Loving You In Silence

Loving You In Silence
episode 70's



Anita and Hanif both fell silent. Drifting into each other's minds about the beauty of God's creation, about the time he had spent without knowing the outside world, and about themselves.


Suddenly awkwardness covers Hanif and Anita. In her silence Hanif fretted, how to tell Anita about her passion. Embarrassed, but his passion has been stirred. They were still staring towards the sea when they heard the ashar sayup-sayup reverberate.


“already adzan, get ready to pray yuk.. keep walking first can?” pinta Anita, half turned to look at Hanif.


Hanif's left hand still tightly hugged Anita, the other hand rubbed Anita's cheek, then gave a soft kiss on her lips.


“can, all of us dinner.”


That afternoon, Anita and Hanif spent time strolling by the beach, occasionally running around chasing the waves.


Just like any other young couple. Their hands were also clinging to each other as if reluctant to let go of each other.


Now they were sitting on the shore with the sound of waves pounding, they stared at the horizon that was starting to turn red. Still with his hands clenched. Every now and then Hanif gently rubbed the hand he held with his thumb.


“dek.”


“hmm?”


Anita cleared her throat, turning to look at her husband's dazzling chocolate bead. Anita is late. It was the chocolate bead that first made Anita shudder during their first meeting. Of course, Hanif had not realized at that time that they had met earlier than he expected.


“thank you for accepting me, thank you for aligning me in the struggle ahead, thank you my wife.” Hanif said while giving a gentle look to his wife.


That simple remark managed to make Anita melt her heart. He did not give any answer, not unwillingly, Anita was unable to speak. Even to answer ‘iya’ alone might make Anita flood her tears.


Just a sweet smile, a single clear speck that escaped his eye patch and also a gentle swab on Hanif's arm that he gave in response.


Anita rested her head on Hanif's shoulder, throwing her gaze back to the western horizon where the sun was sinking.


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Sitting face to face with one plate of rice and several side dishes, Hanif received a bribe after mouthful from Anita's hands.


That night, Anita had promised to pamper her husband, besides as an apology for ignoring him for two days, also for completing the same passion they held for the week, especially Hanif.


After performing the prayer, Anita prepared to put on her best clothes to pamper Hanif that night. While Hanif had first buried his head in a soft pillow on a large bed.


Anita came out of the bathroom, between shame and but also willing. Anita walked slowly while waiting for Hanif's reaction.


Hanif's gaze was immediately fixed on Anita as the woman he loved emerged from behind the bathroom door. His eyes were bulging, flabbergasted, stunned, dumbstruck and all the other expressions as if unable to express Hanif's reaction that night.


“my wife is beautiful. here.” Hanif unceasingly covered the smile on his face. Anita was shy to approach her husband.


Anita was standing right in front of Hanif, her legs standing between Hanif's legs wide open. Hanif's right hand was coiled steadily on Anita's waist. The other hand felt the ideal body of the woman in front of him. Slowly go up and grab Anita's neck so that she looks down to receive a kiss from Hanif.


Hanif's kiss was gentle yet slowly demanding, Anita's hand had since been perched on Hanif's shoulder. One more hand stroked Hanif's nape.


Hanif led Anita to go up to her big bed, without letting go of the kiss.the sound of decak filled the room due to the actions of two people who were in a drunken longing.


The desire of both has soared, it can no longer be held back. That night, it was a cold night because the sea breeze that blew through their walls, unable to cool the hot activity of Anita and Hanif that had come to unification. The sweat filled both of them. A long groan from Anita signifies that she has reached her peak, almost simultaneously with Hanif.


Hanif dropped her body next to Anita, pulling a blanket to cover their innocent body. His hand slipped into Anita's neck as a pillow for her lover.


Hanif pulled Anita into his arms. Anita is still limp to move, she only complies when Hanif pulls her.


“mas love you. Hugely. Thank you dear.” said Hanif lirih. Then kiss Anita's forehead long enough.


Anita answered nothing. He could only tighten his embrace, immerse his face in Hanif's chest, and leave a thin lystic trail there.


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