towards Shaina and the children who had been waiting for him. Behind Marissa who is against her shopping chasing Joon, the clothey of Marissa's shoes being pressed on the floor resonates as she chases after Joon.

"Joon, why did you just leave me alone?" Marissa pulled Joon's arm.

"I don't leave you, I just want to go home, look after Helena and their kids are exhausted" Joon said.

"But Joon, I'm your girlfriend! You should be more attentive to me than anyone else" Marissa said.

"I'm not ignoring you, but Helena is pregnant, Alice and Alfan are still small being outside these nights is not a good thing for their health" Joon added.

He takes Marissa's hand off her arm and continues his steps towards Shaina. And Shaina is shocked to see Joon suddenly appear and take her away.

"Where do you want to buy it again or where else?" Joon asked Shaina.

"I-I don't want anything else, my legs are sore" Shaina said.

"you guys? What are you going to play?" Joon also asked his twin nephews.

"Alice also does not want anything else, Alice sleepy and wants to go home" said Alice.

"I'm the same" added Alfan.

"I go home first" Joon told Marissa.

There was no comment from Marissa other than getting annoyed as they went through it just like that.

Although actually Shaina still want to go for a walk and enjoy the atmosphere of the night in the city of Vienna or other names of Vienna, which is nicknamed the city of culture, because Shaina doesn't know when else she could be overseas for free like that. But, seeing Marissa's attitude makes her have to undo her intentions, in terms of whatever Marissa looks very clear, she begins to dislike her presence near Joon. So inevitably Shaina says she just wants to go home to Joon on the grounds that he is tired.

Shaina only dared to glance at the sharp-eyed man who was focusing on driving the car, Joon's words calling him his wife earlier on the store employee was still ringing in his head, it feels like Shaina wants to scream and say she is very happy but Shaina again welcomes and her logic takes over her mind, assuming Joon is just plain talking without any intention.

Joon's car away from the shopping center died Marissa who stood staring at Joon's car which began to disappear from view, her snort was smelled hard with her hands clenched firmly, and the, squeezing a paper bag rope containing a bag of tens of thousands of dollars.

"Son, why are we hiding like this?" Ask one of the young men who was with the hooded woman, whose name was Jamal.

"I just want to see them" said the veiled woman while setting her eyes on Joon's car.

"Do you know them, or ngefans? If so, why didn't you ask for a photo?" Another young man called Adnan.

The woman smiled faintly without answering her sister's questions, then said, "let's go" he asked.

The three of them went from that place, passing Marissa who was still standing, without realizing it, it was clear the hooded woman had glanced at Marissa with a meaning difficult to explain.

"Mama? Finally I can calmly let you be with them, from now on I will also replace you to take care of what you want to take care of" the inner hooded woman, from now on, a glimmer of a sweet smile burst from his lips as his steps swung together with the two young men in the hustle of the city.

In the car, Shaina sat on her head, thinking about the hooded woman and the two young men, wondering how they could meet at this place, in Vienna, he said, big city among the expanse of the European continents, which certainly not a little will spend money to arrive in Vienna aka Vienna. The distance is also not like visiting a neighboring village, if you remember Shaina did not have that much savings to be able to walk abroad even sometimes he took into account the first expenditure only for a chicken KFC kw-an.

Even if selling inheritance land, it was not enough to go abroad because his family would surely cross his name from the family card. But seeing the woman and the two young men made him even more confused as to how they could be in Vienna.

"Oh my God, what is going on?" Shaina muttered grimacingly, "if she's here, then I'm still alive" she continued, "waaauu! I'm still alive" Shaina continued exclaiming pleasure until she smiled widely with sparkling eyes.

"What's wrong" asked Joon who glanced at Shaina acting strangely.

Shaina's on her back, "what did you think that person was?" Answer Shaina's question.

"Who?"

"That was... The hooded woman who was with the two young men earlier..." Shaina.

Joon snorted while glancing cynically at Shaina, "so from earlier you were thinking of them? Worth the smile!!!" Spray Joon.

"Why you? Why are you angry? It's up to me to think what" Shaina said.

"You're pregnant don't think about other men!!".

"What are you talking about? I'm just asking about the girl"

"Female? But obviously you were secretly watching that man!!" Timpal Joon's.

"Yes, I don't want to answer but don't miss it" Shaina crossed her arms and threw Joon away.

The atmosphere became silent instantly, Alice and Alfan who saw it became confused and because the quiet atmosphere made them fall asleep in the car seat.

Arriving home, after parking his car, Joon wakes them up from his sleep but Alfan is hard to wake, so Joon holds him to the room. After washing her face and the delayed prayers, Shaina gets into bed to sleep next to the children but Alice suddenly asks, "Mama Shaina didn't sleep with uncle?".

Shaina is immediately fixated on hearing Alice's question, leaving her speechless and feeling ashamed of herself about her sleeping with Joon despite the absence of a sacred bond between them.

"No, Shaina's mom wants to sleep with you guys, okay?" Shaina asked who was sitting on the bed.

"But ma, the uncle's kasian is not there to be with" Alice added.

Shaina kissed Alice softly on the forehead and said, "honey, it's late, we're sleeping yuk", she said to divert their conversation and Alice didn't wonder anymore.

Alice complies with Shaina's words to sleep and doesn't talk much anymore, Shaina's heart turns gray, about the hooded woman was still in his mind and anxious if he could not return to his original body but he was also afraid if he parted with Alice and Alfan.