MAMA's Soul Secret

Nightmares

Beside the bed there is a digital clock that can light up in the dark shows the number 00; 16 in the morning. The cold at night is increasingly piercing to the bone especially Vienna is very close to the Alps or also called by the name of the white mountain (Mont Blanc) because it refers to its peak which is covered with snow.

But the curiosity of where Joon went in the middle of the night at once worried him because almost fifteen minutes Shaina passed Joon never returned, then with all the strength he had, Shaina woke up from her sleep, going down the bed runs towards the bathroom, but there is no one in it, so Shaina steadies her steps out of the room. Tracing the living room which is also empty and similar things are also seen in the kitchen even Shaina also tried to find Joon in the room Alice and Alfan, and Joon is not also seen, as well, because all the places he has been lying down and nowhere, Shaina's worries are growing. But as she was about to return to the room, there was a sound of someone outside the house, slowly Shaina approached the exit that was tenuous because someone had opened it.

The cold air coming in between the tenuous door made Shaina shudder in horror until she tightened her arms.

"Don't be afraid... Don'tbeafraid... It's abroad where there are ghosts" Shaina muttered which suggested her own mind not to be afraid.

Behind the open door gap appeared someone standing in the yard was talking through a smartphone, and the figure was increasingly clearly visible under the dim lights.

"Joon?" Shaina muttered, "why are these nights out?" Reciprocity.

Joon seems agitated when talking to someone on his phone.

"Thank you sir, tomorrow I'll take him, and you can see for yourself" Joon told the person on his phone.

He seemed to be smiling, but the smile was forced.

Joon's conversation doesn't sound so clear that Shaina doesn't know what Joon means to that person. Soon Joon hangs up his phone and wants to get into the house, as soon as Shaina enters the room before Joon returns, so that he is not caught eavesdropping.

Before Joon's move to actually being in the room, Shaina had already first draped herself in a blanket and pretended to be asleep, but behind the blanket, Shaina still opened her eyes while thinking about the contents of Joon's conversation outside.

Until Joon's room stops near Shaina's bed sleeping, his silent gaze adorns his face with something he tries to hide alone. Deftly Joon pulled the blanket worn by Shaina to cover the woman's legs that were exposed during the rush of the crawl. After that Joon again laid his body on the carpet that he stalls on the floor as his bed. The cold of the night before winter can be slightly muted thanks to the thick and soft carpet so Joon can sleep soundly even though he does not sleep in the soft bed. It was not that he did not want to share the bed or keep his distance from Shaina, it's just that he no longer wants to treat Shaina like before when he doesn't know that Shaina is a nice girl and has not been touched by any man.

Joon feels guilty for his actions a while ago, tempting Shaina to be able to touch him more than just a casual touch, and it is undeniable that Joon secretly also wants to have fun in bed like a legitimate married couple with Shaina even though she is pregnant, to the extent that Joon put aside the body of Helena who is the wife of his own biological sister.

But after finding out Shaina is still a holy girl from the hands of a man other than his ignorant hand, Joon promised himself that he would try to keep the girl from any man including himself so he started to keep his distance from Shaina even though it seemed difficult to do because every day Shaina continued to get sweeter and adorable though a little chatty and spoiled.

Shaina who is hiding from Joon does not think she was actually asleep, but it did not last long because suddenly her legs felt very sore. Turning from one side to the other can not also relieve it, massaging with his hands instead make his hands ache, Shaina so confused to deal with it.

He peeked at Joon who had closed his eyes even he started to snore under the blanket that wrapped himself. Shaina hesitates about trying to call the always-so-great man and wishes Joon now to help her as he always does.

"Joona..." Call Shaina.

Several times called not even though Joon disobeyed him, even if he moves Joon only justifies his sleeping position.

"Joona...". Shaina still did not give up.

"Emm..." Joon muttered.

It sounds Joon saying it while squirming in his blanket with his eyes still closed.

"Joon...!!".

"Yes-yes, what's wrong?".

"My feet ache please massage" Shaina said.

