Loving You In Silence

Loving You In Silence
episode 94 s2



Fardhan Kesuma Wijaya, a man of Arab descent from his father's side and was born to a native Javanese mother. He is handsome and likes a lot of girls. A highly educated graduate of state Islamic universities, has a qualified religious knowledge. He was the man Ainun liked. Fardhan is a graduate of Ar Rahman pesantren belonging to the late Ainun grandfather who is now managed by Mukti ustadz who is none other than the father of Ainun Chandani, then Fardhan two levels above Ainun, there is no bond between the two but there is a word that has been said when they were reunited when Fardhan came to the boarding school to dedicate himself two years ago just when Ainun came home because of his mother sick and want to meet. There was no promise but it was spoken in the mouth of Fardhan who said he would come with the family to ask Ainun to be his "if Allah wills" he said at the time. There is no message to this day. The man disappeared like a dust that had been blown by the wind never heard from again. Though usually he always took the time to come to the pesantren whether it was making a donation or just attending an event or study. But after that day he vanished without a trace. For months Ainun had returned to complete his education but there was no sign that the man was carrying out his speech at that time. There was no message or anything else. But when Ainun recalled the words that Fardhan had spoken "if Allah wills" they continued to ring in his ears and seemed to appear in his mind. " Yes, the month God willed, and it was his destiny to accept the proposal that came from a good man, as my father had said." Ainun muttered alone. He repeatedly assured himself that his choice was right. Yet the doubt in his heart still remained, lingering. Either his doubts or his feelings that he nurtured for Fardhan that indeed could not be lost from there.


Ainun suddenly remembered the words of his Abi a few months ago when advising his cousin's sister who wanted to reject a good proposal from a son kiyai from Malang on the grounds that she already had a lover. Yes indeed really his cousin's sister that really makes the parents upset. Daisy says she has a boyfriend and has been in a relationship for two years. At that time Daisy who was none other than the child of Adrian was sitting in college early semester but there was already someone who proposed to kiyai child anyway and it made the big family happy but the child was even wanting to refuse reason to have a lover who has been in a relationship for two years without anyone knowing, making the elders in the family say Istighfar.


Ustadz Mukti then went forward and asked "Do you know that the woman who wants to marry the Prophet first, when she was not yet a prophet?" ask ustadz Mukti.


" Khadijah or Aisha?" Daysi answered but was unsure of the answer.


" No" ustadz Mukti replied firmly.


Ainun smiled at that moment when he saw his cousin's sister frowning, seemingly thinking of the names of the women who were the wives of the prophet. But eventually attacked. Daisy shook her head while bowing. Ustadz Mukti answered.


" Ummu Hani.'


" If the prophet alone cannot choose his own soul mate. Why do you insist on choosing your own life partner and already feel confident in your decision, remember God's will is the best."


And those words made Daisy finally melt and receive a proposal at that time. And now they are married and live happily in the end. The memories made Ainun smile happily considering how kisa was his cousin's sister. And the memories are even more solidifying yes that this is the best. Because destiny is determined by the creator, not by what He created. The Maghrib prayer made Ainun move from his bed to the bathroom for ablution. After carrying out his obligations Ainun rushed to the boarding school because it would teach tutoring to children there.


Wedding plans have already begun to be discussed and will be prepared soon. Arby and Ainun gave everything to both parents and their families. But Arby asked once to be reunited with Ainun first. There was a lingering feeling in his heart that he could not take for granted because of Ainun who rejected the nadzor with him. And Arby didn't get the right answer so he asked once again. There was something that made Ainun unwilling to meet him. Arby was afraid that she would be a problem for her wedding later.


Finally Ainun agreed and will be accompanied by each of the family. They will both be found. Arby can't wait to welcome tomorrow. For so long, only the shadow of Ainun that had always crossed whether Ainun is now like what, which must still be as beautiful as Ainun who used to be.


Even Zaidan once teased him that Ainun who now looks fat and his face is also different from the one when he was a child.


But Arby said that he would still choose Ainun because beautiful is relatively the main thing that is his heart. Arby said at that time he was so sure of the girl named Ainun that he never turned to other girls.Arby was so steady with the choice of his heart.


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