MAMA's Soul Secret

I'm your card

When the atmosphere became quiet because of Shaina's words that contained controversy, but not with Shaina, he himself chuckled at their reactions.

"I fell in love with my life because God answered my prayers, He gave me a miracle that no one else would have experienced like me, although I was considered crazy but in reality I am here as a person who is respected, loved, intelligent and very charming. I was free to do anything without any gossip, denigrated or ignored." Shaina's tone sounded jarring in the room.

Kissing Alice and Alfan was no longer something she was taboo to do as she now did not hesitate to land her sweet kiss on the forehead of the twins, "what is amazing is that I became a mother of super sweet and handsome children like my friends who often adorn their social media, whereas I easily have it all even I'm believed to be pregnant right now, isn't that an incredible miracle?" shaina said proudly. But not with Joon and the kids, they think Shaina is weird.

"Mama..." Mumbled Alice.

"Don't worry, Mama is here and we'll be together" Shaina said in a soft voice and then threw her eyes at Joon with a big smile, "I must have a lot of money, right?" Shaina asked, she raised her hand, "I asked for my credit card, I'm a rich man....!!!" added Shaina.

"Your credit card is me" Joon brushes off Shaina's hand and Joon continues playing the game.

Shaina was aghast, "Huh?!".

"You've donated all your money to science and paid for your children's education until they went to college, so now you don't have any more money" Joon said.

"W-what? You're saying I pay their school all the way to college where they haven't even graduated from grade school?" Pekik Shaina's.

"Yes, you have chosen the best schools for them ahead of time" Joon added.

"Is he uh I mean I'm really that crazy? does he think money is like a leaf that can just come?" Shaina dropped her back onto the back of the sofa lazily.

Joon raises his eyebrows and puts down his phone and turns on the TV.

Shaina slept on the sofa and patted her forehead, "Geez, no one is perfect, some are beautiful and smart but crazy, some are ugly and stupid but shit!" ketus Shaina's.

"I don't know but for sure you're a little crazy and you like to spend time after my brother dies" Joon said.

"Geez! I thought I'd live as a rich man, but it's no different than my life" Shaina murmured.

Shaina grumbles with her life, then realizes when she turns to her side that her children are also more unfortunate than her, Helena, the look of their sadness is clearly emblazoned with the attitude of Shaina who as Helena lately is quite disturbing, where Shaina often forgets when called by the name of Mama even Shaina also often forget the name of the twins.

Actually Shaina also feels sorry for them so she tries to entertain him, she asks Joon to take special broadcasts of children who many cartoon films. But not only children who participated late in watching cartoons but Shaina also looked serious even he joined the comments if not according to his wishes. On the other hand Joon who is silent but secretly pay attention to the actions of the woman.

The hour hand shows at half-ten, Shaina tells the children to sleep and she herself still sleeps on the sofa while watching action movies, her favorite movie among all genres of movies.

Joon also watched because the action film was also his favorite, they dissolved in a tense atmosphere in every scene played by the actors and actresses, without realizing that time had continued to run until midnight.

Joon glanced at his friend, "You didn't sleep?" He asked as he moved from his seat.

"I couldn't get up, my legs were cramping and I couldn't move" Shaina said as she slowly lowered her legs from the sofa.

Joon turns off the TV and approaches Shaina.

"What are you doing?" Scream Shaina because Joon is holding her.

"Don't say much! I'll take you to the room, your legs are cramping right?" Joon.

Shaina nodded and nailed speechlessly looking at Joon's face in a very close distance.

"Don't move around a lot and hold on if you don't want to fall, because there's a baby in your belly" Joon added.

Shaina complies with what Joon says even though he knows they shouldn't be that close but he really can't walk. Joon is stunned to hear Shaina's heart beating hard enough, but his feelings also go strange when Shaina's hands are coiled around her neck, the feeling grew even more so by looking at Helena's innocent expression like an innocent girl, plus Helena wore shorts, her smooth thighs as if calling Joon to touch her.

In the bed there were already Alice and Alfan who had fallen asleep in the dim light of the lights that were deliberately set to Alfan before they slept. Joon lays Shaina's body next to Alice, but without reason he also comes closer to Shaina.

"I feel sultry" Shaina murmured.

The sentence seemed to invite Joon to get closer to her until both of their faces were very close where Shaina could feel the breath of Joon who sighed on her lips.

The two hearts also come into a great race whenever the soft touch of Joon's hand wipes Helena's lips, causing Shaina to have a really hard time controlling herself her chest keeps going up and down like something is pushing Shaina to enjoy Joon's breath.

