Loving You In Silence

episode 85 s2

the silence approaching the two men who were adrift of the age of ten and even almost eleven years made their minds wander unceremoniously in the same place. The difference in age certainly makes Zaidan always look and think mature compared to Arby although in fact age does not guarantee the maturity of someone. But Zaidan because he was an independent from a long time ago, especially since he and his mother abandoned the Father to go to the Creator. Circumstances that make him required to become an adult, are required to be a protector and a responsible person.

" Bang... " Arby's voice stops Zaidan's daydreaming about someone.

" Do you want to talk about Ainun? " Zaidan had already guessed what the younger brother would talk about.

" Sister is the best. Always understand what is on my mind. " Say Arby with a sweet smile on his brother.

" Ainun had indeed finished his studies and returned to Indonesia. Even now he devotes himself to pesantren. There are many ustadz who are interested in him but are reluctant because Ainun is the son of the owner of the boarding school. But I heard there was an ustadz who looked bolder and said he wanted to propose to Ainun. That's the news I heard from a colleague who used to teach there with me and until now he still devotes himself there. Maybe you too if you do not meet Papa Reno and you certainly still devote yourself there..."

Arby patted his brother on the shoulder, so Zaidan turned his head and connected his words

" Sister is very grateful and of course all this is the best. Now brother is a doctor, besides that brother now has a new family that is so good. You feel very lucky and owe a lot to your family. " Say Zaidan said solemnly.

" I am grateful to have Brother, Brother has taught me a lot of religious knowledge and also I feel happy to have a brother who always listens to my complaints." Arby laughed when he saw his brother staring at him. Arby joked a little by saying that Zaidan was the place to complain about it. Seeing his brother who is not as usual looks more quiet and dreamy. Although it is quiet but not usually Zaidan much daydreaming and looks sad, there must be something that happened.

" Lamar, someone else's first. " Say Zaidan said firmly.

" Want ya bang, but will Mama and Papa agree? "

" Ainun is a good girl, there's no way your parents wouldn't agree. "

" But I don't want to get ahead of Abang, when the hell would you want to propose to someone's child? " Arby was a little joking to melt the atmosphere that felt serious since then.

" Not the woman who met at the hospital... It seems like my brother knows him very well. Seen near it. " Zaidan turned his face away as if he didn't want to be caught keeping a secret. A secret that only he himself knows. Nobody knows anything about the connection to sirens. Zaidan kept everything neat about the girl until his heart was let down and fate reunited him this afternoon. And Zaidan thought it was fate to give him a chance to meet the girl again.

" Ih, you're daydreaming, aren't you guessing me about that woman last afternoon? " Arby's getting curious.

" Once, we're talking about you not brother. " Zaidan.

" Bang, what's wrong? I'm ready to listen, now I'm not a kid who always complains to you. Now that I'm a grown man, you can also share with me if you have a problem. I'll be a good listener. Really am! " Arby said with confidence.

It was true, Zaidan who used to be a teacher to him slowly became like a friend, elder brother and also an advisor to him. and now Arby has transformed into an adult man who can also share grievances with Zaidan. Zaidan turned and looked at his brother. Yes it is true that now he is an adult, not a child or teenager anymore, now the little man who used to be unruly is transformed into a figure that looks so mature. It was no longer whining and many complained to him and Zaidan only realized it. Zaidan nodded in confirming.

" Yes, now you're an adult By, you just realized it. Slowly chuckling.

All went back to silence, just as the night began to get darker leading people to immediately move to the bed. The sounds of small animals began to sound clearly a sign of getting late and they both fell silent again into their respective minds. Zaidan is weighing whether he should share his story with his sister, his story and the siren of endless certainty. It is difficult for a Zaidan to be open to others even if it is his own family. He can hear and give advice to others to make others comfortable to share his story with him but his story has never been shared with anyone. Now can he tell Arby everything???

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