Love Blocks the Past

CHAPTER 68 ~ Blocked Back Love ~

Mikho tells Celine that he will marry her. However, just now feeling happy, Celine was presented with a wedding appointment that was only done for three months. Celine realizes, Mikho no longer wants to marry her but because all the wedding preparations have been ripe and the invitation has been spread, it can cause a question mark against their family.

For that Mikho just wanted to save the good name of the Celine family and her family. Mikho only arranged their marriage for three months. During their marriage, Mikho would not touch Celine at all.

I keep my love. If it is proof of love, I have also tried to defend it. I wish I had died at that time because I couldn't keep it for you. How can I say that to you, Mikho. You've considered me a cheap woman first. What am I saying is Kak Mikho going to hear or is just brother taking as an excuse? celine's heart cries out.

Sitting on a cold floor. Crying over the marriage that will be lived only to save the good name of his parents. A marriage without love from someone he loves.

The day of the wedding came, everything was well prepared. However, a happy look only emanated from the faces of Bu Dessery and Pak Yudhi who greeted guests with joy. While both the bride and the parents of Mikho did not look happy in the slightest with the wedding party.

Just smile as a small talk to the guests who congratulate them. After that back in their respective daydreams. Celine saw how hard Mikho was going through this forced wedding party.

"What happened, Pa? Why do the children look sad. Mikho himself decided to continue his marriage. Celine didn't look happy in the least. Moreover, Mikho's parents, they look sullen even when facing guests," said Dessery.

"Either what happened, perhaps because Mikho's decision was not yet mature Ma, he was actually still hesitant to continue this marriage. But it seems that the one who strongly disagrees this marriage is continued is both parents. Maybe that's why Mikho is so sad Ma" Yudhi replied.

"Poor Celine ya Pa, she's an unwanted daughter-in-law" said Dessery and rubbed her eyes.

"Don't cry now Ma, there are still many guests" said Yudhi so that his wife is stronger. Miss Dessery nodded.

The wedding is over, there are no plans to go on a honeymoon or any trip. Celine immediately moved into Mikho's house, and immediately stayed with the family. From the wedding procession until the reception, Ms. Anisa and Mr. Gunawan never once greeted Celine.

The girl was ignored. When Mikho had just come after picking him up, Celine was left alone without being welcomed at all. The girl tried hard, went into Mikho's room and put down the suitcase with her clothes. Not even the servants dared to help Celine, lifting the suitcase up the stairs to the top floor.

"We can't sleep in bed, I'll sleep on the couch" Mikho said, taking pillows and blankets.

Celine held back the pillow Mikho was holding. The man frowned looking at the downcast Celine shedding tears. I don't know what Celine wants but she doesn't want to melt because of those tears until she's willing to sleep in one bed with him.

The girl just silently lowered her head, Mikho did not care, still about to sleep on the sofa. However, Celine still held back the pillow Mikho was holding. They are married but Mikho does not want Celine to feel that their marriage is real. He did not want to melt at the request of the girl who wanted to sleep with him.

The girl then took a pillow beside her and stepped onto the sofa. Arrange the pillow by occasionally wiping away her tears and then immediately breaking down. Mikho's mind was wrong. She thought Celine would try to get her to sleep together in bed. The man was fixated on staring at Celine's back that was shaking from crying.

The man sat on the side of the bed. To show her anger at Celine she wanted to leave the girl alone on the bed. However, Celine instead chose to leave her alone to sleep in bed.

Good riddance! Apparently you are self-aware, inner Mikho is comforting himself.

However, his heart ached to get reality it was Celine who did not beg him. Deep down, she wants Celine to beg him, hoping for him if she needs to beg for his love but what she hopes for doesn't happen. Celine accepted all her decisions. Divorced within three months. Accepting not to touch her at all was also her choice not to sleep naked, all obeyed by Celine.

You don't want me Celine? Actually you don't want me. There is not the slightest desire to defend me. Did ya? Actually you don't want me anymore? mikho inwardly wondered.

The man lay staring at the ceiling of the room, then tried to close his eyes. Feeling tired with the busyness of the day still can not make him sleep. Mikho turned his head towards the sofa where, Celine fell asleep.

God, I love her, I want to be with her. But why exactly when we have legitimately lived together instead we are separated, inner Mikho.

The man stepped closer to the sofa where Celine was asleep. The girl had fallen asleep with her body shaking from the rest of her sobs. Miko looked at him with a heart that felt sore. The girl he loved was in sight. He had even been lawfully his wife but could not embrace her because it was hindered by his own words and decisions.

Celine, I'm suffering, do something. Say something, apologize to me, I'll forgive you. I can't afford to live like this Celine, promise to be loyal to me. Forget Yodi. I don't care what you give him, I don't care, Mikho's mind cries to the floor next to Celine's couch.

Mikho even fell asleep beside the sofa. Until midnight he woke up and saw Celine who was sleeping curled up in the cold. Soon the man picked up a blanket and covered her. Mikho desperately wanted to sleep hugging the cold girl. However, he could not do it because it would leave Celine confused by his attitude. Mikho had to firmly keep his distance in order for it to be easy for them to part.

By morning, Celine woke up and found herself covered. The girl looked at the blanket in surprise. Then turned to look at Mikho who was still asleep in bed. Body's cold. Celine immediately enveloped the man she loved. Celine wanted to caress the face she missed so much but was hindered by the decision of those who had to part ways within three months. Celine didn't want the breakup to be so heavy that she tried to limit herself to getting close to Mikho.

Last night, Mikho's brother covered me, meaning he still loves me? Ah maybe just pity, if still dear she will definitely try to forgive me, inner Celine.

The girl sat on the sofa as she continued to stare at that handsome face. Celine does not think that there is no longer a barrier to their relationship, instead there is no past that blocks their love, now they are back apart. Their love is hindered by something else.

...~ Connect ~...