Two pairs of their eyes also clashed with each other for a long time, while Joon seemed to close his eyes while touching every corner of Helena's face and increasingly make Shaina can not do anything, shaina's breath is also getting breathless but she is trying to stay in her control with full awareness.

"I want to sleep." Shaina muttered.

Joon soon wakes up from above Shaina and they become awkward with each other, "I'm sorry..." Joon said and he left the room.

In his room Joon did not immediately sleep but he sat leaning against the wall of the bed, closing his eyes and recalling his touch on Helena's face. Then it ended with an annoyed snort and continued his sleep but his feelings were like something was stuck.

Early in the morning, Joon wakes up to prepare breakfast because he does not want to rush again like yesterday because they are all bad luck. But his steps had not touched the kitchen floor he had stopped because he saw Shaina looking enthusiastic with kitchen utensils.

When Shaina turns around, shocked to find Joon standing at the kitchen entrance, last night's memory comes back to her. To prevent Joon from thinking that is not-no, Shaina immediately turned her face even though Joon's steps that continue to approach make her heart beat.

Shaina was shocked as she said, "what are you doing?".

Instead of answering Shaina's question, Joon gets closer to Shaina who also returns his steps but steps stuck on the kitchen table so he can not go anywhere. Joon's two hands clung to the side of the table as if he was locking the woman, slowly Joon's hands returned to gently wipe Shaina's face and Joon closed his eyes again like the action last night, their position was very close as if sparks were ready to burn his heart back.

"Joon, what are you doing? Remember your limits I'm your sister-in-law!" Ketus Shaina who suddenly.

Shaina doesn't know what she has said but at least she can get away from Joon.

"Who are you?" Joon asked who opened his eyes.

Shaina was aghast, "A-I'm Helena" Shaina muttered

"Who are you?" Hardik Joon with a high voice and made Shaina afraid.

"I'm Helena, your sister-in-law..."

"Who are you? Where's she?" Joon's voice gets higher and he also hits the table.

Shaina gets scared and pushes Joon, "what are you talking about? I'm Helena" Shaina muttered.

"You're not Helena! Where are you hiding him?" Shouted Joon.

"Why you? I said I'm Shaina, you scolded me, I claimed to be Helena you also scolded me and asked where the woman was?" As Shaina grunted, she even held on to the side of the dining table.

Shaina felt a great pain in her stomach and she continued to firmly grip the side of the table, "Aaauuu!" He strangled her by holding her stomach.

Joon runs at Shaina, "Helena! Helena why are you?" Joon asked while holding it.

"Aauu!! It hurts!!" The screech. Shaina sat on the floor enduring the pain.

Joon picks up Shaina and tells the kids to go to school on the school bus, he also gives more money to buy breakfast at school because he has to take Shaina to the hospital. Almost half an hour passed and they finally arrived at the hospital and the doctor immediately handled it.

Shaina sits leaning against the patient bed, watching Joon enter her room and approach.

"What did the doctor say?" Ask Shaina.

"You are forbidden a lot of thoughts and do not get tired because it will endanger the baby" Joon said.

"I want to go home" Shaina muttered.

"Where?" Ask Joon.

"Did I have another house besides yours?" Tukas Shaina's.

The door to the patient's room opened again and a female doctor and nurse entered. They advise Shaina to do an ultrasound so that she can see the state of the baby. Shaina is very stubborn although not sick but she does not dare to see the baby.

"Mr also has to see it" the doctor told Joon.

"Sorry doc, I'm not her husband" Joon said.

"Where is her husband? She will definitely be happy to see the baby" the doctor added.

"It's dead" Shaina said.

Joon saw Shaina turn her face away from him, "well I'll come along" Joon said.

The doctor uncovers Shaina's clothes to run the special tools, but Shaina continues to cover it because she is ashamed that someone saw her stomach especially Joon was also in the room. But the doctor still tried to persuade Shaina and strange sounds began to be heard from the device.

Joon was surprised and surprised by the boisterous sounds like a herd of running horses clearly heard from the Doppler tool that moved the Doctor on the surface of Shaina's stomach.

"Look at that baby lady, she's very healthy some organs are starting to grow" the doctor said, pointing to a large screen attached to the wall.

"really? I don't know how to look at it" Shaina said.

"Yes, I don't understand either" Joon said

The doctor and nurse smiled at the two of them, and then the doctor showed each of the organs.

"She's so small" Shaina muttered with a smile looking at the 4D image as well as Joon.