Loving You In Silence
episode 97 s2
The first night the bride was filled with silence. After that both of them only talk as necessary back in silence when the night has come to welcome getting rid of the dusk decorated with shade. It is changing with darkness and silence.
" Aien..." Finally a voice sounded in a room that had been quiet since.
" Yes, brother? " Ainun raised her face slowly venturing to look at the man who was now her husband. Just a glance and then bow again.
" I'm sorry, I see you seem uncomfortable, are we just going back to the house?." Arby finally issued a question that had disturbed his mind since then he saw that the agitated Ainun did not enjoy the atmosphere here because he just continued to be silent and lowered his head. Arby understands that Ainun is a woman who takes care of herself and knows the limits of interaction with the opposite sex. But Arby catches something else from Ainun. Even then when the wedding reception Ainun looks ordinary and does not look happy behind his smile, it looks like made-up and it stuck in Arby's heart and mind. Is there someone Ainun likes.if yes it becomes a fear for Arby. But to ask is too sad.
Ainun just silently bowed, if he returned now he would be examined many questions, but here also felt awkward. Ainun, however, reaffirmed his heart that this was his choice and he did not want to play tricks on this marriage.
" Come home now, why? There will be a lot of questions that will come up in the family. Finally Ainun answered. Arby nodded confirming Ainun's words.
" Okay, let's start over. We'll learn to know each other. Let's just say we just met now and got to know each other. " Armie decided to start a new chapter without recalling old memories. Ainun nodded and raised his face, his lips smiling thinly at Arby for the first time with a long time. It was as if he looked at the earnestness of the man before him.
" I'm sorry, if Ainun forgets Arby's brother, but Ainun goes on ahead not not wanting to remember the past but not that we are not allowed to think of a man who is not his mahram. Not really forgotten because after meeting brother Arby our childhood memories are again present in my memory. Again sorry. In his heart, Ainun said a lot of istighfar because in fact he had always had hope in someone who was not his mahram.
" I as a wife have an obligation to obey my husband, I will love anyone who will be my husband because that's why I never read Arby's CV before. I left all the decisions to Abi and Umi because I was so sure that they would make the best decision for their son." ' I was so afraid to even be a coward and feel guilty for wishing on someone who was a nobody and would never be anyone.' Ainun said in his heart
" All right, it's okay." Arby returned to his retreat after sitting back listening carefully to the words of his wife.
" If so sleep with me, for I do not want to be an ungodly wife who lets her husband sleep uncomfortably." Arby turned his head quickly in disbelief at what his wife had just said. But his hearing was still very clear that just now Ainun invited him to sleep together. Although it may only sleep in the true sense but it has been progressing too well according to Arby. Hopefully this is a good start Arby murmured.
Finally, the couple slept next to each other, both of them looked at the white ceiling until finally the husband's soft snoring sounded. Ainun turned his head and it was true that Arby had fallen asleep without a blanket..Ainun got up and took the blanket and put it on Arby's body, he also tried to fall asleep on his back to his husband, trying to close his heart, keep thinking and chanting prayers and hope again convinced himself that this is the best for everyone and himself. However, now she is a wife of a husband who loves her so much that she should not expect someone who is nobody for her. Although he could not completely forget, Ainun would still try. Not wanting to disappoint everyone, especially his parents.
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