
With what just happened, Shaina finds it hard to believe it, she is ashamed of Marissa's public remarks towards her, accusing her of being the destroyer of her relationship with Joon, therefore Shaina did not dare to raise her head, her heart was already sick.
However, when his hand is held tightly by Joon who makes his heart dag-dig-dug irregular, his feelings even confuse him between happy and not.
"Don't think of Marissa's words" Joon glanced at the downcast Shaina.
Joon's voice has broken the silence between the two of them who are walking towards the road home.
"I... Not the destroyer of your relationship" Shaina murmured.
Joon stops and stands in front of Shaina while on his back, because Joon who stopped suddenly, then Shaina also stopped his steps.
Joon steps closer and stops right in front of Shaina, "Nothing is damaged or destructive, since the beginning of our relationship is also no longer in line" Joon said staring at the pair of sad eyes.
"But... If only I didn't exist".
Joon's hand quickly stuck to Shaina's lips, "if you're not here, I'm not here either, Alfan and Alice are not like now, we can't get close either, I can't call my Elif either, you have to be with us, don't think about it Let's go home" Joon said, holding Shaina's hand and continuing their journey.
Shaina recalled Joon's wallet she saw earlier and it made her feel guilty, "we just walk? besides the house is also close" said Shaina.
Joon smiled, "alright, as long as you're strong on the road" he said again.
Shaina nodded and continued walking in Joon's footsteps.
The cold night surrounded by thick snow, in the star-studded sky, the two of them walked down the path under the trees making Shaina keep smiling admiring the divine majesty. He put his beautiful hands on his coats on both sides to keep them warm. Unknowingly Joon who saw her was on his back, under the brightly shining moon that was packed with street lights, Shaina looks like a beautiful Goddess of the night in the eyes of the man next to her.
Joon's rather slow steps require Shaina to stop occasionally to wait for Joon behind, when he is back near Joon grabs Shaina's hand to be looped into his arm while also being a warm-up for the girl.
"You are!" shaina grunts, "likes to look for opportunities in narrowness" Shaina said.
Shaina's words are only answered with a smile by Joon who is getting closer to Shaina's arm.
KRUUUKK!!
Shaina blinked in shock due to Joon's sudden stomach voice.
"Oh yeah I forgot, you haven't eaten we should hurry so you have dinner soon" said Shaina who took a swing to walk quickly.
Joon pulls Shaina's hand, "take it slow, have something to do with the baby" Joon said.
"Alright" said Shaina who re-hugged Joon's left arm.
"By the way I'm hungry, and it looks like I have to eat something so I have the energy to move again" Joon said, glancing at Shaina.
"really? Then we have to buy something" Shaina turned her head around, wailing to find a food merchant around the street.
Once again Joon held Shaina in his arms, "we don't have to buy anything, because it's in front of me" Joon said.
"Where?" Shaina asks who is still unaware of what Joon meant.
"You" Joon muttered.
Shaina pushes Joon a little while snorting annoyed, he just realized what Joon meant, because he found Joon was looking at him with a slightly strange look let alone the man's eyes were fixed on Shaina's lips.
"Then what if someone passes by?" Shaina said, smiling sideways.
"Nobody passes by and who cares about us?" Whisper Joon, his breath hits Shaina's ear, which shakes Shaina's neck.
Shaina smiles at Joon's sparkling eyes under the glare of street lights combined with a gust of cold wind that pierces the sidelines of clothes, seemingly freezing the bones, two sons of man again clashed with forbidden love under the moon of night that was strewn with the stars. Creating a deep warmth that can only be felt by the two of them will be the sweetness of the honey of love.
Their return home is greeted by Alfan and Alice's anxiety, so the twins postpone their dinner and choose to wait for Joon and Shaina to return home from the hospital.
After finishing enjoying dinner, Shaina sat on the sofa with both her legs folded and hands holding her head, her mouth busy chewing gum, her eyes glared at the tv screen in front of her. But thinking of what Miss Rossie said this afternoon, she was curious about what money Miss Rossie meant, because she knew Joon had nothing but the house they were living in now.
In the moments when Shaina daydreams suddenly Joon comes and puts his head in Shaina's lap so that it surprises him.
"Well what?" Ask Joon.
"A comedy show" Shaina said.
Shaina sets her eyes on the astonished Joon.
"Don't look at me I look ugly from below" Shaina said.
"No, you look really pretty" Joon said.
Shaina snorted, "Of course it's beautiful, this is Miss Helena try the real me from the front only you must immediately run away" Shaina said.
Joon chuckled, "i'm getting curious as to what you look like, you must be really sweet" Joon said.
Shaina raised her eyebrows while glancing at Joon, "that's the thing, I'm not as sweet as sugar even I rarely eat that sweet-sweet how would I be said to be sweet?" cetus Shaina's.
Joon got up from his sleep and sat down to Shaina and looked at her with a gentle smile.
Shaina immediately goes into self-defense, raising her hand to hold Joon's approaching body.
"Don't you get it outside, I want to relax and if you don't, I might break your hand again" threatened Shaina who began memorizing Joon's movements.
"Just be calm I don't want to do that anymore, I'm just sitting there" Joon said.
Moments later Joon still glanced at the female lyrics next to him who focused on the tv show, he leaned his chin on the shoulder of the person next to him. But Shaina tried to shift his body but could not because it was blocked by the back of the sofa, forced he had to give up his shoulders as a handsome backrest, although strange tickling so much less the breath of Joon about his neck.
"Your heart is dag-dig-dug, do you like drumming?" Tempt Joon while glancing at Shaina.
"Who wouldn't bother if you stuck to me? Moreover, this is my first experience with men" Shaina ketus.
Joon laughed out loud at Shaina's words, "means your first kiss is with me".
"If it's not this kind of stuff I might want!!".
"Mama, Alfan slept with Mama ya" interrupted Alfan who suddenly appeared.
"Oh, of course, here we will sleep in the room" Shaina said.
He grabs Alfan's hand and leads him to sleep on his lap, not long after following Alice with the same request, but this time he sleeps next to Joon.
Seeing the two of them sleeping on her lap Shaina laughed and did not think out, because they looked like Joon before.
"So envious of Alfan and Alice who are always in the embrace" Joon murmured.
Shaina smirked at Joon.
"Ma, how can the baby's adak be in the stomach of Mama? Did Mama eat it?" Ask Alfan.
When Shaina meets Joon, they are left alone and do not know what to answer, Joon immediately pretends to sleep next to Alice, because he knew if Alfan had asked, there would be no end to it, especially Alfan, who was very curious and would not stop asking if there was no satisfactory answer.
"Emmm.... Th-that's..." Shaina muttered in confusion.
"Answer, your clever son, I was bobo with my sweet Alice" Joon whispered to Shaina.
"Uncle, would Alice hug?" Said Alice.
"Yes, of course, dear" said Joon who hugged Alice back.
"Well! I think it's night, we're sleeping yuk!" Shaina.
Alfan and Alice immediately rise from Shaina's lap.
"Yes Ma, let's sleep, said the book that Alfan read should not be bad for health" said Alfan.
"Dear, you're so smart!! Come on Alice let's go to the room" Shaina asked excitedly as she didn't have to answer Alfan's question anymore.
"No Ma, Alice wants to be with her uncle let it be carried" said Alice.
"Uncle hands are sick again, you can't carry Alice first" Shaina said.
"Who says I can't carry my sweet Alice" chirps Joon who grabs Alice with his left hand and takes her to the room.