MAMA's Soul Secret

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"Here alone, don't worry about the others, I don't have the energy to even move, not being able to do what I want now is just sleep" said Joon who held Shaina's hand.

Once again from the words Joon scratches the wound in his heart, even so Shaina complies with Joon's means to sleep next to him other than not having the energy to move back to Alice and Alfan's room, but also not having the energy to move back to Alice and Alfan's room, because the pain was still felt in her hip and it would hurt even more if Shaina forced herself to walk. At the pull of the thick blanket to cover his body, but occasionally he seemed to wipe his tears.

"Tired? Tired what? Wasn't he happy just getting a special service at the hotel with that woman?" Shaina's great-grandson who slept by turning her back on Joon.

Shaina looks back and sees Joon has fallen asleep in an instant.

" Who told him to come home after doing that? he should continue until he is satisfied!" Shaina's grunts are upset at Joon.

Shaina changes her sleeping position by facing Joon, looking at the handsome face that looks very calm in her sleep. Instantly his anger was gone without implying to see Joon who fell asleep like that which makes any women will fall in love with him is no exception Shaina, increasingly increased his feelings for Joon, which makes every day more, the flowers are as if scattered every time with Joon, a feeling he never felt in any man.

Although it was once people from his family, friends and neighbors to anyone who recognized him liked to introduce him to someone or match him so that Shaina can change the status of her single into pairs, but still no one is able to open his heart, not interested, even though the person introduced to him is quite interesting ranging from his social life to his background. But not with Joon, for him he is a very charming man not only from his face but the way he treats him well even though others see him a thousand bad things but he can see one good thing about him, for him it was enough than people saw a thousand good but he hid one bad, because Shaina is more interested in people looking bad but hiding his goodness than the people he often met, Shaina is more interested in people who look bad, always be nice but behind it do the opposite.

Although Shaina knows Joon's association is quite free, but still he can not change his feelings. To him Joon, the first person to introduce him to his name is love, love that he always avoids first, love that is always trivial, love that is considered a lie, love that is always considered an illusion, but now Shaina feels trapped in her feelings for the stranger, fear of abandonment, jealousy, distrust and other feelings.

Shaina's sweet smile continues to adorn her lips while looking at Joon, but the smile is broken when anxious thoughts accompany her, she rushes to sit next to Joon, slowly pulling the collar of the shirt Joon is wearing, to check Joon's neck from the sex marks, but he doesn't find it, so a crazy idea pops into his head.

His hands were quite carefully playing on the buttons of the black shirt that Joon was wearing, "Please don't get up first..." Chick Shaina.

While biting his lips, one by one Joon shirt buttons on the date by Shaina while hoping Joon is not awake. Until all the buttons are open but not a speck of Shaina found red spots on Joon's body even lipstick marks were not there. Shaina finds herself overcome by demonic whispers to enjoy every inch of Joon's seductive body, with her white muscles clean and smooth.

Shaina takes the initiative to smell the scent of female perfume that may be left on Joon's body, slowly sniffing parts of Joon's body up to his neck, but he finds no scent other than Joon's own.

"What are you doing?".

Shaina is shocked and stunned to see Joon open his eyes suddenly. Joon was just as surprised to know the buttons of his shirt were all open let alone the face of Shaina who was very close to his face, he immediately pulled his clothes to cover his body which was bare chest. Shaina immediately moved away and sat down beside him while throwing her face away while simultaneously enduring the embarrassment.

"Are you planning to do that to me?" Limpal Joon while crossing his arms around his chest with a frightened expression like a child.

"What do you mean?" Dengus Shaina's.

"Do you want to mengk*saku?" Joon added with his increasingly frightened expression.

Shaina turns around and hits Joon with a pillow, "who would want to do that to you? I just saw an insect get into your clothes!!" Timpal Shaina who snorted was annoyed.

Joon quickly pulls Shaina's body and lays it over the bed and over it and brings her face closer to Shaina, "if you want that to say it, I will definitely satisfy you don't be like this" joon whispered to Shaina.

Shaina is very surprised and instantly her heart is almost dislodged with Joon's unexpected action.

"Joon! Unhand me! I don't want to!" Scared Shaina's petrified pekik is half dead.

"Don't worry, it doesn't hurt, I'll be careful" Joon whispered, grinning with his evil smile that made Shaina even more afraid.

