MAMA's Soul Secret

Bad people are made of good people

Shaina approaches Joon, "who are you really?" Her retina looks at Joon's retina.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you but I don't want you to worry" Joon said.

"Worry? Worry why? Worried I know you're the same as Darrell? You said the evil Darrell didn't hesitate to do whatever he wanted, but look! Look at these people! They use weapons to threaten others, you're just as horrible, to the point that I can't believe that's you" Shaina said, her eyes shedding tears.

Joon was silent with a soft look.

"Shaina, it's not what you think, Joon has a reason to do it" Harris defended his best friend.

"Yes you must have defended your friend, I don't want to linger here" Shaina replied, "Alfan, Alice let's go home, let them here feel unashamed to fight anywhere" Shaina continued, hissing at Joon and Darrell.

Alice immediately turns around and heads towards Shaina, as well as Alfan releasing Joon's hand from her.

"Shaina, I'm sorry" Joon muttered again.

Shaina wiped her tears and momentarily raised her face to stop her tears from flowing but it didn't work.

"Don't keep apologizing! please fight again, continue your hobby, oh yes! Do you ever think you're the same? You too Darrell, I'm sorry if you're on your back with my disrespectful words, but I wonder what you guys got after a fight? The satisfaction? Be happy? Is that what you feel? If that's true, it means my happiness and satisfaction are too low to reach you" Shaina looked at Joon and Darrell alternately, "I'm too low to enjoy my easy, happy life even if I just see other people happy, is it because I am poor and come from a different village with you who have high enough standards to be happy" Shaina added.

The words that Shaina uttered as if an arrow shot into the hearts of people heard it, even Gia smiled at the shaina that made the two men not wrinkle.

"Helena" Joon said, giving a code so that Shaina no longer says her identity as a poor woman and from the village because Helena is not like that.

"Finally you know yourself as well Helena! You're nothing more than a condescending person!" Sela Gladys who smiled cynically.

"Shut up, Gladys!" Darrell's snap precedes Joon to raise his voice.

Gladys was surprised, "honey, why are you yelling at me? It must be because the woman made you emotional" Gladys said groping Darrell's chest to calm him down.

Darrell slams Gladys's hand from him, giving a big question mark to the others..

Joon gets close to Shaina, "we go home, you look very pale" Joon said.

As Shaina looks at him and nods, her legs tremble violently, she also begins to feel pain in her lower abdomen, only to have her endure the pain, so she knows everything about Joon and Darrell.

Since entering earlier, Shaina has indeed looked pale, even when shopping for baby equipment, Shaina is exhausted so she has to rest several times on the benches available in stores.

Hannah holds Alfan's hand while Joon and Alice hold Shaina. Suddenly Shaina's defense collapses, but Joon is able to catch her before touching the floor, shaina grimaces in pain.

Harris and Darrell are closing in.

"Shaina's... Shaina, what's wrong with you?" Ask Joon.

"Joon, it looks like I'm about to give birth!" Pekik Shaina held onto her stomach, she moaned in pain.

"What?!" Joon was so shocked that he unconsciously shouted, the same thing happened to Harris.

Everyone starts to panic, Darrell is usually fierce, this time he is no different from Joon and Harris.

"Cristian! Exit car! Mr. Kosim call the hospital! Harris take care of Hannah and the kids!" Joon's Order.

"Yes-iya Joon" said Harris who panicked.

Darrell also immediately contacted the hospital to prepare the room and the doctor immediately.

Joon immediately carries Shaina into Cristian's car, but Harris begins to confuse him with finding Joon's car keys in the locker. But Darrell had the children come with him and Harris was forced to get in Darrell's car even though he was not allowed by the car owner.

Shaina continued to scream in pain, while in the car even while on the patient's special push bed. The new Calvin also goes to meet Joon to ask Shaina.

Behind them immediately caught up with Darrell and the others. Shaina was taken to the delivery room, they were all waiting for her anxiously.

It's been half an hour, time feels so slow and they don't know what's going on inside, waiting feels so unpleasant let alone Joon, he grew even more worried when he had not heard anything from Shaina's room.

Uweeeekk! Uweeek!!

Suddenly the crying of the baby from the room occupied by Shaina, they all stood at the door and when the doctor wanted to tell the family, he was surprised to see only Hannah who was female.

"Doctor, how are you and the baby?" Joon's question precedes the others.

"Mother and baby are fine, congratulations sir, are you named Joon?" said doctor.

"Yes Doc" said Joon.

"Mrs Helena asked you to come in" the doctor said.

