MAMA's Soul Secret

First push

Unceasingly Shaina moves on, finishing one job she continues the other like no end, either innate pregnancy or not that Shaina herself is confused by her state of late, from his habit that likes to fall now drastically changed 180 degrees to be hyperactive with household chores, and not once he complained or nagged, there was only joy and excitement that plastered clearly on his face.

As of this afternoon, having finished preparing dinner, he still had time to lie in Alice and Alfan's closet, but he was surprised by his discovery of Alice's torn bag, and realize the reason Alice did not want to bring her bag when she went to school.

While carrying the bag, Shaina calls Alice to meet her in the room.

"Alice! Is this why you don't want to wear your bag to school?" Shaina asked the cute girl while holding a torn bag.

"Alice apologizes Ma" Alice muttered as she lowered her head from Shaina.

"Why didn't Alice tell me her bag was torn and why did she have to lie? Mama doesn't like it if Alice is lying" Shaina said, emphasizing her tone.

"Sorry Alice Ma, Alice is worried that Mama will get angry if Alice says so" Alice replied.

"Mama won't be angry if Alice is honest but Mama doesn't like it if Alice is lying" Shaina added, she passed away leaving Alice in the room.

The atmosphere of dinner became quiet because Shaina was still upset and Alice inhabited her mother. That unusual atmosphere astonished Joon.

Joon approaches Alfan, who is watching, whispering to him, "what happened to Mama and Alice?"whispered.

Shaina glanced at Joon and Alfan who were whispering and she also heard what Joon said

"Mama and Alice..." Alfan Mumbled.

"Know no? it turns out that Alice did not pack a bag to school not because she did not want to but her bag was torn" Shaina said.

"Tore off?" Sudi Joon's.

"Yes Uncle, Alice has apologized but Mama is still angry too" said Alice, who looks moody, she sat next to Joon.

"I'm not angry just don't like Alice lying" Shaina said.

"That's just a bag don't extend anymore" Joon added.

"It's just a bag, but what if something happens to Alice at school or out there? We know what if Alice doesn't tell us or lie to us?" Sosor Shaina is sitting on the corner sofa of the room.

Joon smiles, lifts Alice into his lap, caresses her gently to calm the sweet girl who looks sad because she feels ignored by Shaina.

"Uncle... Alice is sorry..." Grunt Alice.

"Honey don't cry yes, Mama is not angry with Alice, but Mama worries Alice why if not tell a story let alone lie, Mama loves Alice" joon said to Alice as he wiped the face, "now Alice apologizes again to Mama" he continued.

Alice nods and descends from Joon's lap, walking towards Shaina.

"Mama, Alice is sorry for lying to Mama and uncle, Alice promises never to lie again" muttered Alice, crying as she held Shaina's hand.

Shaina was silent even though her tears flowed profusely, where she wiped them occasionally. A while passed, Shaina was silent without a word until she could not stand it anymore, immediately hugging Alice who broke into tears to the point that the repeated sentence sounded unclear again because of her crying.

"Darling no more, Mama apologized, Mama did not mean to scold Alice, but Mama was worried and very sorry about Alice's Mama" said Shaina who kissed all over Alice's body which further increased her crying because it was too moved.

Joon smiles at them even as Shaina raises her hand asking Alfan to come up to her and embrace her like Alice.

"Alfan also has to be honest with Mama no matter what happens because Mama does not want you guys for a reason, Mama loves you, I'm aaaang very...." Shaina said, immediately their cries got bigger and continued to hug Shaina who continued to share her warm kiss on them.

"Alice also love Mama, mamaaaa! Hicks! Hicks!" Grunt Alice.

"Alfan also love Mama, very Iaaang... Hicks! Hicks!" The same sentence was also uttered by Alfan who dissolved in the novelty.

Shaina stretched her arms and kissed them one by one.

"Now it is quite crying, Alice get your bag so Mama can sew it so that Alice can pack it again tomorrow, Alfan also please get a sewing device in the bottom box of the TV" Shaina told them.

"Good Ma" they said and immediately carried out the order.

Alice brought her bag to Shaina, although she still seemed to sob after crying, and a few minutes later the bag was fixed by Shaina.

"Finally it's finished too, and it's good too" said Shaina, seeing the neat seams because sewing is her daily work while she's in her original body first.

