Loving You In Silence

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The past is not a place I can return to easily because I have tried to get out so hard. Let the future meet my troubled self. I will continue to move forward without looking back.

Zaidan POV

I took my foot into the hospital lobby with a slightly calm mind, yes I have made a decision about my future. After the advice of Mama and my mother and I also asked for directions to NYa, I now steadily will step forward. But a familiar voice in the ear stopped me.

* Zaid.." that voice, that voice, ah I turned my body instantly even the big glass door was open ready for me to enter but I paused my steps and turned around and indeed he hurriedly walked up to me. Almost fell because of the rush, fortunately, he could immediately balance his body seeds so as not to fall.

" Can I talk?" the woman looked at me sharply, those eyes that used to look shady and the head that had always been bowed were now lifted.

" On.." I asked. Trying to calm down to face his attitude that actually looks explosive impatient is very different from the one I used to know. Is the situation that has changed him or is this really him, if indeed I have never known him well.

" On many things, and I don't accept rejection." It's true I don't know him now and you or I used to.

" Alright, please... We go to the hospital cafeteria." I said, turning my body to go ahead.

" No, just across the cafe." He stepped in first before I agreed to his invitation. Now I'm the one who steps behind her.

His quick steps left him almost in a vehicle as he was about to cross the road, I swiftly pulled his arm and he turned towards me, we looked at each other and were in such a close position but soon I disconnected that gaze, the silent and shady gaze that belonged to him as before. I immediately took her walking together towards the cafe.

We choose a place in the corner of the room, the atmosphere towards the afternoon is not too many cafe visitors so it still looks deserted. We each just ordered a drink to accompany you a conversation that was somehow about what.

" I've been back here a few days looking for you..." He paused his sentence making me wonder what made him look for me, yet I just kept waiting for him to continue his sentence.

" where have you been, have you been avoiding me?" what kind of question is this, what kind of woman in front of me looks weird today. What I avoid, so confident.

" It's none of your business and what I'm avoiding for, there's no reason to avoid you." Saying later.

Without my grief she pulled my hand and said something, I spontaneously pulled back but she held it tightly. I looked at him in disbelief at what he was doing and what he just said

" What do you mean, which story?" I really don't understand.

" There is no story between us about the past or the future" I said. Diae let go of my hand and bowed. I am confused by this situation. Indeed there is no story between me and Siren, yes who else is the woman in my past besides him. Although yes we used to have the same hope but ended up not good and now, after I knew everything I felt sorry for him had wanted to embrace it but I did not want to destroy someone's household even in bad circumstances. Let the past be just a memory and a valuable lesson.

" Can't we try like we used to?

" What do you mean, I'm sorry I can't.this is the path of destiny we're not put together. You are a wife regardless of what she may be like, if there is a problem communicating with your husband."

" if you want to accept me for who I am, I will ask for a divorce from my husband. My hope is still the same as before. Wants to be with you."

" Our expectations are not the same, sorry I can't. You need to know that I'm getting married soon." I spoke confidently as if it had been determined even though the matter of arranged marriage Harsa's grandfather had not discussed with me. I wanted to laugh at myself, remembering the words I said in my own mouth. But I have indeed made the decision to accept this matchmaking because I believe this is indeed the best as I said. Ah I remember Arby, my sister what I'm doing now, wanting me to share what's on my mind with her as she always did with me when I had trouble. He always comes and asks for my opinion

The drying of Siren's cell phone made my lamu disappear. The woman hurriedly picked up the phone after wiping away her teardrops and neutralizing her voice.

" Yes, I'll come right away" he said and looked at me but I immediately spread my gaze in the other direction.

" Now you are different from what Zaid was."

" So much as you." I reply.

" I hope you think about Zaid again, I have high hopes for you." He said as he stood up and stepped in haste.

I really don't understand that woman. Huhhhh.. I took a rough breath leaving the cafe regretting the conversation just now with Siren which had no benefit at all. What is clear is that the meeting with the woman did not make me waver with the decision that I would take. I stepped up steadily to face the future.

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