MAMA's Soul Secret

Not hallucinating

The reality is breaking memories in her past, where now Shaina must hurry to prepare breakfast for the children and Joon who will work. He gets up from his bed and immediately goes to the kitchen after washing his face, but steps are stopped when he sees Joon's room door still tightly closed, I don't know how many times Shaina banged on the door but there was no reply from Joon.

He takes a deep breath before Shaina turns the door handle which is certainly not locked, feeling nervous when he finds Joon who is still wrapped in a blanket, and is still wrapped in a blanket, slowly he pulls the blanket that covers Joon's face to wake up. But Shaina can only be silent with a smile looking at Joon's dazzling face even though it is still closed, the beautiful face only looks firm but also looks so sweet, makes no one get bored just to look at it.

"Joon wakes up, you're not working?" slowly Shaina removes the blanket that Joon face so that the man wakes up immediately but his efforts do not even have any impact even though Shaina has repeated the sentence again several times. Joon is still lulled in his dreams.

Shaina gets closer to touching him while saying, "Joon wakes up!" Shaina banged Joon on the shoulder.

"Emmm.." muttered Joon wriggling and pulled back the blanket.

"Joon's awake! You're not working?" Shaina raised her tone.

"Work, why ... Emm ...?" muttering Joon, opened his eyes, and blinked at Helena in his pajamas and shorts, his short hair was also untidy, an appearance he had never seen from a Helena, she said, but Joon not only thinks Helena is different, he also thinks Helena is sweeter.

"You're bad luck" Shaina said.

Joon flinched and got up from his sleep, "Certainly?" he turned to his desk clock, in an instant considering he forgot to reset his desk clock last night.

Shaina gets up from Joon's bed and goes out, leaving Joon who flushes his blanket and hastily walks into the bathroom. The same thing happened to Shaina in the kitchen, she was panicked and confused, did not know what to cook for their breakfast, which obviously cooking was not her specialty, even so he still cooked rice in the rice cooker first while thinking of a way out of his panic and could cook something for the children.

"You woke up bad, too?".

As soon as Shaina set her eyes on the origin of the voice that was none other than Joon who entered the kitchen, the cold instantly ambushed Shaina's body as the man stood next to her, the fresh skin and the smell of shampoo from Joon's body make Shaina minder remember him who has not bathed after bathing and changing clothes.

"Yes, I also had bad luck and immediately woke up the children and you" Shaina said, panicking clearly from the look on her face.

"What are you cooking?" Joon asks who is back to Shaina.

"I don't know, but I've been cooking rice and the plan is to make fried rice" Shaina said as she bit her lower lip, wiping her hair behind her ear.

"Let me make the fried rice, the rice is ripe, right?" Added Joon.

"Already, "Shaina's hands are shaking, "let me get them and I'll fry eggs but I can't make cow's eye eggs" he continued.

"It's okay that there's something important to eat" Joon said.

Shaina gives Joon the rice he took in the rice cooker, Joon's hands are very deftly shaking the frying pan, and his hands also look very strong. Seeing Joon like that almost makes Shaina forget the self that fantasizes about Joon and himself, because after all Shaina is a normal and natural woman if you expect her halal partner like Joon.

"Ohhhhhh!" shaina shouts.

Joon shrinks the stove fire and grabs Shaina's hand which is hit by a hot skillet while frying chicken eggs.

"Eat him carefully" Joon sneaks while compressing Shaina's hand with ice cubes he took earlier in the refrigerator.

"sorry" said Shaina

While setting his eyes on Helena's face, Joon subconsciously looks at her with a strange look and looks at her from underfoot to the tip of his head while smiling without letting go of Shaina's hand. Uncomfortable with Joon's attitude, Shaina pulls her hand and moves away.

"Don't think no-no, I just checked your height which turns out you're not too high either" Joon elak, turning the topic around because he was looking at Helena before.

