Love for Hana

CHAPTER 29

"Han, you have time today? I want to see you." Hana reads Evan's message while having breakfast with Bi Siti. Today he is on holiday for the first time after five days of work.

"Today I'm at home not going anywhere." Hana replied to Evan flat's message. He should have been happy when he got a message from Evan asking him to meet. I don't know why this time he felt so ordinary.

Maybe deep in his heart, he is saturated with the attitude of Evan lately which has changed not like before.

Hana still always keeps her relationship good by not bothering about Evan's change of attitude. But over time he felt bored also with Evan's attitude.

An hour had passed since Hana received the message from Evan. Evan soon appears at Hana's doorstep.

Bi Siti then let Evan in and immediately left Evan and Hana after delivering drinks to Evan. As if Bi Siti understood, there is something serious that Hana and Evan will discuss this time.

"How are you, Han? Sorry I rarely reply to your messages or pick up the phone from you. I'm again\-\-"

"I'm good\-good. Thanks for that," Hana immediately replied to Evan in a flat tone.

They fell silent again. Evan bowed to look straight at his own feet while Hana was still flipping back the actual magazine sheet he did not read at all.

Hana closed her magazine and looked at Evan seriously. Maybe it's time he and Evan talk about the continuation of their relationship that has begun to stretch.

"Van, what's the matter? Did I have anything wrong with you? Lately\ Lately I've been feeling like you're moving away."

Evan was silent. His tongue felt mute, he could not say anything\-nothing. He wanted to tell me everything but he promised to help Maya. At least until Maya recovers and the real problems are revealed.

Hana took a long breath. He wanted to vent his anger at Evan because Evan just remained silent.

But he knew, it would be in vain. His anger will only add to the problem and not solve anything\-nothing. As Hana moved from her seat, she was about to leave Evan, but Evan held her hand.

"Please stay here. Maybe this is the last time I'll see you" Evan said. Hana frowned at Evan.

"What do you mean?" hana asked, looking at Evan in disbelief.

Evan could not answer. He then stood up and hugged Hana tightly, as if it would be his last hug for Hana. No. It would indeed be Evan's last hug for Hana.

"I'm sorry, Hana. Please forgive me." he said softly, "i love you very much. But our destiny may be enough to get here. I've made a mistake and I'm responsible."

Hana's hands clenched. He pressed his jaws together to hold back his tears that had almost soaked his cheeks. His breath was heard hunting withstanding the emotion that suddenly\higgered.

Now he understands why Evan's attitude has changed and why their relationship has become tenuous.

"Enough. Let go of me." Evan flinched, he kept hugging Hana. Hana pushes Evan's body away.

Evan again tries to walk closer to Hana but urung he does when Hana looks at him sharply full of hatred. Just this time Evan saw Hana like that.

Evan then took out a small box with a pink ribbon into its decoration. He put the box on the table. Evan walked a few steps ahead of Hana and gently stroked Hana's cheek. "Stay to be the Hana I knew a long time ago.”

...*****...

Hana thought her life had started to improve since she was able to meet her father again. Hannah thought her heart would not be hurt again after this. In fact, destiny was not that generous to him.

As if the heart wounds that have been broken for nineteen years have not been anything. Destiny again incised a new wound to his heart that had not yet healed.

Hana still looked at herself in the mirror. Suddenly he laughed very loudly. It was so tight that Bi Siti heard it from behind the door.

Bi Siti who was worried about Hana's condition immediately entered Hana's room. Hana still continued to laugh without realizing the existence of Bi Siti.

Unable to see Hana's condition, Bi Siti immediately hugged Hana's body. In an instant Hana also spilled the sadness that he had previously endured. Bi Siti really could not bear to see the current state of Hana.

"Auntie doesn't know what Non Hana is going through right now, but Auntie please don't think Non Hana is alone huh? There's an Aunt here who Non Hana can make a place to lean on."

... *****...

Hana was raving in her sleep. He kept calling\-calling his mother. After that night, Hana had a high fever the next day.

His body was so hot that his face was flushed. Hana continued to rummage non-stop for approximately fifteen minutes.

Bi Siti was very worried, she was afraid that something might happen to Hana. He then informs Effendi about Hana's condition.

Not waiting long Effendi went straight to Hana's house. But this time he was not alone, there was Melissa who went with him. They were on their way to somewhere.

Without knocking on the door, Effendi rushed straight into Hana's house. "Bi, how is Hana? Is the body still hot?" asked Effendi to hunt. She was very afraid something would happen to her daughter.

"It's hot, sir. Non Hana had taken the medicine this morning."

"Bi, I'm sorry, but can't I ask Auntie to fetch me some warm water and a little towel?" Melissa carefully\-carefully asked Bi Siti for help. Bi Siti nodded and went straight to the kitchen to prepare what Melissa asked for.

"What do you want, Sa?" ask Effendi.

"I'm allowed to compress Hana's body, huh, Mas?" melissa Pinta. For a moment Effendi hesitated, but then he nodded. Effendi believes Melissa knows what she's going to do, after all Melissa is a mother.

Bi Siti entered the room with everything Melissa asked for. Melissa asks Bi Siti to stay with her in Hana's room to help her compress Hana's body. While Effendi asked to wait outside.

"Mas, please wait outside. Let me and Bi Siti compress Hana's body. I have to take off Hana's shirt."

Effendi was sitting waiting for the seat that was located opposite the door of Hana's room. It had been almost an hour he waited, all he saw was Bi Siti who went back and forth in and out of Hana's room carrying warm water.

Finally, shortly afterwards Melissa and Bi Siti came out simultaneously from Hana's room with all the items\-item they used to compress Hana.

Effendi who was impatient to find out Hana's situation immediately stood up, but Melissa gave a signal to wait.

"Hana's heat has been much reduced than before, Mas. Now he's still asleep.let him rest first huh.." explained Melissa.

"Ah thank goodness. I've been so worried since. Thanks, Sa." Melissa smiled nodded. He sincerely wanted to take care of Hana.