"Thank you" added Joon who immediately entered as the doctor said.

Joon gets closer to the bed of shaina lying down and a nurse is cleaning a little baby.

Shaina smiles and asks her baby to be adopted like newborn babies in her faith, even though Joon and Shaina are people who do not escape sin.

The nurse handed the baby to Joon and Joon did as he should from the baby's right ear to the azan and the other side to the Iqamakan as the rule.

Joon and Shaina are both teary-eyed, seeing the tiny baby, then he hands it to Shaina and the doctor asks Shaina to breastfeed the baby.

Although their relationship is very far away, but they are still shy to show themselves, Joon who understands the situation immediately turns around when the female doctor teaches Shaina to breastfeed her baby girl.

Shaina immediately covered her body with a blanket and only partially visible chest because of to cover by the blanket and the tiny body.

"You're great" Joon told the smiling Shaina.

"Where is Alfan and Alice?" Ask Shaina.

"They're outside, let Elif drink first we call them because the others are also curious, I don't want them to see you like this" Joon said.

Shaina grinned while smiling widely.

"Mrs....!" Excited Alice and Alfan who entered with the others.

Shaina smiled broadly as she stroked her sleeping baby in her arms, and she was dressed again.

"His baby sister is funny Ma" said Alice.

"Like you" Shaina said.

The twins kissed their baby sister alternately even Hannah also seemed happy to see the baby.

"What's his name, brother?" Ask Hannah.

"Elif, his last name is his father's name like his brothers" Shaina said.

Hannah holds Elif and kisses her, even fighting with Harris who also wants to hold Elif.

"Congratulations, you're finally a mother" said Calvin.

"Thank you" Shaina said, "i'm so lucky to have had this experience that I just feel guilty for my family, they don't know anything about me" Shaina continued.

"What do you mean, brother? Our parents must have been happy, to have seen my sister give birth safely" Hannah said.

"Yes, I hope so" Shaina muttered.

Shaina looked at Darrell who was standing at the door, when her eyes turned towards the man then everyone also turned their attention to Darrell.

"Look! Isn't he also a member of your family?" Shaina told Darrell.

Slowly the man stepped up and drew closer to Shaina, Elif's cute face made a smile on Darrell's lips despite just a glance.

"I'm sorry, I used to hate and think badly of you" Shaina said.

Darrell turns to Shaina and the others also take notice of her even though they don't like Shaina being friendly to Darrell.

"She is so sweet" Shaina said.

"Shaina" sidelines Joon who shows a dislike reaction to Darrell.

Shaina smiled faintly, "sorry I once hated you when I knew nothing about you" Shaina said looking at Darrell, "wasn't I also very evil? If you think so you're right, we're all bad people without realizing we're hurting others either directly or indirectly".

Darrell looked at it intently.

"I heard your story earlier, I don't think you're wrong Joon is not wrong but the circumstances are wrong, actually you don't mean to hurt people but because you just want to get justice over you" Shaina said.

"Don't pretend to understand me because you never know what it's like" Darrell said.

Shaina chuckled, "you're wrong, you don't know who I am, even everyone here has never seen me either" Shaina said.

"Shaina stop" Joon sidelined.

"No Joon, you're the same as him, everyone knows nothing about me, you just see my mask as Helena who sometimes pretends to be her, but you know? My life is full of falsehoods, I am a friend who has no sense of pity because I am considered unable to feel the feelings of others, I am also a child who defies my parents because I do not obey, I am also a brother who cannot be a shade for my sisters because I have nothing I can do for them, I can't be relied on by anyone even for myself I can't, I'm weak, even people ignore me and don't hear my opinion because I'm considered stupid, I also want to get justice for what I feel like the others" Shaina wiped away her tears.

"But the difference is I don't have what you have, money, power or whatever it is, my choice is to be quiet, pretend to be a tough guy, put on a happy face, put on a happy face, laughing with the others as if I never knew what it was to cry and now I also pretend to be someone else, a beautiful, elegant and attractive woman, she said, everyone who sees will fall in love with me, am I not so crazy?" Shaina.

"Why are you talking like that, Helena?" Sudi Darrell's.

"I'm now convinced we're the same, we're victims of people who don't want to think what someone else's wounds are, you and I were born like Elif and the other kids, too, a child without sin but circumstances that make us sinners, but I cannot blame others because I have my own mind and heart to be myself, I'm sick of being pawns of those irresponsible, it's your turn Darrell, now, do you remain someone as they formed from the past or be the other way around to break the chain of injustice they created" Shaina said.