Loving You In Silence

episode 89 s2

The unprepared Zaidan could only be silent like a statue, stiff and his tongue crazily not a word spoken from his mouth just staring straight at the open room.

Zaidan was so surprised that this time he was embraced by a woman who was not his mahram, even when they promised to commit to each other, there would never be physical contact between the two of them if they met, they would only eat and chat and always in a crowded public place so this incident was so making him surprised the woman who used to even look shy can do this, maybe the burden is too heavy he shouldered. One side wanted to return the woman's embrace but the other side forbade her from saying that it was wrong and not to but the other side said it was okay because it could be said to be an emergency to calm others who were sad. Finally just stifled for a while to let his shirt wet by the cries of women who are still always in his heart and mind.

Aluna who saw the incident was about to approach, she did not want the scene to look like it was seen for so long by her eyes, she felt angry because she felt hers had been touched by someone else. Hold still... His?? since when does Aluna feel she has Zaidan and recognizes him as hers. Maybe since the incident a few minutes ago that made him think like that.

The nurse who had since but was silent because it was the same with Zaidan she was surprised by the treatment of her woman with her superior, finally the nurse helped Zaidan take off the hug from the Siren woman who a few seconds ago even minutes suddenly hugged her.

" Already Ma'am, kasian Pak doctor later his shirt so wet because of his tears. My sister has now stabilized her condition" said the nurse who turned out to be named Mira. Mira is a nurse who often accompanies Zaidan if the practice or patient visits.

Siren let go of his embrace slowly he lowered his head and sobbed began to stop his crying even though he was still sobbing.

Aluna who was about to approach stopped her steps, adjusted her breathing and relaxed herself first before meeting her brother. He felt he had to stop the drama he had just seen.

" Disni's brother?" Aluna approached pretending she had just seen and passed this place.

" Yes, Lun. Brother's having a patient check." Zaidan looked a little nervous answering a question from Aluna.

" Sus, I want to see my sister's condition..." Siren suddenly said he wanted to see his sister's situation with Mira.

" Let's take my mom to her room."

" I'll excuse you doctor." The siren passed without looking at Zaidan.

" Why Bang? he and his sister are being treated here?" Aluna asked as if she knew nothing.

" Yes...Ah no." Zaidan was confused as to what to answer.

" lh...Which brother is right What is not. Is he an acquaintance of Brother?" Aluna deliberately asked it to know what would be answered by Zaidan about the woman who had stolen a hug on his brother.

" His sister was treated here because of an accident but she also fainted because she saw the condition of her sister who dropped. "

"Did you know him?" Aluna repeated the question that Zaidan did not answer.

" It used to be one campus with my brother when I was in college." Aluna is also mangosteen.

" Well wait a minute, you can take a walk or wait in my room."

" In the room, brother. I cape take a walk." Aluna passed by without waiting for Zaidan to nod his head, but Aluna could not see him as it passed quickly from there.

Aluna thought that Zaidan did not lie by saying that the woman was his college friend, but only covered their relationship, it did not matter anymore there was a nurse, too, there was no way Zaidan would tell about his personal problems in front of others. Now Aluna just wanted to rest for a while on the top floor of the solemn place for their family instead of in Zaidan's room as she said earlier. Let Zaidan look for him later because he knows the room. If you don't find Aluna in her room, Zaidan will search the hospital's top floor'. That's Aluna's thinking.

Zaidan rushed to Siren in his sister's nursery. When he entered Siren was sitting while looking at his brother who was lying with his eyes closed. Siren was surprised by the arrival of Zaidan.

" Zayd??" Siren knitted his two eyebrows.

Zaid was the Siren's call to Zaidan long ago. A nickname that Zaidan liked very much for him.

" Yes, I. I wanted to ask why you disappeared back then. Without news. Zaidan walked up to Siren and looked at the woman for an explanation.

Siren bowed, confused to explain what. Should she tell the truth to the man in front of her who was looking at her sharply.

" Sorry..." Finally it was only that word that spoke first from his mouth after a moment of silence. Considering between telling or not the incident that happened to him at that time.

" Sorry... Wh-wh-what for?. What is it for you to disappear or for the broken promise we made together?" Zaidan's voice was slightly raised due to emotions. But soon he took a stand and rubbed his face. Free to be angry because the time that has passed cannot be repeated.

" Do I have to tell you everything?" Say Siren. The head that had been bowed was slowly lifted looking back at the man who was now still staring at him but with a sad look even though there was still a little emotion there.

" Must." Zaidan answered quickly. He wanted to hear Siren's explanation. So that everything is clear and he does not feel bound by this uncertain promise with the woman before him. The promise that they both pledge that until now still binds his heart to not be able to turn on other women. Zaidan was afraid that Siren would one day come and take the promise, even though it was Siren who left that day without a word. And it's true that this time they were reunited, Zaidan wanted to step forward with Siren or either with the woman he currently has not found. Zaidan just wants certainty to continue or stop.

" Well if that's what you want, I feel guilty for you to this day, I never dared to call or see you. Here I'm guilty of you, so I'm sorry for everything." Siren returned sobbing before telling him everything that happened to him since he chose to stay away from the man he loved so much that perhaps even today he still loves this man. The moon may be but it is still and hope there is still a second chance.

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