"Let's sleep in two minutes, okay?" Mumbled.

Shaina immediately bends her face because she is upset with Joon who does not want to help her. He resumed his sleep despite being uncomfortable with the condition of his body, sometimes he seemed to hit his feet that felt sore. Shaina's clapping is heard by Joon, who is half-conscious as a result of Shaina's earlier construction, and realizes that he is being asked for help. With a limp and lazy motion because it was too sleepy Joon rose from his sleep to climb into Shaina's bed.

"Which one?" Joon asks who sits at Shaina's feet, while occasionally yawning.

Shaina stuck out her legs covered in blankets, slowly but surely Joon continued to massage the woman's legs while holding back sleepiness, her eyes were difficult to open.

TUKS! TUKS! TUK'S!.

"Mama!! Mama!"

There was a knock on the door of the room followed by Alfan's voice. Shaina and Joon look towards the door, as it is not usual for Alfan to call Shaina in the middle of the night.

"Yes Fan! Come inside!" Shaina Sahut.

"What's wrong? At midnight like this calling?" Joon asks Alfan who looks cold sweaty.

"Alfan scared... Alfan dreams mama wants to go far away and leave Alfan with Alice..." Alfan's freshly finished crying.

"Oh baby... Here-here!" Shaina spread out her hands while she held off Alfan.

Shaina immediately grabbed Alfan's hand to lie in his arms "where might I leave Alfan with Alice, Mama will love you" Shaina said as she kissed the top of her head Alfan berponi.

"But Ma, Alfan Mama's dream says he wants to go far" said Alfan.

Shaina was silent as she looked at the sweet-looking little boy with an adorable face, she stroked the curls.

"It's just a dream baby, Mama's here and not going anywhere" Shaina added.

"Mama promise, right? Not going anywhere?" Alfan looked into Shaina's eyes.

Shaina was silent in silence without being able to say the promise even though she smiled and her attitude was also noticed by Joon who sat at his feet while massaging. The two of them looked at each other in silence.

"Can Alfan sleep here tonight?" Shaina asked Joon.

"It's up to you, as long as it doesn't bother you" Joon said.

Alfan was immediately happy when he found out he was allowed to sleep with Shaina who did not hesitate to hold her in the warm arms of a mother, because Shaina already considered Alfan and Alice as her own children even though they did not give birth to her.

Joon only sees Shaina's special treatment of his niece, making him happy.

"Alfan, if you can't sleep hug Mama Shaina tightly, pity Mama and her baby sister who are squeezed" said Joon.

"Yes uncle" said Alfan.

Shaina's caresses of love wipe on Alfan's head in his arms, while enjoying Joon's gentle massage on the tip of his foot. There are no complaints from Joon even though he often yawns because he is still very sleepy.

"Mr...!"

Another call was heard behind the room door, and it was none other than Alice.

"Dear on, come in!" Sahut Shaina who already knows whose voice it is.

The wave-haired girl walked into the room and did not forget she closed the door again, her steps slowly approaching to the side of Shaina's bed.

"Alice lives alone, Alice also wants to sleep with Mama" grumbled the cute girl.

Joon shares his gaze with Shaina while smiling, Joon stops from massaging and approaches Alice, he holds the sweet girl.

"You want to sleep with Mama too?" Ask Joon.

Alice nodded with a clear face.

"All right! How about Alice sleep with uncle instead?" Ask Joon.

Sontak Alice bent her face while muttering, "Alice just wants to sleep with Mama".

Joon chuckles at Alice's expression not liking her offer.

"Don't frown that, sleeping with uncle can also, will uncle hug" joon slurriedly but Alice still bent her face to the point that she threw away her face when she saw Joon.

While chuckling with Shaina, Joon asks Alfan to shift to make room for Alice so that she can sleep next to Shaina.

"It's very cold tonight, uncle sleeps here too?" Joon's petals are lying next to Alfan.

That night Joon and Shaina sleep together with each of them, each of them hugging the twins in a blanket, Joon and Shaina share their views while smiling themselves.