Alice also agrees that her bag is back to good even though there are some traces of stitches but she can still use them.

The night begins to show the moon, the children are asleep in their room while Shaina is both in Joon's room.

"Lumayan, because I use my left hand more often so I can work without significant constraints" said Joon who rode the basket to sleep.

"Waaah... Too bad you didn't spread charm on your customers" Shaina chirps to annoy Joon.

Joon is leaned over and approaches Shaina, cornering her against the wall of the bed so that Shaina has no gap to avoid her body in front of her even the face is also only a few inches from Shaina's face.

"Are you jealous? Don't worry I'm yours" Joon whispered.

Joon's eyes and lips hunt down Shaina's lips for enjoyment, which creates a pleasant sensation for them, but when Joon wants to do so, Shaina turns her face away.

"Why?" Brisking Joon.

"Joon no more, after marriage we just do" said Shaina.

Joon puts his body back, "i didn't do that, it's just a kiss" Joon said, hoping Shaina agreed.

"Joon, it's too early for us, even if it's just a kiss for you" Shaina said.

"Why have you changed? Is it because the kids talked about my past this morning? until you don't want any more? because I'm evil?" Sudi Joon's.

"It's not that Joon, I don't want us to do that because we're still unmarried".

"We're not married yet but we're getting married soon so what's the worry? Or are you starting to doubt me again?" Added Joon.

"Joon understands we've done that wrong, I promise after we get married I'll try to always serve you but not now, I also sleep here not to stay close to you but because the children's bed is not too big for us to sleep in so I sleep here" Shaina said.

Joon turns his back on Shaina, he seems annoyed with Shaina.

"It's just because my past is bad, right? So you used this excuse to avoid me" Joon said.

He walked into the closet, picked up another blanket and a laptop in his closet drawer in a hurry.

"Joon, are you angry?" Ask Shaina.

"Who is angry? And what right do I have to be angry?" Timpal Joon's.

"Joon I'm not lying, after marriage we will always be together but not for now, you please don't sensi gini like a child" Shaina said to Joon who no longer turned around.

On the living room sofa Joon threw himself a laptop and a blanket to warm him up.

"If you don't like to say you don't like to talk! I'm used to being left out anyway" muttered Joon who was upset by Shaina's refusal.

Anxious Joon is angry, Shaina exits the room, taking the initiative to make a cup of warm milk for Joon, although he is ignored while passing through the living room.

"I make warm milk to drink yes" said Shaina while putting a glass of warm milk, "oh yes, what are you? I see too, right?" Add Shaina who approaches next to Joon.

Hearing Shaina say she wants to see what she is doing in front of the laptop, Joon hastily presses the button so that Shaina does not know what she is doing.

"Joon!!!" Shaina's surprised cry, and as soon as she leaves Joon, he goes back into the room.

Surprised by the sighting of a transparent bikini-clad woman posing seductively and sexy on her laptop screen Joon makes Shaina run away, but not only did Shaina run away but Joon was also shocked by the image on his laptop screen that accidentally appeared.

"Damn! This picture even appears!!" Ringis Joon, he again deleted the image and returned to the home screen.

Joon goes back to studying important files related to Calista groups, occasionally sipping warm milk on his desk made by Shaina before.

The awkwardness for the sake of awkwardness he found in each of these files and he continued to investigate it until late at night, although no longer related to his family including everything that has to do with them does not mean Joon does not have the right to supervise it all, it's been over a year since Joon secretly investigated the company of his parents and his abilities also can not be underestimated, because since childhood he was raised among successful entrepreneurs, meeting adults with various backgrounds has become her daily food.

Not to mention from childhood he was an accomplished child, with critical thinking and supported by his brilliant ideas, making his parents proud, only his father was harder on him than on Ervian. Because according to Mr. Salman, Joon is more dominant in his character that is hard-wired and difficult to manage.

The wall clock in the living room shows that at one in the morning, Joon stops his secret work and wants to go to bed immediately which has evaporated several times. But before that he opened his phone and his eyes were fixed on a special application among the menu of other applications.

He squeezed the app and came up with numbers showing his savings, after which he checked the month on his phone calendar as well.

"Oh my God, is my money enough for the cost of labor and the needs of the baby later?" Joon stared at the screen of his phone.

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