MAMA's Soul Secret

Helena or Shaina?

"Alfan, Alice, may you be happy there, Mama misses you" said Helena

The family's small talk, which was interspersed with laughter, broke Helena's daydream, and she again participated in the talk.

"Adnan, teach sister njai again later?" Helena said on the sidelines of their conversation.

"Siiip is my brother" said Adnan while raising his thumb.

"Kak Shaina why not learn the same as Jamal?" Sela Rina's.

"Bang Jamal you mostly play hp, and do not focus on teaching brother" said Helena while leaning towards jamal.

After lunch, Helena was getting ready with neat clothes, she planned to go shopping with Samir.

After a long tour, they Helena and Samir rest in front of the motor showroom, Sahir confused to see his brother come inside and look at the latest motorcycle lines.

"Sir, just go home and don't be embarrassed here" said Sahir pulling Helena's arm.

"Which do you think is good?" Helena asked Sahir.

"Sorry brother, this is the latest motorcycle and the price is quite expensive" interrupted SPG who trailed Shaina or Helena.

CK, "sister, let's go home, don't stay here anymore, otherwise I stay here" Sahir threatened to walk out, but a few steps he turned to his brother who did not budge from his place.

Sahir who felt very embarrassed by the attitude of his brother who went around in the row of motorcycles on display, plus his SPGs who looked cynically at Helena, making Sahir did not have the heart to see his brother in shame.

"Just tell me which one is good, we just got home" Helena said.

Sahir scratched his head, "this one!" Timpal Sahir while pointing to a pretty good motor let alone the latest output.

"That's expensive" the SPG again interrupted Helena's conversation with Sahir.

Helena took the card out of her grocery bag and gave it to the SPG, saying, "I took this one".

Sahir gaped at the behavior of his brother who looked very serious.

"The installments are three years" the SPG said.

"I take keel without installment" said Helena.

"Sir, BPJS does not do well here we go home, I'm again kebelet ni" whispered Sahir to his brother.

The SPG gave Helena's card to the cashier and after being scratched, the showroom owner finally handed the key to Helene.

"Thank you for visiting, please come again if there's anything you want" the showroom owner said politely.

Sahir gaped and looked at his brother who could buy the latest motorcycle at a fantastic price.

"Do you sell ethics here?" Ask Helena.

"I mean miss?" Ask the showroom owner.

"If there is one I would also like to buy it and I will donate it to this employee of yours" Helena threw her gaze at the SPG earlier.

It was clear that SPG was very embarrassed, so he did not dare to raise his head even to his friend who was as professional as him, because he was being made into a spectacle that included other visitors.

Helena ignored the showroom owner's apology and even the SPG's own apology, she was so serious about signing important papers, then again he put his credit card with the letters in his grocery bag that is far from good or expensive.

"Take the key, let's go home, but after this you have to promise to focus on working in the pesantren and you also have to share it with the sisters" Helena said.

Sahir still can not believe what he just witnessed from his brother, he was also surprised lately Shaina can always make him and others surprised by the various actions.

Helena who has learned to ride a motorcycle while trapped in Shaina's body, so she is already adept at driving alone. Sahir himself is still tangled between dreams and reality because he is now riding a new motorcycle that he and his brothers crave.

Arriving at Sahir's house has been welcomed by his two younger brothers and his cousin.

"Who is this bike? Good right, must be expensive" asked Jamal.

"Our motor" sahut Sahir .

Spontaneous jamal and Adnan laughed so loosely that their mother and father stood at the door looking at their children's behavior.

"You bang out begal who the hell got a bike as cool as this?" Added Adnan.

"I'm not bad, but the big brother who mengepet, lest you help big brother mengepet ya? Because other than you, no one else stayed home when we went to the hotel" Sahir said.

"Huussa! Who is mopping? I don't understand" Adnan replied.

Sahir also recounted the events that occurred in the showroom earlier, making others wonder with their Shaina who continues to be different after recovering from an accident a few months ago.

"Where do you want to buy a new bike from?" Ask father.

Helena let out a long sigh and looked them in the eye, "have I said before I am not your daughter, my name is Helena, I'm a professor in one of the faraway lands and I had an accident back then, when I realized I was with you guys".

"Wahh! I'm starting to date again this child" sela Sahir.

"I was devastated to part with my children especially that I was pregnant as well" Helena said.

"Kids?" Sudi.

"Yes. Alice and Alfan, they're sweet kids but unfortunately I often ignore them because of the demands of my job plus my husband just died, now I miss them a lot but I'm also happy here because I can have more parents and brothers who behave like my sons" Helena said.

"I'm so hungry to hear brother chattering" interrupted Jamal who left the living room of his house.

"Then what about our daughter?" Suddenly her father asks Shaina a question.

"Your daughters... I'm sorry, he may have trouble taking my place like I took his place, only he can't be as free as I am, because my children are with him but you don't worry about anyone being with him" helena.

They all fell silent between believing and not what Shaina told them.

"Oh my God...! Is this the result of my brother watching fiction movies a lot, so go crazy like this?" Jamal muttered that he did not leave the room.

"Please if you don't believe but that's the truth. I also just understood that our goal was to change positions so that we could fix what was wrong with us, I'm here to take his place to do what he can't do with you, which is to protect you, whereas he's doing what I can't do there, which is to be a good mother" Helena began to shed her tears remembering her children whom she missed so much more than a fetus that she could not yet see.

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This is a gift for those who ask for the story of Helena, hopefully not disappointing, otherwise the author can baper nih 🥺🥺