Loving You In Silence

episode 98 s2

Ainun woke up because the alarm on his phone rang, indicating 03:00. He was about to wake up but there was a circular sigh in his body making his breathing irregular, his heartbeat seemed to race faster. Getting rid of it is not a good thing for fear of disturbing the sleep of men who look still asleep. Ainun looked at Arby's face from the side. Handsome, one word that was spoken quietly praised the look of a man who was none other than her husband. Ainun looked back at the hand that was coiled around his stomach and took a deep breath. Finally she decided to wake her husband because if only silence would be bad luck considering the time that continues to spin unstoppably.

But Ainun again thought what the right call for her husband's sister? As he has always said, my dear... His cheeks met red in disbelief the word crossed his mind. Ainun had to decide by what name she called the man who is now her husband Huh... Ainun sighed. His brain rotated like a clockwork that kept turning. While Ainun was agitated with his thoughts Arby woke up to feel the movement beside him and when Ainun turned around they stared at each other for a few seconds then the same moved especially Arby who realized where his hands were reflexes pulled him and said "sorry" to the wife. Ainun went to the bathroom first to clean up, especially normalizing his heartbeat when it was that close to a man who in fact was her own husband but still not used to it.

the morning before the two of them had breakfast together and they decided to take a walk together while getting to know each other. After breakfast, they prepare to leave. While waiting for Arby to prepare because it had suddenly got a call from someone so that first Ainun who finished. Ainuns. Once again looking at her appearance in the mirror makes sure what she is wearing does not make her husband embarrassed even though she always wears closed clothes but still she should be able to choose which one she should wear when going go with the husband.

Long looked at the mirror from remembering the message Abinya said the day before she got married.

" Nun, Abi know you have a good religion but as a father, you know, Abi is still obliged to remind you to always obey your husband as long as it is in goodness except in matters that violate the rules of religion you may not obey him, Be sweet and always please your husband because he is a field of reward for you and vice versa and it could be your partner is a test and vice versa. Remember never to make your husband angry, because your husband's riddho can take you to heaven someday, always keep his honor. Find the Ridho of Allah together. When Ijab kabul is carried out, Abi has handed over the responsibility that Abi has been running for you to move on to your husband, he will be responsible for you even though you are still Abi's favorite daughter and also umi. But after marriage, whatever you do, you must ask permission from your husband for another month from your parents. At once Ainun's eyes dewdened to remember all of Abinya's words. " I'm sorry Ainun Abi, Ainun has not been. able to be a good wife," Ainun muttered softly and said many Istighfar realized his mistake as a wife had not been able to serve her husband well. Without Ainun knowing Arby was watching him from near the bed. Arby again felt guilty as if he had forced the marriage on Ainun. " Is there someone in your heart, nun? And it wasn't me?" Arby muttered and stepped closer to his wife who was still in her place.

" I don't know what's on your mind and what and who you want but anyway, now you're my wife, maybe now you don't love me but I will make you fall in love with me, now you may not want me but I will make you not want to lose me and one more thing I will always try to make you happy Ainun Chandani. that's my promise so stay by my side and always remind me if I forget my promise to always make you happy." Arby said everything while looking straight ahead, but unexpectedly Ainun rushed to hug his body making Arby a little stunned by what his wife did.

" I'm sorry, M." That was all Ainun said, he tightened his embrace on the body of the husband. Arby simply stroked Ainun's back and tried to calm his sobbing wife. Luckily there was no one along the corridor. After a while Ainun broke his embrace and Arby rubbed Ainun's wet face.

" We go back to the room first, you can't go with this look right?" Ainun nodded slowly and walked slowly with her hands not separated holding her husband's hand. Her feelings felt better and she also once again apologized to the husband for feeling betrayed because there was still a small hope on the day for someone but now Ainun promised there would be no more hope he dihati. Now Ainun would completely erase that hope to no avail at all.

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