MAMA's Soul Secret

I'm sorry mom

Working hours are over, Joon rushes home after saying goodbye to his boss, he also did not have time to reply to Harris who has since continued to tease him about his meeting with Marissa.

"Joon, be careful to go home to be successful tonight" Harris exclaimed again before Joon drove off, while Joon only smiled faintly at his friend.

On the way home Joon, stopped his car at one of the supermarkets to buy his house needs considering yesterday Shaina had spent groceries at home. Not long after getting what was in the button Joon returned to drive his car and stopped in front of the house.

Although Shaina is no longer angry but she still looks shy at Joon, even he often threw his face away from Joon. After eating together, and the kitchen is done, Shaina spends her time with the children in the living room watching TV, but she is surprised to see Joon who has not left the room after eating earlier.

"I'll go for a second, okay?" Said Joon who suddenly came out of the room.

Shaina looks amazed by Joon's appearance that is far from usual. He looks so neat and fragrant, Shaina feels something is strange with Joon because he is not usually out at night.

"Waaahhhh! Uncle is cool! Pake clothes that look like papa before" cried Alfan.

"Thank you dear" Joon replied.

"What event is there? you look so neat?" shaina asks Joon, who is in a formal suit, displaying a firm and dignified appearance that further strengthens his good looks.

"I had a meeting with Marissa" Joon said.

"Oh" Shaina said, her expression turned cold.

"It looks like I'm a little late" Joon said as he looked at his watch.

"Emm.." said Shaina, "be careful" he continued.

Joon nods suddenly Joon's phone rings, Joon immediately picks it up in front of Shaina. Joon's conversation with someone across the street is not clear and Shaina doesn't really care about that person.

"Ok, I met you at Angelica's green hotel" Joon told his obrol friend who immediately shocked Shaina.

Shaina sits back on the sofa, suddenly becoming more silent and just smiling wryly at Joon while saying goodbye. But Shaina's feelings are being attacked by resentment and worry, her heart aches like a prick knowing Joon is going to a hotel that is certainly with his lover, but he can't do anything or prevent it. To relieve her chest that felt hot for no reason, Shaina went to the kitchen to take a sip of cold water. Even so the heat did not disappear even when hearing the sound of a car engine coming out of the yard Shaina's heart was getting hurt.

Three hours had passed after Joon's departure, and he had not returned home even though the night was getting late, the children had also been told to sleep. Shaina is increasingly attacked by frustration, and worry, imagining strange things that Joon and Marissa might do when they are together as well as the more days when they are caught making out.

Shaina rests her body on the back of the sofa, opens her phone, surfs Helena's social media that happens to use fingerprints to open it, as well as a sense of comfort when her heart is in turmoil. But Helena's social media friendships are mostly smart and famous people and certainly none of them are known to Shaina, even so, Shaina does not reduce Shaina's curiosity about Helena's life which she thinks is extraordinary. Besides being beautiful she is also smart and smart and there are not many people like that.

But when Shaina is engrossed in surfing the virtual world, she was surprised by the appearance of someone in one of the photos of people acquaintances Helena, he was surprised, the person is Joon who was accidentally caught on camera with Marissa who was dressed sexy in one of the luxury restaurants. Shaina, who does not believe what she saw, zooms in on the photo, and the harsh reality is made clear that it is Joon who is having dinner with Marissa, they look very harmonious and friendly. Shaina emboldens herself to press the digits of Joon's contact number after long enough to wrestle with her heart holding back her ego.

"Sorry the number you are calling is out of reach" said the mobile operator, who kept repeating itself several times.

An increasingly upset Shaina instantly turns off her phone and throws it at the table.

"Geez! It's a guy's phone, I almost broke it" Shaina quickly took back the phone for her to check after she threw it.

Worried about breaking Helena's phone. After careful inspection, Shaina is very grateful that the phone is not damaged or scratched, this time she put it carefully to repeat the mistake.

In her solitude, Shaina hopes Joon will come home soon, especially when his legs suddenly feel stiff and achy, several times he tried to massage her but the feeling did not go away as well and increasingly makes it difficult for Shaina to sleep, not to mention his hip bones felt very painful when sitting or sleeping.

Shaina tries to hold her back because there is no one she shares her taste with, contacting Joon neither can nor does anyone else she knows to ask for help, he also could not tell the children who would disturb their sleep, inevitably Shaina endured the pain herself. The clock on her phone screen already showed at twelve in the evening, the sound signs of Joon's car had not yet been heard, forcing Shaina to groan in pain all by herself and try to calm down.

She had heard about a pregnant woman who had difficulty sitting or sleeping in her pregnancy, and Shaina did not think the pain was like that.

Slowly he changed his sleeping position looking for the most comfortable position because to walk to the room he was no longer able to walk. Her hand was not far from holding her stomach, while biting her lower lip held back her tears as the pain did not go away.

"Yes Allah... I sincerely endured this pain and what happened to me, I have done much wrong to my mother... I'm sorry..." Sluggishly.

"Mom, this hurts so much... Mom, I miss you..." Her tears broke in the silence of the night.

In one of the large and spacious rooms, which are decorated with various luxury items, king-size beds with super thick and soft bed sheets, on the side of the wall there is a large closet, and other classy and luxurious things. But there Joon without wearing a shirt fell asleep under the light of a sleeping lamp.

Joon's quiet sleep suddenly turned into a nightmare, he kept delirious indistinctly, moving his head from right to left and it was repeated over and over.

"Danita!" Joon jerks from his sleep to sitting down.

"Damn! I had a nightmare" snorted Joon who woke up from his sleep.

He immediately grabbed his phone at the table near his bed and saw his phone was lowbat and bad Joon did not have a charger to charge it.

"It's just a dream, Shaina must have gone to sleep" Joon said.

Joon puts his phone back on the table and restores his body in the padded mattress that became his bed now, although his mind is fixed on Shaina who forgot to tell him not to go home tonight. A few times Joon tried to close his eyes but it was very difficult to do, turning around in various directions could not also make him calm down.

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Early in the morning the car engine entered the yard, and Joon appeared behind the entrance, just a step on his foot in the house, he was surprised by Shaina who fell asleep on the living room sofa. Step by step Joon approached, pity appeared to see Shaina who was still slumbering in her sleep and just covered with a piece of cloth.

Very carefully Joon holds Shaina to his room to put her to sleep in a more comfortable place. However, before Shaina's body touched the bed she had woken up and was very surprised to see Joon coming home and being carried by her.

"What are you doing?" Shaina asks who thrashed in Joon's arms.

"Good mountain, yes of course carrying you" Joon said.

"Take me off!" Pekik Shaina's.

"Don't move you can fall" said Joon, who put Shaina's body on the bed.

"Why are you sleeping on the couch?" Ask Joon.

Shaina pursed her aunt, "again sleeping on the couch" Shaina said, "what time is it?" Further.

"Four in the morning, don't talk anymore I'm so tired and sleepy going to sleep" Joon said and it felt like a prickling pain in the recesses of Shaina's heart.

Shaina immediately got up from her place.

"Where else are you going?" Ask Joon.

"Sleep in the children's room" Shaina said.

"Here alone, don't worry about the others, I don't have the energy to even move, not being able to do what I want now is just sleep" said Joon who held Shaina's hand.