"You're too tall, Miss Helena is ideal, unlike me, who may be just your shoulder if I'm wearing heels" shaina said as she raised her hand as Joon equal to the height of his original body.

Joon's on the edge, "then what else is it about you?".

Shaina again busied herself with cooking utensils while telling her about herself, "my 150, my hair is long and black like the color of my eyes, I am not good at dressing up and speaking in public, I am the first child and the only girl, I always try to be independent because I do not want to burden anyone, but ..in fact I always need someone else ..." Shaina was speechless, deep in her own thoughts, imagining herself before.

"Maybe it's my punishment for not being grateful for what I already have, and now my life has disappeared from myself to see my own shadow or to hear my name called by anyone can no longer.." Shaina added.

"Honestly, I still don't believe in that kind of thing, but I'd like to hear about that person you call yourself, that person, who knows, one day I'll meet someone like that and I'll get to know him through your story" Joon confessed.

"You won't meet her, she lives so far away that even I'm not sure she's alive even if you're alive you won't be interested in recognizing her" Shaina stared at Joon.

"Why?" Joon chuckles.

"She's not attractive at all and doesn't have any advantages, she's not beautiful" Shaina added, turning her face away from Joon.

"Mama..." Call Alfan and Alice who approach them.

Shaina turned around and looked at the two children, her heart pounding, she took a deep breath and exhalated, then said, "Whatever happens from now on I'll live as Miss Helena, looking after the kids and the baby, after all Mama's call isn't as bad as I imagined, at least there's something good I'm doing" shaina smiled at Joon.

His smile was only as his mask, as he felt that something was not right in his life, while Alice and Alfan were silent and did not understand the woman's intentions which they thought were still their mother.

"Call me Mama, I'll get used to it" Shaina turned to Joon, "you're Mr. Joon too, whatever you want to think who I am, I don't care anymore, I'm Shaina or Helena everything won't change anything" her eyes fixed on Joon's bead.

Then turning, Shaina patted her chest saying, "miss Helena where are you? Look at me mastering your body" Shaina swirled around with her face up, looking around her even the kitchen ceiling, "I also have your children even I can feel the movement of your baby, too, miss Helena!! I have everything you have, your children call me Mama, don't you envy me? I've had children and I'm pregnant now, which I never even made me I don't know what it's like to fall in love or make love isn't it so much fun?" Shaina.

Joon stops her and takes Shaina to breakfast, suddenly she feels anxious for Helena with her current situation.

"I'm your sister-in-law, so call me brother don't call by name alone it's rude to know!" Shaina smirked at Joon, "Oh yeah, I'm so pretty must be so many guys are interested in me, so after giving birth I wanted to find someone to date for me to marry so my kids had a father again, and you as a sister-in-law you don't bother taking care of us anymore".

"Shut up! Be quiet! Stop talking like this! Stop being crazy!" Joon brushes Shaina's hand and tightens Shaina's shoulder.

Joon's outspoken voice while saying Shaina is crazy freaks Alice and Alfan out, thinking their mother has really gone crazy. But, Shaina instead sat on the kitchen floor, silent as she shed her tears.

"You guys eat first, I'm not a laper, sorry to scare you, I won't repeat it again" Shaina said.

Shaina got up from her place, her attitude returned to normal by busy serving food at the dinner table, she also wiped the tears of Alice who was crying, she said, and pull up a chair for Helena's children and tidy up Alfan's clothes. Joon ruffled his waist and squeezed his head which suddenly felt dizzy, he also snorted annoyed and clucked.

Shaina finished her milk and left.

"Mama don't eat first?" Alfan.

Shaina stopped, "I'm not hungry, I go to the bathroom first" Shaina said.

"But Mama will get sick if not breakfast" Alfan added.

Shaina turns her body towards them, she sees Joon turning his face away from her while Alice and Alfan look sad, "i took a shower after that I just ate" Shaina said.

Just as Shaina was about to enter the room, there was a knock on the door and she immediately saw him, she saw Harris coming.

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