Slowly Joon approaches Shaina's pale face, so close to Joon's face, Shaina can feel Joon's breath on her lips with eyes that are difficult to interpret.

Shaina grimaces as she closes her eyes, her body feels numb, especially Joon to press down and hold her hands so that she is in a supine position under Joon's body, forcing Shaina to think about what will happen next.

"I understand it's not you who want it but your estrogen hormone is increasing" Joon said.

"Joon..., I beg you.. don't do that.. this isn't what hiks thinks...hiks...!".

Both of Shaina's cheeks were already in tears, afraid that Joon would completely snatch her chastity. But Joon just smiled looking at Shaina who was already crying.

Joon's hand wipes Shaina's tears, then he steps away from Shaina.

"Don't cry anymore, I'm just kidding" Joon said.

Because of her actions, Joon feels guilty for Shaina, "Shaina... Don't cry anymore, I'm sorry" he said.

"Your jokes aren't funny! I'm pissed! piss off! piss off! I hate you!!" Shaina sprayed and did not want to look at Joon even he brushed off the hand of Joon who wanted to touch him.

Joon was silent as he looked at Shaina who was sobbing in a blanket, his smile had been replaced by a sad expression, guilt had enveloped him.

"I'm sorry, go to sleep.., I won't bother you anymore" Joon said, then he got out of his place and walked out of the room carrying his blanket.

Shaina ignores Joon, he is already drowning in tears.

Joon who came out of the room immediately laid his body on the sofa inside and enveloped himself, his mind still fixed on Shaina who was made to cry by him. He did not expect Shaina to be that scared even though lately they often together even sleep naked even though they did nothing.

The next morning Shaina is quite surprised to find Joon sleeping on the living room sofa, but remembering the previous incident makes Shaina again annoyed with him, so he does not care about Joon's whereabouts.

Shaina's nonchalant actions continue down to the dinner table until Joon leaves for work, not once does Shaina start a conversation except to answer Joon's questions briefly if Joon asks.

Dicekin Shaina like making Joon not calm, several times he made mistakes while working, starting he forgot to give sugar in the coffee of his customers until the wrong order, he said, he was forced to get a reprimand from his superiors that was unprecedented in his world of work as a Barista at the cafe.

Harris observes Joon's rather strange moves as he normally does.

"Hey bro! What the hell is it, your kingdom is so fucked up today? Didn't Marissa give you any vitamins last night?" Harris asked with a grin.

Joon grunts annoyed at her, "what vitamins? Last night I just met him for a second" Joon said.

"Why could that be?" Harris asked who started to be curious about Joon last night.

Joon sighed deeply, hoping that his depressed feelings would come out with his breath. He turned his body against the toilet wall which happened to be when there were only two of them inside.

"I'm coming home to my house" Joon said.

Harris chuckled, "you really can't go far with Helena huh? Dating with your boyfriend just want to go home" said Harris.

Joon was silent while smiling cynically at his best friend who he thought did not understand his point. Joon approached the sink to wash his face.

Harris flinched and immediately set his sights on the listless-looking Joon, "Joon! You mean you went home, to the house...?" Harris's sentence was broken.

Joon nods, "at the house last night there was a family meeting, Aunt forced me to attend".

Harris was silent as he looked at Joon who looked not okay.

"That house where my brother and I grew up with our parents, it felt like the best place I had but now everything seems lonely despite the many people who live in that house".

"You must miss them so much" Harris said.

"You're right, I miss them, the atmosphere of my home used to be, but strangely when I was there last night I couldn't even sleep" Joon said.

Harris chuckled and even patted his best friend's shoulder, "hey buddy! your body has adapted to a simple life so when you are in a rich facility you will be in trouble" Harris said.

"Basar you! That's not the case, I can't sleep because I'm worried about Shaina and the kids at home, so I go home early in the morning but instead of being welcomed I'm in a cage instead, since this morning until now, Shaina has not even talked to me" Joon said.

"What did you do to Shaina to ignore you?" Ask Harris.

"I.that's..." Joon grimaces, "Oh yeah! I have to get back to work" Joon rushes out of the toilet leaving Harris still curious about Joon's answer.

"Almost I said it" Joon murmured as he clenched his mouth with his hand, his steps accelerated as Harris chased after him and asked the same question.